OceanBreeze9721 Posted March 5, 2013 Share Posted March 5, 2013 Today I feel exhausted. I'm upset with myself for not being able to maintain my energy level. I guess I have to face it that I need my down time. Its ok to have one of those days to just do nothing, maybe cry a little and say its ok to have just an ok day. My job of helping this little girl has been getting so stressful lately because I cannot get through to her lately. I feel like when I'm at work I'm focussing all of my time on her, when I go home i am focussing all my time on my daughter and now I'm Kaput. Sick day tomorrow? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tiggerluvr Posted March 5, 2013 Share Posted March 5, 2013 Super anxious, nervous, and pretty useless. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stolen Fire Posted March 5, 2013 Share Posted March 5, 2013 Exhausted. I had insomnia last night, so I'm running on about three hours of sleep today. At least I'm too tired to think depressed thoughts right now. That's something. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
starla1979 Posted March 5, 2013 Share Posted March 5, 2013 Just crappy. I wish I had something positive to say. I agree that March sucks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Veruca Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 I feel tired but okay otherwise. I ahve been feeling pretty good these past few days. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Handon Frypan Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 Still nauseated, off and on today. Just when it seems as though I am improving, another strike of nausea. I'm on somewhat of an upswing at this moment, but it was good not having anything to do today. Not sure how I will sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lise Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 Tired and lethargic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
solarwinds Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 In pain, despite Proxys kissing of my boo boo last night my back is still having an owie. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phlebas Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 Pretty alright. After being depressed all these years I've forgotten how to feel happy - and I still don't feel "happy". But I know things are going well. I've held down my job for just a bit over a month now, I'm starting to get along well with my colleagues and I'm feeling positive that I might actually be able to cope with and hold this job down. Now that I'm working and earning money I no longer have to live below the poverty line. It feels good to wear new clothes instead of walking around in my old holed up rags, it feels good helping my mum out with the rent and helping her pay for other things - I'm really seeing a positive change in her mood and it's helping me too. When she's happy, well... I feel better. I know people say money wont solve your problems, but for me it really has. I give money to my mum, and whenever my sisters need a hand financially I've been able to help out. I've paid off my debts and things are just really on the up, the best they've been since, well, ever! I'm seeing a psychiatrist on a regular basis now, I'm taking my medications without fail, I'm eating well, sleeping pretty well, and I have enough energy to do what needs doing.In the back of my mind I'm worried the depression will return. But right now I'm stable, able to work, and just living in the moment. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
apple_bloom Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 Tired and achy, but otherwise I'm okay. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Exelion Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 I am reminded that nothing has changed, today.I'm tired of not having any reason to hope. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stolen Fire Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 I'm feeling bored. All the things I do to distract myself from my depression just aren't cutting it anymore. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Britainton Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 (edited) Can't. Get. Started. Edited March 6, 2013 by Britainton Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tessar Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 Not so good really. I feel rubbish physically and I saw my counsellor this a.m and though she is lovely, it's the stuff I have to talk about that gets to me so I feel a bit all over the place too. :-( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cupcake_girl Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 Good! Today was such a great day again, the weather is lovely.. I already wore flipflops cause I couldn't wait any longer haha and my appointment went fine as well. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OceanBreeze9721 Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 Today I feel tired. One of my fears is trying to return, so I will try to stop that. I was not feeling myself earlier, but it is starting to return.I had forgotten about patience, encouragement, and motivation when it comes to my job and being a mom. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nicole84 Posted March 7, 2013 Share Posted March 7, 2013 Deflated. Numb. Ready to give up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Handon Frypan Posted March 7, 2013 Share Posted March 7, 2013 Got over my stomach flu finally. Tomorrow I think I'll have a pretty good day. Right now I'm a bit somber, and I don't know if it's just too much napping. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lise Posted March 7, 2013 Share Posted March 7, 2013 I don't even know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JarrodM Posted March 7, 2013 Share Posted March 7, 2013 I'm getting really upset. I've quit smoking now for almost a month (YAY ME!!!), but the insomnia is pretty bad. And now my chest hurts like hell. I know it's all a side effect of quitting, but I'm so tired and sore.Other than the little bit of sleep that I've been getting and the sore chest, everything seems to be going good! I would be much happier if I could just get a full sleep. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phlebas Posted March 7, 2013 Share Posted March 7, 2013 Good on you for quitting man!As for me, I feel alright. A little bit tired, finished work late tonight and have an early shift tomorrow so I'm not going to get the best nights sleep, never mind that my meds make me restless... But hey, that's life. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stolen Fire Posted March 7, 2013 Share Posted March 7, 2013 I'm feeling a bit disoriented and unsure of things. Seems like I've got two paths in life, and I don't know which one to take. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chucapabra Posted March 7, 2013 Share Posted March 7, 2013 feel ok, bought some cleaning stuff will have to clean before my brother return Miss him so much I am glad he will back, plus I used his room for a month need to clean its asap. have to clean mine too yike. the month went fast Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SpiralingMind Posted March 8, 2013 Share Posted March 8, 2013 Physically ok. Emotionally not so much. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OceanBreeze9721 Posted March 8, 2013 Share Posted March 8, 2013 Like a yo-yo. Down up down up. trying to face my fears in between. Using fears to avoid the real problems. Lacking self confidence, ashamed, sad.On a positive note, I feel like towards the end of the day, I did manage to sway myself to think more positive and not get so overwhelmed over something. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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