Trace Posted January 7, 2013 Share Posted January 7, 2013 Time for a new thread, last few from the last one. Oops let the last one get too long due to holidays :) All better. But I'm still in dinner mode, which is not good. I need to shed weight. Nice birthday dinner for my father, though. The guilt has now been replaced by pure rage......... I'm feeling a tad fluish (is that even a proper adjective, LOL). I really wouldn't want to become sick, so hopefully it's a wrong call. The last time I had flu was in November 2011. A bit under the weather, fatigue, sad, and questioning I feel ok I guess ...I need to stop being online often, and always get offended and upset over some random comment or post this get on my mind for the rest of the day Restless.. Tomorrow will be the start of the first week where things will undoubtedly go wrong. I'm ok, have peace and quiet in my house for the first time in a month. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chucapabra Posted January 7, 2013 Share Posted January 7, 2013 I'm ok and anxious...today its back to uni, but my class choice are not clear, I want to delete some, I still have a week to see if there will be more place, I hope so I really hope so. would have loved to take the winter semester off, plus today I am waiting for my final accounting result, I hope I pass with a good grade....plus I have a lot to do...the school website seem to be down arghhh I wonder if it will be worth it to go to the supermarket,,,, 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bh34465 Posted January 7, 2013 Share Posted January 7, 2013 tired, did not sleep well 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rhop Posted January 7, 2013 Share Posted January 7, 2013 I'm depressed today, although I managed a 40 minute walk, it took all of my energy and each aching muscle to get through it. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shyboots Posted January 7, 2013 Share Posted January 7, 2013 Ruminating. Someone made a negative comment about my appearance today. I'm not able to let it go at the moment. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phlebas Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 I feel like one side of my head has turned into a brick. It's been like this for well over a month now. It makes it hard to think and concentrate. Like my depression has been condensed into one side of my head. So I can function, but I feel as though I'm functioning at half capacity. Still, this is an improvement and I feel like there's more room to improve... Though last night was bad. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JarrodM Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 Exhausted. I'm going to have a bath and then go to bed probably. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
katersbee Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 Pretty good so far, had a panic attack last night, my first in a while but it was controllable within mins so that was OK.Today I'm feeling very very positive, NOTHING is going to stop today from being a good one! 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NorthernStar Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 I'm feeling quite hopeful at the moment. I was chatting with friends about starting psychotherapy and decided I'm going to talk about it with my psychologist as well next time I have an appointment. I now feel there are means for helping me to cope, I just need to find them. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
imperfectsilence Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 awful 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chucapabra Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 I'm ok I guess, didn't sleep well with the treatment in my hair...yesterday I reactivated my FB account, not because I couldn't live with out it, because well I had 2 of my friend who keep in touch with me, I guess they prefer this over hotmail, msn etc plus I don't have an unlimited plan for my cellphone can't use it to much. would be silly to lose contact to the only 2 people who are still talking to me....even tho its not often. I realized how lonely I have become over the past 3 year! back in college I would have my own little gang even tho some of them was Biotchy still I had people to talk with... oh I received my final result and I passed with a B- but still I though I did a lot worse in the final exam but it was not too bad, so this semester was ok I guess. plus I hope today would be beginning of a healthier lifestyle. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
starla1979 Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 I'm alright. I got my meds adjusted so i'm thankful for that. I'm not waking up with chills and sweats anymore, felt nauseous this morning but probably b/c I ate too much last night. I desperately need a new pair of jeans. I've always had hard time finding ones that fit. I'm feeling a little fragile, need to find some inner strength. Work tonight so that will keep my mind occupied for a little while at least. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bh34465 Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 I don't feel overjoyed, but not sad either. I'm not the most energetic, yet still managing to get a few things done. I'm not hopeful, but I'm not dreadful. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jeroen Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 I feel stressed. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
apple_bloom Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 I've been feeling better the past couple days than I did last week. I'm not overly thrilled about going back to work tomorrow, but it'll mean only a few days before I get to have a mini-vacation and visit a friend. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blueskys_lemondrops Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 I feel very sad and somewhat alone, it's nice to feel something. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Violet31 Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 I feel sad for a good friend who just lost her daughter today. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epictetus Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 I feel kind of shaky today. Can't tell if I'm headed out of my depression and anxiety or heading in even deeper. Feeling unstable and unbalanced. Is it the light at the end of the tunnel or the light of the oncoming train? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ThoseAngelicEyes Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 Pretty good but still not 100% the greatest. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yosemite Posted January 9, 2013 Share Posted January 9, 2013 today feel upbeat with a warm sense of well-being.(mind you , felt like death yesterday )Up & down like a yo-yo. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trace Posted January 9, 2013 Author Share Posted January 9, 2013 I feel relieved, got my kids to their first day of school for the year, without much trouble. Was actually back home by 7.15am. Shock, horror! Lol 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JarrodM Posted January 9, 2013 Share Posted January 9, 2013 I had a panic attack earlier today that completely wiped me out for most of the day. So, again, I'm going to go relax in the bathtub. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Mozzer Posted January 9, 2013 Share Posted January 9, 2013 I had a good session with my therapist yesterday.He is encouraging me to try to go back to school.I think it`s a good idea.I am a bit nervous about it though.I don`t want to fail again.I`m also afraid of the stress of it.I`m also afraid that one of my meds have stopped working.I guess I feel scared and frustrated.I`m really also trying not to self harm.I`ve been feeling triggered lately.I`m trying to hold on. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chucapabra Posted January 9, 2013 Share Posted January 9, 2013 I'm ok I guess, still reading news and comm enter got me frustrated this morning, I think I'll stop...anyway going to work today, still disappointed with the class I have, there is still a few day left... Yesterday I was the first time I ate healthy, I was at my calorie goal, I hope its go on like this... Felt great this morning. just need to exercise... tonight perhaps 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
imperfectsilence Posted January 9, 2013 Share Posted January 9, 2013 Very down 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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