shanevb2 Posted February 1, 2015 Share Posted February 1, 2015 Got my taxes done today. I always get a little back so that's good. Had a nice lunch. Got home and fell back into a funk. took a 2 hour nap to escape. not looking forward to tomorrow (sunday) because all I do is stress about Monday and work 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chucapabra Posted February 2, 2015 Share Posted February 2, 2015 went to schooldrop some enveloppe for my dadhad a interruption in the subway apparently someone got hurt I hope it was an accident not suicide :S took the other line 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
flasquish Posted February 2, 2015 Share Posted February 2, 2015 Very productive at work today, last week too! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gentle sun Posted February 2, 2015 Share Posted February 2, 2015 I cut off labels on my wash cloths. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LSATYD Posted February 3, 2015 Share Posted February 3, 2015 Today I started working again after being unemployed for 2 years (ok I tried to start a business but it isn't going so well, it's still "running" though) I was able to make it through my shift and I think I didn't embarrass myself too much. Fortunately it's a work at home job, so even though I have to deal with people, at least I don't have to see them. I wouldn't be able to stand working in an office environment, so I'll try to keep this job. The longest I've lasted working is 2.5 months... 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ReggieSherman Posted February 3, 2015 Share Posted February 3, 2015 I woke up well rested and going strong, but within one hour from getting up I started feeling really anxious.It is impossible for me to do anything that I had originally planned for today and these days, and even the things that I COULD do seem too difficult. Yesterday I felt a little bump in my relationship with a friend so that's been plaguing my mind the whole morning. Definitely not a good day, but what worries me most is that this past month I've noticed progressive worsening. I really have a pattern in my behaviour: if I am in a relationship, even a bad one, I manage to pick myself up most of the time. Being single clearly makes my condition worse slowly, but surely. What kind of a feminist am I? I am basically doomed because I raised myself to believe in all those mushy soapy longings presented on TV. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted February 3, 2015 Share Posted February 3, 2015 Sunday- bought groceries early in the morning. It was a pain in the butt to get up early.- shovel snow- drove to my friend's home and shovel his driveway. He is away on vacation in Thailand. - drove to our downtown and visited some casual friends.Monday- shovel more snow- had a hot shower. It is a pain to do simple things- watch cricket-sports from New Zealand. My team lost badly.- I was very tired early evening so I slept and now I am up at 3 am. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
adamrparr Posted February 3, 2015 Share Posted February 3, 2015 Made it to work on time for the last couple of days. Hit a couple of AA meetings last night. Staying plugged in with friends and family. Had a great weekend with the kids, and was able to keep it together with them for the most part while working through some very difficult and stressful circumstances.Have been getting to bed earlier, and improving my sleep schedule & habits. Completed a work project early yesterdayConsistently using to-do lists to keep myself busy, focused & productive. (Also to be able to look back at previous days, and recognize that I HAVE been making a difference in my own life, and am doing everything I can to do what I need to do, taking care of my responsibilities.)Have posted a couple of times on here over the last couple of days, and have offered to people what I can.Cultivating an online conversation with a new friend, showing a true interest in some else's life, trying not to be solely focused on myself.Making good money, and getting my financial life together after significant chaos and disruption.I wish everyone well. Do something for yourself today. Make a difference and try to be an active, positive participant in your life & your well-being, as very difficult as that can be a lot of the time. No one can do it for us.As my Dad told me recently, "Many can walk the road with you, but no one can walk it for you."Adam 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
saco27 Posted February 3, 2015 Share Posted February 3, 2015 I took my daughter to a playgroup. Haven't been out in sooo long. I did feel a bit better when I got home. Another mom invited me to another one tomorrow. Tenatively planning on trying to go 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gentle sun Posted February 3, 2015 Share Posted February 3, 2015 Not too much. I did talk a long time with my sister and it was really nice. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
