Nightjar Posted January 28 Share Posted January 28 Chillin 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nojoy Posted January 28 Share Posted January 28 I'm doing better. The anxiety level is coming down. I think I have come to the realization that my brother may have a year or 2 left after accompanying him to the neurosurgeon & seeing the MRI scans. And I have no more control over his passing as I did when our parents passed away. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted January 28 Share Posted January 28 I was shoveling snow this morning and saw the chicken truck drive past and I heard a tweet from the truck. It made me cry ever since. I hate this world because I know exactly what's going to happen to that poor creature today. I hate being in this world! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 28 Share Posted January 28 1 hour ago, nojoy said: I'm doing better. The anxiety level is coming down. I think I have come to the realization that my brother may have a year or 2 left after accompanying him to the neurosurgeon & seeing the MRI scans. And I have no more control over his passing as I did when our parents passed away. Ah, so sorry to hear about your brother nojoy. I'm glad the anxiety has eased up on you Long may it continue! 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 28 Share Posted January 28 1 hour ago, sober4life said: I was shoveling snow this morning and saw the chicken truck drive past and I heard a tweet from the truck. It made me cry ever since. I hate this world because I know exactly what's going to happen to that poor creature today. I hate being in this world! I'm exactly the same when I see the trucks sober. I hate it. I don't eat meat that much because of it too. I want the animal cruelty to stop more than anything. I can't do everything but I do my best to help any animal I come across. I look after my corner. It's the best I can do. I can't focus on all that's wrong in the world, I would go under. I say a prayer for them when I see the trucks 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 28 Share Posted January 28 On 1/27/2022 at 5:42 PM, ladysmurf said: Yes I will start soon in a week or 2 from what they told me.. That's great news best of luck 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Handon Frypan Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 I misjudged my intake of sugar today, and that's combining with issues with my heater and family visiting, and worrying I'll be under a microscope. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 On 1/27/2022 at 4:53 AM, Nightjar said: Oh no, not sleeping sucks. I hate it!! I hope your sinuses improve quickly duck. Do you have any meds for them? Happy to hear that you got to see your friend Yes I have meds for my sinuses but it still very annoying. I need a new nose and possibly a new head 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 14 hours ago, Nightjar said: I'm exactly the same when I see the trucks sober. I hate it. I don't eat meat that much because of it too. I want the animal cruelty to stop more than anything. I can't do everything but I do my best to help any animal I come across. I look after my corner. It's the best I can do. I can't focus on all that's wrong in the world, I would go under. I say a prayer for them when I see the trucks I also eat very little meat. I feel for the animals. I wish things would change for them. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 15 hours ago, nojoy said: I'm doing better. The anxiety level is coming down. I think I have come to the realization that my brother may have a year or 2 left after accompanying him to the neurosurgeon & seeing the MRI scans. And I have no more control over his passing as I did when our parents passed away. So sorry to hear nojoy! I hope there is something we could do to change this. I will pray for your brother. Did you go to Atlanta? 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dopsy Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 On 1/28/2022 at 5:59 AM, cherryapplez2020 said: Hey just like to say welcome Thank you! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dopsy Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 (edited) On 1/28/2022 at 5:59 AM, cherryapplez2020 said: Edited January 29 by Dopsy 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dopsy Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 I am taken it easy today. It is windy and raining, so it feels good to stay inside. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 2 hours ago, Dopsy said: Thank you! Hey, Dopsy. Add me to the list of Welcome!! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Echoofme Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 On 2/18/2020 at 8:38 AM, Lindsay said: Time to start a new thread! 142 Pages!! I have No Words Well I done an introduction. I am strugging my head seems to be working against me. I dread waking up as I have to work through yet another day of pretending all is OK and the dreading feeling. Legs and arms body just feel hard to move around. Thanks for asking Take care and stay safe 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 I've been ok today. I enjoyed my visit to the lake and chilled out a bit this am. Still tired, but not too awful 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nojoy Posted January 29 Share Posted January 29 13 hours ago, duck said: Did you go to Atlanta? No I didn't get to Atlanta this past Christmas because of the situation with my brother. Just before Christmas is when the family started noticing problems & I was being called to check on him as I'm the closest to where he lives. I got a weird text from him last night & I called him (in rehab center). As we were talking, I had tears running down my face. Not because of sadness but he sounded like our dad did. I know then that everything would be ok. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted January 30 Share Posted January 30 10 hours ago, nojoy said: No I didn't get to Atlanta this past Christmas because of the situation with my brother. Just before Christmas is when the family started noticing problems & I was being called to check on him as I'm the closest to where he lives. I got a weird text from him last night & I called him (in rehab center). As we were talking, I had tears running down my face. Not because of sadness but he sounded like our dad did. I know then that everything would be ok. This must be so difficult for you. I pray you have the strength to be there for him and yourself. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dopsy Posted January 30 Share Posted January 30 20 hours ago, Nightjar said: Hey, Dopsy. Add me to the list of Welcome!! Thank you so much! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 30 Share Posted January 30 On my way to a family get together which I'm dreading. Wish me luck family 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted January 30 Share Posted January 30 I sit here hoping none of my family shows up here. I think about faking my death or walking away from my life any time I think about them. My new year's resolution needs to be no more family get togethers ever. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted January 30 Share Posted January 30 yeah family get togethers stress me out to the max, make the best of it nightjar 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 30 Share Posted January 30 Thanks guys. It was uncomfortable but not a disaster. How I imagined it would be to be honest I guess the worst thing about it was I felt a whole lot lonelier afterwards through the lack of genuine connection and ability to be myself with them. I made myself go because one of my family members has been ill and I felt it was my duty. I don't know if it was the wisest idea for me to go and be so detached but I'm doing my best to do what I think is right 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted January 30 Share Posted January 30 3 hours ago, Nightjar said: On my way to a family get together which I'm dreading. Wish me luck family Good luck Nightjar! 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted January 30 Share Posted January 30 On 1/27/2022 at 7:18 PM, sober4life said: There is a point in life where you get older and the world doesn't make sense to you anymore. That's where I'm at. I want no part of today's world. I wake up feeling like I'm on another planet every day. I saw on tv where a robot could stand in for kids when they get sick so they aren't counted as absent. That's what I want a robot to stand in for me for all of life really and I don't even care if the robot tells me what happens. I don't even care if he does things right. I just want no part of this anymore. I am fed up with most people and life. Cannot go on much longer. I have to move to a deserted island soon. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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