Depression Is Making Me Disabled

[d3f3cted]

im so over everything i just want to die somewhere quitely, i dont think anyone would even care, i go down the street say hello to people they dont say hello back, society and humaity is completly changed to the worse, i feel like im tired all the time, got no energy, i keep getting jobs and losing them because im sick ill and depression, i get restless legs all the time and cant sleep even tho im seriously tired.

Edited November 7, 2011 by Trace
TOS, Triggers

[Trace]

Hi d3f3cted

Nothing is ever worth ending it. There is a lot of help out there. Yes, humanity can sometimes be awful, but there are good people and good things out there, but when you are feeling so low you can not see them, but they are there. We care about you and please reach out for professional help. I have posted the International hotlines for you. Please call the one from your country, as you are worth it.

Trace

We are *not* a Suicide Intervention Group. If you are experiencing extreme suicide ideation, you need more assistance than we are qualified to give. Please contact your doctor, your hospital or a local Hotline for immediate assistance. We will be here for you once you are stabilized. Even though we have all, at one time or the other, experienced subtle suicide ideation, constant or continuous threats of suicide hold the potential to adversely effect members.

We care about you so very much...We know you are in pain.

That is why you must call a hotline now.

You need help. You want the torment to end with your recovery, if not important to you, it is important to your loved ones and to us.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please call a hotline.

Depression Forums MUST refer you on.

This forum is NOT able to provide immediate crisis intervention or professional counseling.

You need to speak to a PROFESSIONAL who has the training and resources

to offer IMMEDIATE EMERGENCY care.

Please, don't wait. Don't put it off. You need to pick up the phone and take action now.

DF's International Suicide Hotlines

Argentina ~ 223-493-0430 ~

Argentinian Hotlines

Armenia ~ 2-538-194 or 2-538-197

Australia ~ 1800 55 1800

Kids Helpline

or 13-11-14 ~

Australian Hotlines

Austria ~ 142 or 01 713 33 74 ~

Austrian Hotlines

Barbados ~ 246-429-9999

Belgium ~ 02/648.40.14 or 106 or 107 or 108 ~

Belgian Hotlines

or

French Language

or

Flemish Language

Bolivia ~ 64 22 100 (Sucre) ~

Bolivian Hotlines

Botswana ~ 391-1270 ~

Botswanan Hotline

Brasil ~ 21-233-9191 or +55 (67) 383-4112 ~

Brasilian Hotlines

Canada ~ 1-800-232-7288 ~ or 911

Canadian Hotlines

CANADA Suicide & Crisis Hotlines. Crisis Counselors National Hotline 1-800-448-3000 . TTY - National Hotline 1-800-448-1833

Canada (French) ~ 1-866-277-3553 ~

Canadien Francaise Hotline

Please see more Canadian Hotlines below.

Chile ~ 22 10 10 or 21 01 43

China ~ 852-2382-0000 or 0800-810-1117 ~

China's Hotlines

Costa Rica ~ 506-253-5439

Czech Republic ~ 602-246-102 or 241-432-466

Croatia ~ (01) 4833-888 ~

Croatian Hotlines

Cyprus ~ 357-77-77-72-67 or Military 2345 ~

Cyprian Hotlines

Cuba ~ 532 348 14 49

Denmark ~ 70-201-201 ~

Danish Hotlines

Egypt ~ 762-1602/3 or 762-2381

Estonia ~ 6-558-088 or 126 or 127 ~

Estonian Hotlines

Fiji ~ (0679) 670565 or (0679) 302998

Finland ~ 040-5032199 ~

Finnish Hotlines

France ~ 01-45-39-4000 or 01-46-21-4646 or (+33) (0)1-40-09-1522 ~

French Hotlines

or

Hotline in English

Germany ~ 0800-1110-111 or 0800 1110 222~

German Hotlines

or

Hotline in Russian

Ghana ~ 2332-444-71279 ~

Ghanan Hotline

Gibraltar ~ 55666 or Military 5666 to Samaritans

Greece: ~ 197 or 210-649-7706 or Queen Sophias 135 or 801 801 99 99 ~

Αμεση επικοινωνία

Guatemala ~ 502-254-1259

Holland ~ 0900-0767

Honduras ~ 504-237-3623

Hong Kong ~ +852 23820000 ~

Hong Kong's Hotlines

Hungary ~ (62)-420-111 or (46) 323 888 ~

Hungarian Hotlines

India ~ 91-22-307-3451 or +91 (0) 44 2464 0050 ~

Indian Hotlines

Ireland ~ 1850 60 90 90 (ROI local rate) or +44 (0) 8457 90 90 90 (UK - local rate) ~

