I Wish I Wasn't Me.

[sundry]

If I had a different mindset like the others I probably would've fit in just fine. That makes me feel as a useless persona all the time. I am worse than a shadow. I hate being useless. Everyday I wish I was in another world, as a different person. It's like another reality. Only drawback is that I am not 100% there. In the end reality hits me and then I realize how narrow and obsolete my practical existence is. If I died nothing would change. I'm just nothing and that thought shutters me. I don't want to be nothing but I can't change that. I'll always stay the same. I can't begin to imagine myself in the future. I'd rather disappear from existence than continue being a shadow.

[roseyssassafras]

Me too, Sundry. You can take all the advice you can and you can try to change how you think, but in the end you still feel the same.

[Mr Shadow]

It's all just a big nothing, there's nothing special about you. You're lucky, if mindset is the only thing, holding you down, because you can change it, because you can control it. You can't change the world, but if you really want, you can change you, that's about the only thing one can actually realistically accomplish in this life.

[candy123]

The fact that you are given the chance to live, to be able to make a change in this world shows that you aren't useless. Useless is a matter of choice. You can opt to think in a different mindset. You are in control.

[sundry]

It's extremely hard to change a mind. You can't control a mind. It does what it wants. It can't be tamed, at least that's how it is with me. I guess it all depends on the environment.

One can bestow negative and positive offerings to this world. I haven't contributed with anything worthwhile, so I am useless. I don't think I'm in control at all. Everyone is above me.

[Mr Shadow]

It's extremely hard to change a mind. You can't control a mind. It does what it wants. It can't be tamed, at least that's how it is with me. I guess it all depends on the environment.

One can bestow negative and positive offerings to this world. I haven't contributed with anything worthwhile, so I am useless. I don't think I'm in control at all. Everyone is above me.

It's only hard, because you say it's hard, everyone is above you, only because you say they are. Everything's a matter of perspective, don't be afraid to take control of your life and your decisions. Who cares, what anybody else thinks.