cherryapplez2020 Posted January 19 Share Posted January 19 (edited) My depression is so bad tonight I hate myself I want to go home Edited January 19 by cherryapplez2020 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epictetus Posted January 19 Share Posted January 19 Hugs to everyone. It has been a very LONG day. Time for bed. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
monicott17 Posted January 19 Share Posted January 19 Struggling today. Didn’t sleep all that well and I continue to not be busy enough at my job. Work coming in has been less than usual of late and even moreso with the holiday this week. I have to stretch the work I do have out for much longer than I should and that isn’t a good feeling and makes the already long days feel even longer. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted January 19 Share Posted January 19 Waiting on life to get better. I said at age 30 that life won't always be this way and that my life must really be going to be great later since it has been like this for so long. Lol. Just putting in my post for the day. 🌧 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Extremebeginner Posted January 19 Share Posted January 19 As it is not poilte for me to ask your present age, I wont. Hopefully this will all get better for us all, and soon. I’m desperately seeking ways to stay warm this week, I know its cold and I’m used to it, but its very cold this week, -20 in the day, and well -30 and some overnight! piling on an extra duvet and wearing socks to bed, giving away my nationality! Lol stay warm folks, and lets try and look forward to the furure 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted January 19 Share Posted January 19 (edited) Life has been terrible but I'm never giving up. When it's my end whenever that is I want everyone to know I gave it everything I had the whole time. Edited January 19 by sober4life 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nojoy Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 today is a good day. today's laugh: I tried to teach Thai the "No Snow" dance. It was much easier to teach 3 & 4 year olds the "No Snow" dance than a cat! stay warm. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 6 hours ago, watalife said: Waiting on life to get better. I said at age 30 that life won't always be this way and that my life must really be going to be great later since it has been like this for so long. Lol. Just putting in my post for the day. 🌧 I hear you. Same with me. Life is not getting better but in my case it’s people who caused my pain and suffering. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 2 hours ago, sober4life said: Life has been terrible but I'm never giving up. When it's my end whenever that is I want everyone to know I gave it everything I had the whole time. Good to hear you will never give up! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cherryapplez2020 Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 I am wondering if I have covid Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epictetus Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 Went to bed at midnight but suddenly woke up at 2 am with rolling panic attacks. Finally got back to sleep but have felt in a fog all day. Hugs to everyone! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 4 hours ago, Epictetus said: Went to bed at midnight but suddenly woke up at 2 am with rolling panic attacks. Finally got back to sleep but have felt in a fog all day. Hugs to everyone! Hugs to you as well. Hope you feel better. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 I went to bed around 7 pm and woke up at 10 pm. Spoke to one of my close friends for a few hours. My sisters are being abusive again. I told them they have to take care of their own bills and they became abusive. Sick of them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 Well, I've been fretting a bit about this sale.... Its ticking away but there are no guarantees and it was a bit of a risky one as not everything was in place 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 38 minutes ago, Nightjar said: Well, I've been fretting a bit about this sale.... Its ticking away but there are no guarantees and it was a bit of a risky one as not everything was in place I hope everything goes well. I want you to have peace in your life. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 38 minutes ago, sober4life said: I hope everything goes well. I want you to have peace in your life. Thankyou. I wish the same for you too 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ladysmurf Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 accepting the fact that you will always be alone in this world because people cant accept this illness or are afraid of it .......terrible feeling..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 Yeah at all times in day to day life I know that I'm alone. This is a very hard unforgiving world. Nothing out there is watching over me and nobody cares if I make it or not. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
monicott17 Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 In a bad place right now..so bad I can barely do my job.I am unmotivated as it is but this week…. I will speak with my therapist about it but I’m not sure it will help much. Everything (even things I used to enjoy)just feels so pointless and hopeless right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 (edited) 8 hours ago, sober4life said: I hope everything goes well. I want you to have peace in your life. I've got my (hopefully) final house exam next Wednesday. After that, probably early the week after I should know with more certainty that everything will go ahead. And I can start packing () Edited January 20 by Nightjar 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 A lot of people feeling uncared for here today. Sorry to hear that. I know that we care about each other here and to me that's something.. Hope you guys can feel that too sometimes 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 15 hours ago, Epictetus said: Went to bed at midnight but suddenly woke up at 2 am with rolling panic attacks. Finally got back to sleep but have felt in a fog all day. Hugs to everyone! Good work for getting back to sleep. I hope tonight is a better one for you Epic 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 3 hours ago, Skylarswims said: I feel like I have no one to talk to. I feel alone I feel like nobody cares about me on this website. Skylar i have responded to some of your posts, please be patient, open up and tell us more about yourself and what is going on, we understand you feel no one cares about you, give it time and you'll see these folks here are very caring, try participating if you can in others conversations to get used to folks and them more comfy with you 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iWantRope Posted January 21 Share Posted January 21 3 hours ago, Skylarswims said: I feel like I have no one to talk to. I feel alone I feel like nobody cares about me on this website. Please note that this website has no volunteer certified or trained to advise any sort of solution, if that is what you're asking Also: people will only talk to you if you have something they want, or want you to do something for them. The moment you don't have or do it for them anymore, you won't be hearing a sound from them 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
surfcaster Posted January 21 Share Posted January 21 13 minutes ago, iWantRope said: Also: people will only talk to you if you have something they want, or want you to do something for them. The moment you don't have or do it for them anymore, you won't be hearing a sound from them i do not believe this holds true on this site, yeah in general life it is partly true i will give you that but not so much here to my expirience 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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