ROI Hotlines

Israel ~ 1201 or Tel from abroad: 972-9-8891333 ~

Israeli Hotlines

Israel (Hebrew/English)) ~ 09 8848332 ~

Hebrew/English Hotline

Israel (Russian) ~ 1800-24-1201 ~

Russian Israeli Hotline

Italy ~ 06-7045-4444 or 800 86 00 22 or 199 284 284 ~

Italian Hotlines

also German Language part of Italy (South Tyrol) 840-000-481

Jamaica ~ 977-5754 or 1 888 991 4505

Japan ~ 3-5286-9090 ~ Nippon Hotlines or Hotline in English

Liberia ~ 653-4308 ~ Liberian Hotline

Liechtenstein ~ 147

Lithuania ~ 8-800-2-8888 ~ Lithuanian Hotlines

Luxembourg ~ 45-45-45 (German)

Malaysia ~ 03-756-8144 or (06) 284 2500 ~ Malaysian Hotlines

Malta ~ 179 ~ Maltan Hotlines

Mauritius ~ 46-48-889 / 800-93-93 ~ Mauritius' Hotlines

Mexico ~ 525-5 10 25 50 or 9 45 37 77 ~ Mexican Hotlines

Namibia ~ (09264) 61 23 2221 ~ Namibian Hotlines (various languages)

Netherlands ~ 0602 222 88 or 0900-0767 ~ Dutch Hotlines

New Zealand ~ 4-473-9739 or 0602 222 88

Nicaragua ~ 505-268-6171

Norway ~ 815-33-300 ~ Norwegian Hotlines

Paraquay ~ 021 663 187 or 0991 268 384 ~ Paraquay's Hotlines

Philippines ~ (02) 8969191 or Mobile phone: 0917 854 9191

Poland ~ 52-70-000 or 52 70 988 ~ Polish Hotlines

Portugal ~ 239-72-10-10 or 112 ~ Portuguese Hotlines

Republic of Ireland ~ 1850-60-90-90 or see Ireland

Russia ~ 8-20-222-82-10 or (8202) 577-577

Samoa ~ 32000 ~ Somoan Hotline

Scotland ~ +44 (0) 8457 90 90 90 or 08454 24 24 24 ~ Scottish Hotines

Shanghai ~ 021 6279 8990 ~ Shanghai's Hotline

Singapore ~ 800-221-4444 or 000-227-0309 ~ Singapore's Hotlines

South Africa ~ 0861-322-322 or 051 444 5000 or 0861 322 322 ~ South African Hotlines

South Korea ~ 2-715/6/7/8-8600 or (local)-9191 or (82) 51 804 0896 ~ South Korean Hotlines

Spain ~ 91-459-00-50 ~ Spain's Hotlines

Sri Lanka ~ 1-692-909 ~ Sri Lanken Hotlines

St. Vincent ~ 809-456-1044 or (784) 456 1044

Sudan ~ (249) 11-555-253

Sweden ~ 020 22 00 60 or 031-711-2400 ~ Swedish Hotlines

Switzerland ~ 143 or +41 (0) 27 321 21 21 ~ Switzerland Hotlines

Taiwan ~ (037) 332565 or 332621 ~ Taiwanese Hotlines

Thailand ~ 02-249-9977 or (02) 713-6793 ~ Thai Hotlines

Tonga ~ 23000 or 25144

Trinidad & Tobago ~ 868-645-2800

Turkey ~ 182

Ukraine ~ 058 or 0487-327715 or 0482-226565 ~ Ukrainian Hotlines

United Kingdom ~ 8457 90 90 90 or 8457 90 91 92 ~ U. K. Hotlines

United States ~ 911 ~ 1-800-273-8255 or 1-800-784-2433 ~ Hotlines 1 ~ Hotlines 2 ~ State Hotlines

Misc.

~ En Espa

[wannabhappy]

im so over everything i just want to die somewhere quitely, i dont think anyone would even care, i go down the street say hello to people they dont say hello back, society and humaity is completly changed to the worse, i feel like im tired all the time, got no energy, i keep getting jobs and losing them because im sick ill and depression, i get restless legs all the time and cant sleep even tho im seriously tired.

Hiya, I know exactly how you feel apart from th ejob front. For some reason I manage to keep my job cos it gives me a reason to get up in the morning but now I'm struggling. I'm just kinda taking it hour by hour, day by day. Please get yourself to your GP/doctor and get help. I'm hopeful that life gets better.

Take care