Nightjar Posted March 8 Share Posted March 8 Tired but I had a productive day. G'nite folks 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cherryapplez2020 Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 20 hours ago, cherryapplez2020 said: Well here we are in hell am quitting lamotrigine cold turkey so I can take the med that works because I have to quite one might as well be one that isn’t helping am I right Am not doing that since my doctor said I can taper of that and yea soo that’s good 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 1 hour ago, cherryapplez2020 said: Am not doing that since my doctor said I can taper of that and yea soo that’s good Yeah tapering off works best, hope the new med works well 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cherryapplez2020 Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 1 hour ago, surfcaster said: Yeah tapering off works best, hope the new med works well It does been on it for awhile 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 30 minutes ago, cherryapplez2020 said: It does been on it for awhile That's awesome 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DoomerLife Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 I got friendzoned 2 days ago. i thought that maybe she would be a way out my depression, at least i have one friend now but it hurts talking to her because i want love her but i dont want to ruin ower friendship 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 Well it's snowing on my birthday. I think I'm going to go sled riding with the cows. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 Happy birthday @sober4life Hope you enjoy your day sweetie 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 5 hours ago, sober4life said: Well it's snowing on my birthday. I think I'm going to go sled riding with the cows. Happy birthday sober 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 6 hours ago, sober4life said: Well it's snowing on my birthday. I think I'm going to go sled riding with the cows. Happy Birthday!! 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 Happy cake day! 8 hours ago, sober4life said: Well it's snowing on my birthday. I think I'm going to go sled riding with the cows. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 Bit of a rough day. Narc mom was particularly invasive and insulting today. My anxiety was ramped up this eve as a consequence. On a positive note, I got some of my stuff done I've done 4 months of my time here, got (approx) another 4 months to go. G'nite folks. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
monicott17 Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 10 hours ago, sober4life said: Well it's snowing on my birthday. I think I'm going to go sled riding with the cows. Happy birthday! 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
monicott17 Posted March 9 Share Posted March 9 For a long time, I convinced myself I was not bad enough for meds because I will still functioning on a somewhat normal level and still enjoyed at some things. Now? I am barely…barely! functional. Nothing brings me joy or pleasure. My work is sloppy with careless mistakes and now I have fallen pretty far behind with zero motivation to get caught up. My sleep and health are now feeling the effects as well. And I am overwhelmed by bad thoughts, negativity and sadness. Despite that, I am still somewhat apprehensive about meds but I can’t take much more feeling like this. Planning to speak with my therapist about it. So far, we have only talked about it briefly but it is time for the discussion. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted March 10 Share Posted March 10 18 hours ago, sober4life said: Well it's snowing on my birthday. I think I'm going to go sled riding with the cows. Happy Birthday Sober ! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted March 10 Share Posted March 10 I need a robot to help me do chores. Why don’t we have robots to go outside and shovel the snow? Why do we have to break our backs and do it? Robots can mow the lawn and wash dishes too 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted March 10 Share Posted March 10 (edited) @duck I wish I had piles of snow but please no robots Edited March 10 by watalife 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted March 10 Share Posted March 10 (edited) Rough night after narc mom's shenanigans. Very patchy sleep. I need healing, not harrassing. Anyway, should be able to manage my to do list today. Its not too stress inducing So much of my life has been spent in survival mode. I really hope things calm down. And it could be worse, I guess Edited March 10 by Nightjar 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted March 10 Share Posted March 10 (edited) A lot of my life has been survival mode too. All of it since I've been on my own. So I have no idea how to rest at all. I've learned how to live this way. I don't want any robots either. I think I would like to live in a hot dog like Cartman from South Park. Edited March 10 by sober4life 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted March 10 Share Posted March 10 @sober4lifeHow did your birthday go? Did you manage to enjoy any of it? 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted March 10 Share Posted March 10 Sad that I'm so estranged from everyone. G'nite DF family 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted March 10 Share Posted March 10 16 minutes ago, Nightjar said: @sober4lifeHow did your birthday go? Did you manage to enjoy any of it? It was fine. I sat here and watched tv like every other evening so it was stress free at least. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted March 10 Share Posted March 10 13 hours ago, watalife said: @duck I wish I had piles of snow but please no robots No snow? Our snow will be here for two more months 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted March 10 Share Posted March 10 On 3/9/2022 at 3:57 PM, Nightjar said: Bit of a rough day. Narc mom was particularly invasive and insulting today. My anxiety was ramped up this eve as a consequence. On a positive note, I got some of my stuff done I've done 4 months of my time here, got (approx) another 4 months to go. G'nite folks. I hope you get some peace tonight. Good night 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anon22ae Posted March 11 Share Posted March 11 On 3/9/2022 at 1:09 AM, DoomerLife said: I got friendzoned 2 days ago. i thought that maybe she would be a way out my depression, at least i have one friend now but it hurts talking to her because i want love her but i dont want to ruin ower friendship That's always brutal. Brings back my own memories from (very) long ago. I should have picked up all the little hints, like her clearly indicating that she wanted nothing to do with me! Years later, I saw her with someone who was pretty much the opposite of me in appearance. At least it finally became funny then! 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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