sweaterweather Posted July 15, 2015 Share Posted July 15, 2015 I went to the pet store to pick up some medication and dog food. That was pretty difficult, because all I've wanted to do all day is wrap up in some heavy blankets and lie in bed, watching TV or reading. Dealing with people was hard today. I've also been busy taking care of my mother and making sure she's comfortable. She came home from the hospital yesterday, but is still sick and needing me a lot. I'm feeling really worn out because of that. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starsea Posted July 15, 2015 Share Posted July 15, 2015 I went to the pet store to pick up some medication and dog food. That was pretty difficult, because all I've wanted to do all day is wrap up in some heavy blankets and lie in bed, watching TV or reading. Dealing with people was hard today. I've also been busy taking care of my mother and making sure she's comfortable. She came home from the hospital yesterday, but is still sick and needing me a lot. I'm feeling really worn out because of that. It's great you were able to get out despite wanting to bunk in. Activity is very helpful 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SFChristianGirl Posted July 15, 2015 Share Posted July 15, 2015 I made it through my dentist appointment today, even though I was fearful and stressed the whole time. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
havehope Posted July 15, 2015 Share Posted July 15, 2015 I got through the day. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Abandonedalways Posted July 15, 2015 Share Posted July 15, 2015 Had an evening out with people I didn't know and actually didnt want to off myself. 11 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dolphin2013 Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 Got up, had a phone call & scheduled an appointment for more mammography.Plotted a route on Google Maps.Took a shower!!!!!! Put on makeup!!!!!Made iced coffee.... 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
verDominai Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 Went to a casual barbeque thing. Today was a pretty good day overall. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
idkusername465 Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 I stayed up the entire day without sleeping! 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Waning Sunshine Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 I did like a thing of homework but I just ended up sleeping most of the day away. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vaibhav Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 Stayed in bed as am suffering from a stomach infection. Worst physical pain i have ever experienced. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PurpleStorm Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 Stayed in bed as am suffering from a stomach infection. Worst physical pain i have ever experienced. Oh vaibhav, that sounds horrible I hope you get better soon. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anita_123 Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 My classmates offered to accompany home and I was reluctant at first but I accepted and I'm so glad I did because I thought it was going to be awkward but it turned out to be really fun and I surprisingly enjoyed myself despite hating the school. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anita_123 Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 Stayed in bed as am suffering from a stomach infection. Worst physical pain i have ever experienced.:-( hope u feel better now! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starsea Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 I got my hair perfect, which is unusual for me. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epictetus Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 Got some organic seeds for my pet beetles. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Purist Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 I went shopping and bought a pair of shorts and cat litter. It's the small things that are the most satisfying. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SFChristianGirl Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 I made it to work today. Just trying to cope. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dsm Posted July 16, 2015 Author Share Posted July 16, 2015 (edited) I'm down to one week left with my granddaughter. What a "vacation" this has been. I have to keep forgiving myself for not being the perfect grandmother. I feel so guilty that all we practically do is play cards and make puzzles. But I'm so exhausted, mentally and physically. When she leaves, I will suffer great guilt so I expect to have at least a week of very low lows at that time. I have to remember it's my depression. Edited July 16, 2015 by dsm 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
havehope Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 I've made some progress at work, but I still don't fully know what I'm doing and am really nervous. I have to get websites to rank high in the search engines.. it's very nerve wracking. Some days I feel like I know what I'm doing, other times I feel like I know nothing. Today I feel like I know something, so I suppose that's progress. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
survivingdepression1 Posted July 17, 2015 Share Posted July 17, 2015 took care of my boys/played outsidedid some laundry(well, sort of...I have restarted the dryer 3 times now)watched netflixinternet~off and on 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dolphin2013 Posted July 17, 2015 Share Posted July 17, 2015 I didn't do a darn thing except get into the water a few times and jump up in the waves. I've been scared of going out into the water and being knocked down by a wave. I forget sometimes that my body will react to save me from dying, so if I'd gotten knocked down, I'd fight and get up again.And besides, I know how to swim.And the water wasn't paralyzingly cold.I also won an argument for more lassitude and less activity on the last days of vacation. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
feelinglostagain Posted July 17, 2015 Share Posted July 17, 2015 Sent resumes and cover letters for two jobs. One of the cover letters I worked on for four days (the pros advise you keep going back to it a few times) and I still don't know if it sucked. It was scary, I keep hearing that ***** at legal aid saying "people in your area that hire people your age" and I just cringe, so actually sending my little hope for a job out into the universe (via internet in written form) kind of took some guts, so YEAH ME! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starsea Posted July 17, 2015 Share Posted July 17, 2015 I left the house before 6:15a Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anita_123 Posted July 17, 2015 Share Posted July 17, 2015 My best friend came over today and all we did was just chill, watch movies and talk and it just put my mind off school and everything else. Today's been really good. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GoldenEve Posted July 17, 2015 Share Posted July 17, 2015 Yep! I got up from my comfortable cozy bed, it's a huge achievement. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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