flasquish Posted February 3, 2015 Share Posted February 3, 2015 My days at work have been more tolerable lately. I'm listening to music from my phone and it keeps me distracted and out of all the office gossip drama around me. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dsm Posted February 4, 2015 Author Share Posted February 4, 2015 We've gotten tons of snow and I have not been doing the shoveling so I'm practically snowed in. I have been going in my cellar every day, even if just for a few minutes, to clean up after the flood. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dolphin2013 Posted February 4, 2015 Share Posted February 4, 2015 I made a new playlist.Earlier I showered. And after the playlist, I made dinner. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fleecyfleece Posted February 4, 2015 Share Posted February 4, 2015 Well done everyone on your achievements :D (no that wasnt sarcasm)I almost didnt go to college today, but i did, was just on time too, it wasnt horrible either. And the bus came straight away instead of me having to wait for 40 minutesTried a half nytol instead of the full thing last night and it took me longer to get to sleep but made me less groggy in the morningThis morning i set my chickpeas to soak for cooking later, im cooking a huge amount of chickpea daal for my dinners for the next week, so i dont need to cook i just need to wack them in the microwave :) if i make it this easy for me to eat properly then i have less excuses not toI filled out my form for free healthcare (hooray for UK welfare :p ) still need to post it thoI didnt have breakfast and only had a small bowl of cereal for dinner, but i have a friend coming round for tea so ill be eating a full proper meal tonight.I havnt exersised today, but i can do that tomorrow, itll be fine, im aiming for twice a weekAnd i sorted out my washing from yesterday :)So ive been relatively productive today, yay 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ReggieSherman Posted February 5, 2015 Share Posted February 5, 2015 It hasn't been long since I woke up, but I can talk about yesterday's accomplishments.I organized a competition in school, not alone, with a colleague.I ate reasonably, though not as I well as I'd like to.I took my vitamins and new meds. I streched.I texted some friends so as to avoid alienation during the week. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted February 5, 2015 Share Posted February 5, 2015 - bought some stocks and mutual funds- check on my friend's house- have coffee with my other buddy at Starbucks- have a hot shower- paid some bills for my sister online 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ZombieBrains Posted February 5, 2015 Share Posted February 5, 2015 Its morning now but yesterday I met with some friends then had a catch up at the pub, I also didn't slip on the ice all day, Zombies 1 Ice 0 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gisele Posted February 5, 2015 Share Posted February 5, 2015 Yep, lots and lots of study. I might have forgotten about what was in the oven and filled the kitchen with smoke because of it, and my brain might be mush, but there's an afterglow. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gentle sun Posted February 5, 2015 Share Posted February 5, 2015 Sent a package back that didnt fit Cooked breakfast for hubbie Felt low all day, but tried to remember moods come and go and go they did!! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dsm Posted February 6, 2015 Author Share Posted February 6, 2015 I did not want to go out at all today but I needed to do it so I did. That was a major accomplishment. I also did a bit of cleaning in my cellar. I have a very important phone call I must make and I tried, but I was on hold for an hour so I hung up. I hope I can try again tomorrow. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phantastic Mirage Posted February 6, 2015 Share Posted February 6, 2015 I've accomplished getting out of bed and getting dressed. Lol, that's just how I've been feeling lately. After work, I get to go to the gym so perhaps that'll make me feel better <3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
adamrparr Posted February 6, 2015 Share Posted February 6, 2015 Got up on relatively easily, and made here into work on time.Will be going to a couple of AA meetings tonight, and hooking up with some friends, which is always good.Managed to do a little writing/journaling today. Always helps, at least to pass the time, if nothing else.Started a "Happy Birthday Duck!" thread on here today.Updated my blog on here today.Messaged a friend of mine on here, continued that conversation, which was good.Just trying to get through the day as well as I can. Today's been a little more difficult than most days recently, but all in all, I'm still doing pretty okay.Take care all, and keep on. Wish everyone well.Adam 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gentle sun Posted February 6, 2015 Share Posted February 6, 2015 I paid a bill I vacuumed - I knocked the cats water all over the floor, sucked up my jacket cord and my back will probably hurt from all the moving and lifting of things. But......my floor looks good!!! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shanevb2 Posted February 7, 2015 Share Posted February 7, 2015 Cleaned the kitchen, took the trash to the dump. didn't have the motivation for anything else. I went back to bed and slept from 10am to 2pm. My wife is busy doing school work all weekend like she always does. I'm waiting until tomorrow to do my school stuff. Basically, I'm just sitting around waiting until Monday. I'm in my "whats the point?" mood. Whats the point of doing anything because I'm so anxious and preoccupied with senseless cr-p that nothing will satisfy me. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Metal_Falcon_351 Posted February 9, 2015 Share Posted February 9, 2015 Got out of bed at 5am.broke the morning silence with the sound of the V8 XD ute (sorry bout that).Sent off 6 job applications.Went for push bike ride.Did the Great Circle Drive at the You Yangs. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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