verDominai Posted August 25, 2015 Share Posted August 25, 2015 I feel conflicted. On the one hand, I'm slowly sorting most things out. On the other hand, I'm still a mess and have no real plans for the future other than "get out, start over". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
in the shadows Posted August 25, 2015 Share Posted August 25, 2015 Conflicted , but still doing better than last week. Which is a relief . But sad . 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cupcake_girl Posted August 25, 2015 Share Posted August 25, 2015 I am tired but I am still feeling the joy of yesterday when I went to a theme park with my friend. I was so nervous about it was all for nothing because it was so much fun. Unfortunately back to work tommorow.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jules19 Posted August 25, 2015 Share Posted August 25, 2015 Tired from this heat Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alliee Posted August 25, 2015 Share Posted August 25, 2015 busystressed 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
in the shadows Posted August 25, 2015 Share Posted August 25, 2015 Being hit with intrusive thoughts. Sleepy tired and rejected. Trying to hold on till it slowly goes away . 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gondolin Posted August 25, 2015 Share Posted August 25, 2015 Went to the psychologist who told me we don't have an infinite amount of sessions so he recommended that we should have our next appointment in two weeks. I looked it up and it looks like I only have 11 sessions covered by the insurance. So that freaked me out. Then I needed to sleep and when I woke up I freaked again because I was supposed to do some work (write some e-mails, basically) and the stress just rendered me unable to think or move so my boyfriend brought the laptop to the bed and really it wasn't a big deal so I sent the e-mails and felt a little bit better. Still, not such a great day. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
flasquish Posted August 26, 2015 Share Posted August 26, 2015 Tired, ready for my weekend to start 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
in the shadows Posted August 26, 2015 Share Posted August 26, 2015 I'm feeling better today. Yesterday was a little rough but got through it . 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
verDominai Posted August 27, 2015 Share Posted August 27, 2015 Ready to get stuff done. Got a lot I need to finish up today. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
flasquish Posted August 27, 2015 Share Posted August 27, 2015 Yawn......alive 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Handon Frypan Posted August 27, 2015 Share Posted August 27, 2015 It's very hot and my AC has completely failed. It will no be resolved until tomorrow. I am on the verge of tears, tbh. Trying to listen to good music and remain calm throughout the day. But I need to go out and buy shoes today, as well as fix my glasses and grocery shop. Plus, tomorrow, I meet with my father. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gondolin Posted August 27, 2015 Share Posted August 27, 2015 I slept for 12 hours straight, from 3AM to 3PM. I am still tired and stressed. Tonight is the weekly rehearsal of my girl group and the girls are asking when and where we should meet up and I just don't want to... But I have to. I can't leave them hanging just because I feel like I'm already slowing things down. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gondolin Posted August 27, 2015 Share Posted August 27, 2015 I cancelled the rehearsal and now I am feeling tired, stressed and guilty. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
in the shadows Posted August 27, 2015 Share Posted August 27, 2015 I'm feeling ok today . I'm having some stomach problems but mentally better .trying not to let the paranoia get to me :) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DarkRain Posted August 28, 2015 Share Posted August 28, 2015 Feelind PO'd.My family is callous and often voices disgusting sexist, racist, and ableistic point of views. I am ashamed to be related to you. How did I end up with you for parents? I find it very difficult not to feel superior to people who casually talk about things like violence, m*****, and shoving aside the poor while eating dinner. Y'all claim to be Christian and don't have a kind bone in your body. Pathetic and sad. Whatever happened to pity, compassion, and kindness? I know pagans with ten times the gentleness as you. I'd like to see you face poverty and then see how you handle it. Maybe you will understand that these people are lonely, desperate and often don't have three hot meals a day. Maybe it will open your eyes and break that stone heart of yours.I am also sick of hearing you whine about how no one knows what the troubles are like of taking care of a child with 'special needs'. I'm autistic not stupid and deaf. I can hear you, and most likely understand dozens of topics that are beyond you. I have done nothing to earn this attitude, I cannot help that I'm autistic. Compared to other people's kids I'm unproblematic, but all you can do is whine. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
flasquish Posted August 29, 2015 Share Posted August 29, 2015 (edited) Not bad......decided to go back on my Sertraline and Buspirone combo. I like me much better when I'm medicated. And I don't feel any guilt in saying so. Just glad these meds work very well for me. Edited August 29, 2015 by flasquish 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alliee Posted August 29, 2015 Share Posted August 29, 2015 (edited) lazyinadequatetiredunmotivated Edited August 29, 2015 by Alliee Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Handon Frypan Posted August 29, 2015 Share Posted August 29, 2015 Sad. I did get my AC looked at, and the problem was a plug that I didn't see. #89. I felt like a dunce. Today, I was trying to watch a webcast of a soccer match and logged into my cable provider account like it said to do, and nothing happened. So I could not watch. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DarkRain Posted August 30, 2015 Share Posted August 30, 2015 You know how one person can say something that's not really offensive or anything (that thing you did is annoying/I don't like what you did) but it just snowballs until you feel like a horrible person? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
flasquish Posted August 31, 2015 Share Posted August 31, 2015 Not bad, but I really don't like Mondays Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
in the shadows Posted August 31, 2015 Share Posted August 31, 2015 Invisible 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted August 31, 2015 Share Posted August 31, 2015 Bleh. Work just beats me down. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alliee Posted August 31, 2015 Share Posted August 31, 2015 Stressed. I'll be happy when I get my work done... So much homework. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Handon Frypan Posted August 31, 2015 Share Posted August 31, 2015 My mother was over at my place, fretting for things to do for me/to me before she leaves her 39-year-old baby for a whole week in Africa. It was stressful, and is demoralizing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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