lifegotcold Posted June 16, 2008 Share Posted June 16, 2008 I went to the college library today. It was very quiet I got a good bit of coursework done, I was happy enough about that. Then on the way home I was stuck in traffic for one hour and stuck in the same spot for 30 minutes (Bush was here today) it really annoyed me and set me of but when I pulled into the driveway I sat in the car for a few minutes and calmed down because I didn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isabeau Posted June 17, 2008 Share Posted June 17, 2008 Day has only begun over here and I havent slept and I am so tired now!So it should be an interesting day at work! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chel Posted June 17, 2008 Share Posted June 17, 2008 good , but kind of crazy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
benacre Posted June 17, 2008 Share Posted June 17, 2008 Havnt slept for 24hrs had some bad panic attacks at night. It is 1am in the UK otherwise still the same (Depressed anxious etc) must try and get some shut eye cos at work in six hours. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chel Posted June 18, 2008 Share Posted June 18, 2008 Havnt slept for 24hrs had some bad panic attacks at night. It is 1am in the UK otherwise still the same (Depressed anxious etc) must try and get some shut eye cos at work in six hours.sleeping is one thing i battle with... cant sleep when depressed, cant cry either, i have a terrible habit of taking benadryl to sleep doctor offered sleeping pills , may have to take him up on it ! sorry that you are having a crappy time......chel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ajumbledmess Posted June 18, 2008 Share Posted June 18, 2008 :angry: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isabeau Posted June 18, 2008 Share Posted June 18, 2008 HUGS EVERYONE I am just sleepy and I have a headacheIsabeau Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
echo78 Posted June 18, 2008 Share Posted June 18, 2008 over wellmed with all the work i need to do with my therapist/cpn. sigh em xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
benacre Posted June 18, 2008 Share Posted June 18, 2008 I went Birdwatching and saw some Crossbills this gave me a lift but as soon as I got back to my caravan Immediatly became low sad and very bored. There is just nothing to look forward to. The days are all the same, work for two hours, sleep for four, work for two, go birding have tea, sleep for nine or ten hours if I am lucky.Then start all over again.:( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chel Posted June 19, 2008 Share Posted June 19, 2008 tired, headache for the 6th day in a row,, si-ing againn now cant stop thinking about it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
livingwithBPD Posted June 19, 2008 Share Posted June 19, 2008 Surprisingly today I feel good for some reason. It felt great that I'm home now and done a heap of cleaning. I'm hoping this feeling s :yay:ta ys! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isabeau Posted June 19, 2008 Share Posted June 19, 2008 Like I found me today after 20 years, the person I used to be, this is really weird and strange because I dont know how to take it all in.Isabeau Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
livingwithBPD Posted June 20, 2008 Share Posted June 20, 2008 Feeling good today again and relaxed as well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IandI Posted June 23, 2008 Share Posted June 23, 2008 For me I'll say it is a struggle to feel good each day and my emotions seem to rollercoaster throughout the day to big extremes which is kind of hard on me. Today was a mix, i'm getting excited because i got a job offer the other day and an interview for another scheduled in a few weeks. i'm happy but at the same time sad and too nervous because i'm scared of my dissapointments from before. I'm trying to stay positive as the day winds down today. i think i have a good head on my shoulders Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
corduroyndenim Posted June 23, 2008 Share Posted June 23, 2008 Torpid and a little sad. I spent some time with my mom and her partner today, though, and felt fine then. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
livingwithBPD Posted June 23, 2008 Share Posted June 23, 2008 Feeling tired today and don't have much energy either. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isabeau Posted June 23, 2008 Share Posted June 23, 2008 For me I'll say it is a struggle to feel good each day and my emotions seem to rollercoaster throughout the day to big extremes which is kind of hard on me. Today was a mix, i'm getting excited because i got a job offer the other day and an interview for another scheduled in a few weeks. i'm happy but at the same time sad and too nervous because i'm scared of my dissapointments from before. I'm trying to stay positive as the day winds down today. i think i have a good head on my shouldersGood luck with your job interviews!!! Got another headache and just tired from being at work, but mentally I feel good Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trace Posted June 23, 2008 Share Posted June 23, 2008 Very different, like I want to go into hibernation and sleep for a week. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
livingwithBPD Posted June 24, 2008 Share Posted June 24, 2008 Very weird feeling, I feel good but madane at the same time. At least I'm not as depressed I been the past month. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gisele Posted June 24, 2008 Share Posted June 24, 2008 (edited) contemplative...sort of nice Edited June 24, 2008 by Gisele Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isabeau Posted June 24, 2008 Share Posted June 24, 2008 I feel peaceful, its a great sort of feeling, I dont really know how to describe that well, but its good!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
livingwithBPD Posted June 25, 2008 Share Posted June 25, 2008 Feeling paranoid. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
corduroyndenim Posted June 25, 2008 Share Posted June 25, 2008 Was grumpy and annoyed all day at work, but felt better and managed to get a few things done in the evening. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isabeau Posted June 25, 2008 Share Posted June 25, 2008 I feel good, inner happiness and outer too, hope it keeps going like this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trace Posted June 25, 2008 Share Posted June 25, 2008 Don't ask. Very angry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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