evalynn Posted March 3, 2019 Share Posted March 3, 2019 Nothing going wrong today. We had leftovers so I didn't have to cook. Beautiful day in the park today. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 3, 2019 Share Posted March 3, 2019 Overprotective friends. (Even though it's maddening sometimes.) New friends. And how much hope they give me. Patience. How good it feels to live in the moment instead of fretting about the past or the future. I don't think I'm completely broken now. Just imbalanced. I have to process this trauma, and I'll simply not be 100% myself until I do. I know this, because I do actually have fun in the car when I'm blasting music and singing and when I dance at home. Sunday mornings are made for loud music in the kitchen and dancing with the dust mop. I was going to say having more money in my account than I thought I did, but then I remembered it's all spoken for. I'll get there eventually. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted March 4, 2019 Share Posted March 4, 2019 Another beautiful day. I got a garden gnome at Target. I did a lot of walking. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 4, 2019 Share Posted March 4, 2019 Relatively speaking, I feel better this morning than I have in two years. If I could take a walk on top of this, I'd almost be in heaven. I wish I knew where this good mood is coming from so I could harness it. I've stopped fretting about how tight my schedule is. I have things due every Saturday and Sunday nights by 11:59 and have to submit them online. Every weekend, I upload files around 11:45, just in the nick of time. I hate that, but I need as much time with the material as I can get. My grades are benefiting, but it really stresses me out. It's getting better. I slept in! 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JessiesMom Posted March 4, 2019 Share Posted March 4, 2019 Great medical care A supportive family Friends who get it. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AKB48 Posted March 5, 2019 Share Posted March 5, 2019 Finished my longest day of the week. Had a good lunch. I can sleep in tomorrow. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted March 5, 2019 Share Posted March 5, 2019 Weather is cooling off again. Made a simple, tasty dinner. Took a nice hot shower, shaved. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 6, 2019 Share Posted March 6, 2019 School. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 6, 2019 Share Posted March 6, 2019 Being resourceful and still having options for therapy to check. I don't need this. I need more frequent therapy. This was a mistake. I don't know why, but I don't feel good about it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 7, 2019 Share Posted March 7, 2019 I was able to get a seat in the classes I wanted for the summer. The daffodils are out, and spring break is next week. I have time to cook one of my favorite recipes today, Saag Paneer. No time to make my own cheese, although that's fun. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ratvan Posted March 7, 2019 Share Posted March 7, 2019 I have a place to sleep I have a job I can afford to eat 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LonelyHiker Posted March 7, 2019 Share Posted March 7, 2019 One less day to live One less day to live One less day to live 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 8, 2019 Share Posted March 8, 2019 Spring break. Soon. I finished and submitted a research paper. Coconut-scented anything. Black nail polish. If I can't talk about my issues, at least I can express my pain that way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 8, 2019 Share Posted March 8, 2019 My roommate is babysitting today. I just got a hug from a really cool ten year-old. His only flaw is that he doesn't play Mario Kart. WTF? I needed that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted March 8, 2019 Share Posted March 8, 2019 Friends My daughter wanting to hang out with her dad later My suede Native American jacket. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rattler6 Posted March 9, 2019 Share Posted March 9, 2019 My truck. Good coworkers and working with good people. Being able to resume putting money towards my retirement. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted March 9, 2019 Share Posted March 9, 2019 Seeing Hamilton last night. Spending today with family, going to the old park with my husband and the dog. Not falling into full anxiety mode on the drive home in spite of rush hour traffic. Walking tonight even though I really didn't want to. And it wasn't as miserable as I was thinking it would be. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 9, 2019 Share Posted March 9, 2019 I see my doctor on Monday and might get some relief from this pain. My shift tonight was canceled. I'll have more time to research for my presentation. I don't feel a lick of anxiety about presenting in front of the class. Maybe my recent circumstances inoculated me against stage fright. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted March 10, 2019 Share Posted March 10, 2019 My husband took the dog twice before work so I didn't have to take her until I got up in the evening. I caught up on some sleep. By the time I got up, the hottest part of the day was over and it was in the 70s. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopekaK Posted March 10, 2019 Share Posted March 10, 2019 Food and shelter, job 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 10, 2019 Share Posted March 10, 2019 What felt like a crisis last night seems like a coincidence today. I see a doctor tomorrow. I gave in and started taking my sedative again. More sunlight at the end of the day! I'll be able to sit on the deck again soon. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 11, 2019 Share Posted March 11, 2019 I'm three essays and two summaries away from Spring Break. I'm not going to bed until they're done, but I'm sooo tired. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 11, 2019 Share Posted March 11, 2019 My doctor touched me without gloves. If little things can ****, they can also heal. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted March 12, 2019 Share Posted March 12, 2019 Some superficial notes of gratitude: 1-Fitting in smaller clothes. 2-My hair growing out so I can put it in a top knot again. 3-Skin looking good lately. I think it has to do with the weight loss/drinking more water. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted March 12, 2019 Share Posted March 12, 2019 Aspirin. Spring break. Winter morning sunshine. Compromise. Distance from the past and the choice to keep it that way. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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