XLadyofShalottX Posted June 28, 2015 Share Posted June 28, 2015 I started a journal today for the thousandth time, but I think I'll stick to it this time. Maybe it will help me get everything straightened out in my head, or at least help me get back into writing. Either way, it felt good to get everything written down onto paper. It was almost relaxing. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dolphin2013 Posted June 28, 2015 Share Posted June 28, 2015 Yesterday was a power outage. We'd had bad storms.The power came back on late in the day and today I emptied the refrigerator of food that had probably gone bad and then went grocery shopping for replacements. Many stores in the area were low on supplies because they'd been affected, too. I made dinner tonight. Felt good.Then I had some ice cream and part of a crown came off. Ya win some, ya lose some. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dolphin2013 Posted June 28, 2015 Share Posted June 28, 2015 I went to the local hospital to get checked out. I am not feeling well as you probably know. I thought I was dehydrated but it turns out that I was constipated do they gave me a jug of Glycol to drink and pass out the stuff from my colon. I have been suffering from frequent urination and I was hoping they would have a solution for me. The doctor informed me i will feel better once my colon is cleared up. I hope he is correct. I also saw my psychiatrist who increased my Rivotril to 2mg at night. I am only getting half hour sleep at night so I hope the increase helps me. Paid my house insurance.Duck, I sure hope you feel much better with your intestines in order. And I hope the increased Rivotril helps you sleep. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
roadking02 Posted June 29, 2015 Share Posted June 29, 2015 Sprayed my 2nd electric build's body today! Weather keeps messing with me! 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starsea Posted June 29, 2015 Share Posted June 29, 2015 I went out to breakfast with my kid. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Barrier Maiden Posted June 29, 2015 Share Posted June 29, 2015 (edited) Noticed myself engaging in negative, catastrophic 'what-if' thinking (a subpersonality The Anxiety and Phobia Workbook calls The Worrier), realized the thoughts had no basis in reality, and let them go--for now, at least. Edited June 29, 2015 by Barrier Maiden 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PessimOptimist Posted June 29, 2015 Share Posted June 29, 2015 Got to work early and actually started working instead of immediately hitting DF. Walked up 5 flights of stairs...I work on the 16th floor so I got to build up to that. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Abandonedalways Posted June 29, 2015 Share Posted June 29, 2015 played marco-polo with the voices in my head. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starsea Posted June 29, 2015 Share Posted June 29, 2015 (edited) I got up an hour early, showered, shaved, styled, dressed, got my kid up, got breakfast, took out the garbage, dropped my kid off and made it into the office early. *** edit - forgot garbage *** Edited June 29, 2015 by Starsea 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dsm Posted June 29, 2015 Author Share Posted June 29, 2015 Been having a rough time, but managing the best I can. I still have my granddaughter with me for 3 more weeks. And my elderly mother is sick. I made a huge accomplishment by taking yesterday off entirely from my blog work. That was stressful for me, but it helped the family dynamics. It's so hard for me to be away from my work. I will try to do that every Sunday now. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RatBoy Posted June 29, 2015 Share Posted June 29, 2015 I went to the local hospital to get checked out. I am not feeling well as you probably know. I thought I was dehydrated but it turns out that I was constipated do they gave me a jug of Glycol to drink and pass out the stuff from my colon. I have been suffering from frequent urination and I was hoping they would have a solution for me. The doctor informed me i will feel better once my colon is cleared up. I hope he is correct. I also saw my psychiatrist who increased my Rivotril to 2mg at night. I am only getting half hour sleep at night so I hope the increase helps me. Paid my house insurance. You take care of yourself, Duck. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epictetus Posted June 29, 2015 Share Posted June 29, 2015 Comforted my pet rat who got scared by a loud noise. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
damienvolts Posted June 29, 2015 Share Posted June 29, 2015 Nope.Today was a train wreck. I'm driving home from work this morning and my car just completely broke down.Now I'm having panic attacks about how I'm going to get back and fourth to work. But whatever. I don't even care anymore. I hate that ****ing job and I hate all my ****ing co-workers. They bully me passively aggresivly and here I am stressing 'bout how to get back and fourth to work. Thank jesus I'm out of school this week or I'd just shoot myself in the head. I don't know. I'm getting to the point where I just want to say **** everything. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starsea Posted June 30, 2015 Share Posted June 30, 2015 I participated in a board game night. Fun time. I didn't win. But it was a fun time nevertheless. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mikeb6901 Posted June 30, 2015 Share Posted June 30, 2015 finished putting my pool up...I know it's a positive thing but it really kicked my ass lol 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dolphin2013 Posted June 30, 2015 Share Posted June 30, 2015 Called the dentist and got in right away to get a temporary crown.When the numbness wore off, I made breakfast (late morning)Bought a bunch of sugar-free flavored syrups for my son and me. We add them to seltzer, sometimes to iced coffee. And also bought a bunch of spices we desperately needed.Came home and ate lunch: frozen paneer spinach from Trader Joe's with a hardboiled egg. Yum.Napped.Made iced coffee and then husband and son left to go to the gym and I listened to music on my phone as I started getting dinner ready. What was really great was that I did not have to do additional shopping for groceries today--just got the spices and the syrups.Am avoiding looking at the baseball game, because we are losing...ugh. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
idkusername465 Posted June 30, 2015 Share Posted June 30, 2015 Cleaned the bathroom and threw out the garbage! 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SongsOfIceNFire Posted June 30, 2015 Share Posted June 30, 2015 Wrote a song. In the mood to write a whole load more. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Barrier Maiden Posted June 30, 2015 Share Posted June 30, 2015 Had oatmeal for breakfast instead of Oreos. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starsea Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 Went down to a motorcycle dealer, talked with a salesman and sat on a bike. Contemplating buying it and using my license that I've not used in almost 20 years. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
feelinglostagain Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 Cleaned out my tiny storage unit because I can't pay for it anymore, AND it was easier than I anticipated!!!!! Was worried it would make my shoulder worse, but other than a little pain lifting boxes, not too bad, so YEAH! Read quite a few posts on here, and that always helps gain perspective and alleviate some of the isolated feeling. Thanks to all who post, no matter what it is they choose to share! 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wrenn84 Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 Nope.Today was a train wreck. I'm driving home from work this morning and my car just completely broke down.Now I'm having panic attacks about how I'm going to get back and fourth to work. But whatever. I don't even care anymore. I hate that ******* job and I hate all my ******* co-workers. They bully me passively aggresivly and here I am stressing 'bout how to get back and fourth to work. Thank jesus I'm out of school this week or I'd just shoot myself in the head. I don't know. I'm getting to the point where I just want to say **** everything.Hi Damien I see your new here I hope u keep coming back because df is a really good place to get support and vent your frustrations.Don't give up things will improve sounds like when your finished school this week you will get some relief ...hang in there. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wrenn84 Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 Today -showered got ready-went to store and bought a tv-rearranged stuff in my truck for moving tomorrow-took my dog for a big walk-laundry-visit my 7months old nephew 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 (edited) Short walk Had to buy a new tire for my vehicle. They could not repair the old one. Taking off the wheel and putting it on again was so difficult with my current state of low energy. Taking the wheel to the shop and had the clerk tell me I have to buy a new tire was energy draining. Edited July 1, 2015 by duck 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PessimOptimist Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 Got up 30 mins earlier today. Downed a bottle of water and walked 20 mins. Took trash and recycling to curb because my 15yo son didn't do it. :( Got to work 15 mins early Checked in and updated on DF. And it's only 7:30am so far. On to my work tasks. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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