sober4life Posted January 31 Share Posted January 31 1 hour ago, watalife said: Just woke up again now it's time for 12 more hours of crime stories 🤦 Yeah they want us to think there is nothing but anarchy and war outside the house because chaos sells. Telling us the normal boring truth and they go out of business. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted January 31 Share Posted January 31 11 minutes ago, sober4life said: Yeah they want us to think there is nothing but anarchy and war outside the house because chaos sells. Telling us the normal boring truth and they go out of business. I thinks it's to program or scare us or its so that we are forced to pay for better tv or its so that we get sick of it and we get out of the house and become productive members of society or its to influence people to go into that type of work because there's a shortage. I think it's just so strange that every channel is like this. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted January 31 Share Posted January 31 Me and my cat are done. We are tired of sitting around here wasting the days with endless thoughts and constant mood swings. We know it doesn't get any better we know. I never wanted this life but I tried really hard to do everything in the life program and here I am. Theres no way I'm hanging around or working till I'm 80. Ain't no way. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted January 31 Share Posted January 31 1 hour ago, watalife said: Me and my cat are done. We are tired of sitting around here wasting the days with endless thoughts and constant mood swings. We know it doesn't get any better we know. I never wanted this life but I tried really hard to do everything in the life program and here I am. Theres no way I'm hanging around or working till I'm 80. Ain't no way. No I'm not working my whole life just to get near the end and there's no medicare or social security money left. Oh wait that's another thing they've been scaring us with since the first president of my life Jimmy Carter.😒 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted January 31 Share Posted January 31 3 hours ago, watalife said: Just woke up again now it's time for 12 more hours of crime stories 🤦 I like crime stories, and naps. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted January 31 Share Posted January 31 15 minutes ago, sober4life said: No I'm not working my whole life just to get near the end and there's no medicare or social security money left. Oh wait that's another thing they've been scaring us with since the first president of my life Jimmy Carter.😒 Why is it they never threaten to cancel free programs that fund people who can work but don't and never contributed to it, its always social security and medicare, both programs we paid into all our lives, and on that not quit calling it a benefit, its not a benefit i paid for it all my life, it's my money and i want my share during retirement. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 31 Share Posted January 31 It's been a cleaning day today. It felt good, like I was claiming my space and washing away the aura's of the previous occupants. It was the first time I cleaned the floors in the kitchen and bathroom and gave the bathroom a deep clean. I like it here. I hope that I want to stay a long time. Only issue I could forsee would be if some really loud neighbours moved in next door. That could happen anywhere though. The walls I have now are 200x thicker than the 'walls' in my last place. I hardly notice the neighbours. Fingers crossed 🤞 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 31 Share Posted January 31 ....FYI Still waiting on the spam busting powers......I pm'd again today. Shouldn't be too long and hopefully a few of us will be able to get those spammers launched into space 🥳 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ladysmurf Posted January 31 Share Posted January 31 i went for a walk and did some writing... 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 Does anyone have any idea how this website will ever recover? Oh well I'll just hop over to the next one 😣 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 I know how you feel. I'm not sure even after all this time I can make full sense of everything going on. I know I can't do this forever. I'm sure lots of people feel that way.😔 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anon22ae Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 6 hours ago, watalife said: Does anyone have any idea how this website will ever recover? Oh well I'll just hop over to the next one 😣 I think the spammers will get tired and leave eventually, especially if they get no return from their spamming campaigns. Nonetheless, it takes a real piece of work of a spammer to abuse a site like this, where many go to find some support and relief from the daily pain. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 14 hours ago, watalife said: Does anyone have any idea how this website will ever recover? Oh well I'll just hop over to the next one 😣 It will be ok, things will go back to normal in time, don't leave the forum, you are part of this DF family 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 7 hours ago, anon22ae said: I think the spammers will get tired and leave eventually, especially if they get no return from their spamming campaigns. Nonetheless, it takes a real piece of work of a spammer to abuse a site like this, where many go to find some support and relief from the daily pain. It's not a person, someone gave our forum address to a computer bot, the bot just makes up names and posts junk, once they start being removed the bot will quit. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 Bit tired today. Could've done without having an NM 'inspection' at my place but we got a few jobs done (She is very practical) and actually had quite a nice afternoon 😱 It does happen on occasion... Especially when I don't ever speak to her on the phone hehe 😅 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
APFSDS Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 I feel a bit unreal and distantly sad. At least I managed with help to get an appointment to a new psychologist who specializes in BPD and three appointments to a really good dentist. Cut myself off from almost all people. I feel like a burden to them and an awful influence. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 1 hour ago, Nightjar said: Bit tired today. Could've done without having an NM 'inspection' at my place but we got a few jobs done (She is very practical) and actually had quite a nice afternoon 😱 It does happen on occasion... Especially when I don't ever speak to her on the phone hehe 😅 Maybe a step in the right direction with her 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 9 minutes ago, APFSDS said: I feel a bit unreal and distantly sad. At least I managed with help to get an appointment to a new psychologist who specializes in BPD and three appointments to a really good dentist. Cut myself off from almost all people. I feel like a burden to them and an awful influence. Yeah i get it, cut off everyone and moved 4 hours away once upon a time and am slowly making friends. 2 actually but it counts, been through the psychologist therapist roundabout for years until i found 2 that work for me, their out there, you have to be willing to cut and move on if they dont work out, it's definitely a hard road but I'm still alive, hope this one is yours for good 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 I know how it is I feel like a burden and a bad influence because people have always said that's what I was. Nobody has ever smiled when I showed up ever not even me. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 1 hour ago, surfcaster said: Maybe a step in the right direction with her I'm in control coz I'm too far away to harass at my place and I've blocked her on my phone. The minute I get too close and vulnerable, I'm in trouble. She will pounce. With distance and my phone blocked I can see her when I choose and when I have enough bandwidth to deal. It's nice to be able to have some contact - she is my mother after all but I have to be vigilant with keeping distance, physically and emotionally. Sad but true. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 On 1/31/2023 at 7:07 PM, surfcaster said: I like crime stories, and naps. I like crime stories, naps and little visits to DF to help me feel ok about the crime stories and naps 😉 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 It's time for tv and sleep again so I'm pretty good 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 I saw a broom for 29.95 today. I feel bad for people that still like to play video games too. You can buy both of are we still calling them the new systems? They did hide them from us and overprice them for years. Hurry up and get them they're only 549 dollars a piece now!😒 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 My utility bill has DOUBLED from the same period last year. The place is heated with natural gas, as is the stove. I keep my thermostat at 58F to try to keep the cost down. The average temp has been warmer this year than last too... It comes down to price gouging on the part of natural gas suppliers. Update on kitty: She's doing better, after a $1100 vet bill. I have my pre-job physical tomorrow, which includes a urine test. Yeah, part of that test involves looking for traces of the only anti-depressant & anti-anxiety medication that truly helps. The government sees fit to keep it illegal however because Big Pharma owns Washington DC. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted February 1 Share Posted February 1 On 1/31/2023 at 11:36 AM, watalife said: Me and my cat are done. We are tired of sitting around here wasting the days with endless thoughts and constant mood swings. We know it doesn't get any better we know. I never wanted this life but I tried really hard to do everything in the life program and here I am. Theres no way I'm hanging around or working till I'm 80. Ain't no way. I'm with you, my friend. I've busted my rear since I was 12 and never got ahead. I realize I'm probably too stup*d to make it, but working hard all your life definitely doesn't make you successful in this society run by financial sharks. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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