Jimb83 Posted November 18, 2021 Share Posted November 18, 2021 Kinda hopeless and like a waste of space again... I feel as if nobody really understands me and other people never try to empathise or understand? They get what they want from me and then move on to the next thing without a care in the world about how their words or actions affect me. Doesn't matter if they're a stranger to me or the one person in this world that I trusted to be there for me when I was going through tough times - it turns out that nobody is there for you when you need them the most. Just want to be alone... but not lonely... 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted November 18, 2021 Share Posted November 18, 2021 Not too bad. Have just booked in for a valuation with a new estate agent.... So the fun and games begin again. I tidied up the garden yesterday.... Just a bit of cleaning needed inside the house before then... Not too much for me to do. I might do a little tidy this pm 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 18, 2021 Share Posted November 18, 2021 1 hour ago, Jimb83 said: Kinda hopeless and like a waste of space again... I feel as if nobody really understands me and other people never try to empathise or understand? They get what they want from me and then move on to the next thing without a care in the world about how their words or actions affect me. Doesn't matter if they're a stranger to me or the one person in this world that I trusted to be there for me when I was going through tough times - it turns out that nobody is there for you when you need them the most. Just want to be alone... but not lonely... You are right. It appears that people have lost the capacity to understand. Everyone in their own world. We don't seem to have a common goal towards which we can move together. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 18, 2021 Share Posted November 18, 2021 10 hours ago, duck said: I am fed up with life. Everything I try is a failure because people are too dumb to understand. I feel trapped. No one is like me. I cannot explain this in words. I understand this feeling duck. I try not worrying about the failures 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 18, 2021 Share Posted November 18, 2021 1 hour ago, Nightjar said: Not too bad. Have just booked in for a valuation with a new estate agent.... So the fun and games begin again. I tidied up the garden .... Just a bit of cleaning needed inside the house before then... Not too much for me to do. I might do a little tidy this pm Let us know what the estate agents response. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 18, 2021 Share Posted November 18, 2021 22 hours ago, cherryapplez2020 said: Bipolar problems I know its hard to deal with it cherry. Praying that u will get well. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cherryapplez2020 Posted November 18, 2021 Share Posted November 18, 2021 19 minutes ago, pdh said: I know its hard to deal with it cherry. Praying that u will get well. Thank you its hard to explain how I feel because it changes so fast 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted November 18, 2021 Share Posted November 18, 2021 I feel like today is the most depressing day ever or was it yesterday or the day before or is it tommorow. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ladysmurf Posted November 18, 2021 Share Posted November 18, 2021 16 hours ago, juno_writes said: for you. It's good that TMS is not invasive, so there's not much down side to trying if you can. I hope it gives me some relief, i can't do this my whole life 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 12 hours ago, Nightjar said: Not too bad. Have just booked in for a valuation with a new estate agent.... So the fun and games begin again. I tidied up the garden yesterday.... Just a bit of cleaning needed inside the house before then... Not too much for me to do. I might do a little tidy this pm Awesome!!! I am wishing you all the best. I hope this new real estate agent helps you. My garden is covered with snow. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 11 hours ago, pdh said: I understand this feeling duck. I try not worrying about the failures How are you doing pdh? Anything new and exciting? 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 13 hours ago, Jimb83 said: Kinda hopeless and like a waste of space again... I feel as if nobody really understands me and other people never try to empathise or understand? They get what they want from me and then move on to the next thing without a care in the world about how their words or actions affect me. Doesn't matter if they're a stranger to me or the one person in this world that I trusted to be there for me when I was going through tough times - it turns out that nobody is there for you when you need them the most. Just want to be alone... but not lonely... Are you feeling better? 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 I got up showered and had breakfast at 2 pm. I inject myself with my diabetic medication. I am putting on Christmas blinds and Christmas decorations. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 12 hours ago, watalife said: I feel like today is the most depressing day ever or was it yesterday or the day before or is it tommorow. Some times all the days appear more difficult than the last. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 5 hours ago, duck said: How are you doing pdh? Anything new and exciting? All days appear same without much difference. What about you? 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 13 hours ago, cherryapplez2020 said: Thank you its hard to explain how I feel because it changes so fast True its difficult to explain. Trying to Articulate the experiences help. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jimb83 Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 10 hours ago, duck said: Are you feeling better? A little thank you. I just find it so frustrating sometimes but time to reflect on not being able to change other people is a help. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 Not having a good day. Feeling tired and anxious. Saw the guy I lied to at the lake and he's just kinda ignoring me which feels bad... Also, feel torn in three - there is so much going on with family at the moment.... People ill and in need..... Not great. Anyway, got to get some food and do some chores for tomorrow. If I can get that done, all is not lost today. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 1 hour ago, Nightjar said: Not having a good day. Feeling tired and anxious. Saw the guy I lied to at the lake and he's just kinda ignoring me which feels bad... Also, feel torn in three - there is so much going on with family at the moment.... People ill and in need..... Not great. Anyway, got to get some food and do some chores for tomorrow. If I can get that done, all is not lost today. Sorry to hear that. Atleast there is hope that we can get our chores done. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 I'm going to survive until spring but if this is the rest of my life always being in pain I'm not doing it. This world is already hell. I'm not going to be in pain all the time on top of everything else. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 3 hours ago, pdh said: Sorry to hear that. Atleast there is hope that we can get our chores done. Well, yep, at least I managed to get my chores done. I so didn't want to and really could have done with a rest. But the house is looking good.. Bathroom is sparkly. Bedrooms are sparkly. Garden is tidy. Kitchen is clean enough.. If I've got time I'll scrub the kitchen sink and hob before the agent arrives tomorrow. Then hopefully I can hand over the keys and leave the rest to them 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 23 minutes ago, sober4life said: I'm going to survive until spring but if this is the rest of my life always being in pain I'm not doing it. This world is already hell. I'm not going to be in pain all the time on top of everything else. I hear you. Sober, if I lived nearby I would be round in a shot with cakes and hugs 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DragonBallZ1995 Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 everytime there is new problerms seriously its been 10 years, one problerm goes another problerm comes, seriously man this is a headache 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 On 11/15/2021 at 11:10 PM, iWantRope said: Think I need a new line of work. Wonder what ghost/spirit possessed me to accept my current job. Who else absolutely detest interacting with other humans? I'm running way behind here with forum posts...but count me as someone who detests interacting with other humans. I dread it. I've been holing up in my apartment with my cats as much as possible. My family has given up on expecting me to make any kind of appearance. I'm looking like some shipwrecked hermit too. Why shave if you're not going to be "facing the public?" 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted November 19, 2021 Share Posted November 19, 2021 On 11/16/2021 at 3:57 PM, juno_writes said: The other night, I watched the movie The Starling. It's about healing from grief, and someone recommended it. I couldn't get past wondering how the main couple (supermarket worker and grade-school teacher) could afford a house on acres of land and months of inpatient mental health care. The treatment center where the husband stayed was gorgeous. He had unlimited time to stroll around the lovely grounds (Is this really what people think it's like?), and was able to fool the staff by hiding the meds under his tongue. Opposite of my experience years ago. Would be nice to think that a place like that existed. That's one of the things that really depresses me about TV & movies. Characters that are supposed to be "regular people" are good looking and apparently have money falling from the sky so they can afford mansions and expensive cars. My life has never looked at all like the ones on screen. Yeah, it's supposed to be about escape but watching that stuff usually just rubs my face in the fact that I'm such an abject failure. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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