Svenetc Posted November 15, 2021 Share Posted November 15, 2021 3 hours ago, bellerose said: n i'm not even really sure what i need to say I know what you are going through ... I just sat here a few minutes ago and wondered what I will "say" (type) to get my point across in my own situation because I am just un-voluntarily stuck I finally typed it , read it over and over and finally sent it. I have no therapist or such - just a bunch of nice people around me and I want to move on so bad. But I hesitated to "push" for relief. Now I just did. I will see if I even get a response. But at least I did make a move - knowing that I wanted to do that for several month. I wish you best of luck on your task 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cherryapplez2020 Posted November 15, 2021 Share Posted November 15, 2021 Ahhh that’s all I have to say 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 I have just enough left to pretend I'm ok for the ones I need to pretend for. That's about it. I need to control when they see me and talk to me and hope they don't show up out of the blue. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lindahurt Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 I'm not sure how to explain how I feel at this moment. I feel blah. I'm just watching tennis as a deterrence to dealing with the blah blah blah blah feeling. 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iWantRope Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 Think I need a new line of work. Wonder what ghost/spirit possessed me to accept my current job. Who else absolutely detest interacting with other humans? 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 15 hours ago, bellerose said: I don't know how to work through my stresses rn. i have therapy tomorrow so im just kinda sitting waiting for that. I need to talk to my husband about something but i feel like i need to consult with my therapist about approach. asked for a sooner appointment, which might be tough due to thte late minute nature of the request. whether i get therapy today or tomorrow, i just feel like i need to talk to my husband after I've worked out what i wanna say. n i'm not even really sure what i need to say Sorry to hear that. Its a difficult and confusing situation. I hope you have had the therapy and talked to your husband. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 6 hours ago, lindahurt said: I'm not sure how to explain how I feel at this moment. I feel blah. I'm just watching tennis as a deterrence to dealing with the blah blah blah blah feeling. i know, we wish to do something and don't know what. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 8 hours ago, sober4life said: I have just enough left to pretend I'm ok for the ones I need to pretend for. That's about it. I need to control when they see me and talk to me and hope they don't show up out of the blue. right, and hopefully we don't have meet them often those whom we have to pretend. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 11 hours ago, cherryapplez2020 said: Ahhh that’s all I have to say mmmm thats all from me 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 12 hours ago, lindahurt said: I was thinking how ungrateful some people are. If someone blesses you at least say thank you for crying out loud. Its the holidays and this type of mentality makes me want to keep my hands in my pocket. i guess people don't understand or has lost the ability to understand 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 8 hours ago, iWantRope said: Think I need a new line of work. Wonder what ghost/spirit possessed me to accept my current job. Who else absolutely detest interacting with other humans? Me! Simply saying hello to someone is absolutely excruciating. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ladysmurf Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 I slept, but i woke up feeling like that's the point? 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ladysmurf Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 im lonely, no one to talk to, everyone has their own life...and i'm miserable and hopeless wasting time , watching my life pass me by...... 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 20 minutes ago, ladysmurf said: im lonely, no one to talk to, everyone has their own life...and i'm miserable and hopeless wasting time , watching my life pass me by...... I'm lonely too. I was thinking about loneliness this morning... It's not always about having people around you is it(?) I think it's more about feeling misunderstood and unheard. It's not that easy for us to be understood is it especially with our anxiety, ocd, depression etc 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 1 hour ago, watalife said: Me! Simply saying hello to someone is absolutely excruciating. Not with us though hi wata 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 (edited) 2 hours ago, watalife said: Me! Simply saying hello to someone is absolutely excruciating. I think they are starting to understand that nobody wants to be forced to say hi. The greeter at Walmart doesn't say hi anymore. I like it better that way. Edited November 16, 2021 by sober4life 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 7 minutes ago, sober4life said: I think they are starting to understand that nobody wants to be forced to say hi. The greeter at Walmart doesn't say hi anymore. I like it better that way. Ha! It's not like that in the UK. In a shop you are mostly ignored and people would feel honoured if they were greeted I remember being terrified of the greeters in America so I hear you on that one 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 2 hours ago, ladysmurf said: im lonely, no one to talk to, everyone has their own life...and i'm miserable and hopeless wasting time , watching my life pass me by...... sorry to hear that ladysmurf. We are all here for you. What did you want to be when you were in school? 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 11 minutes ago, sober4life said: I think they are starting to understand that nobody wants to be forced to say hi. The greeter at Walmart doesn't say hi anymore. I like it better that way. Interesting that greeter at Walmart does not have that. I think we sometimes need some one to push us. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pdh Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 4 minutes ago, Nightjar said: Ha! It's not like that in the UK. In a shop you are mostly ignored and people would feel honoured if they were greeted I remember being terrified of the greeters in America so I hear you on that one Interesting to know that. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cherryapplez2020 Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 I hade a really bad day yesterday 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ladysmurf Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 2 hours ago, pdh said: sorry to hear that ladysmurf. We are all here for you. What did you want to be when you were in school? don't matter, it's too late, this illness destroyed it all, there's no cure or relief they've told me ...aside from trying TMS or Ketamine and if that don't help, they just say keep hoping the medical field is always changing 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
juno_writes Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 (edited) The other night, I watched the movie The Starling. It's about healing from grief, and someone recommended it. I couldn't get past wondering how the main couple (supermarket worker and grade-school teacher) could afford a house on acres of land and months of inpatient mental health care. The treatment center where the husband stayed was gorgeous. He had unlimited time to stroll around the lovely grounds (Is this really what people think it's like?), and was able to fool the staff by hiding the meds under his tongue. Opposite of my experience years ago. Would be nice to think that a place like that existed. Edited November 16, 2021 by juno_writes 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
juno_writes Posted November 16, 2021 Share Posted November 16, 2021 3 hours ago, cherryapplez2020 said: I hade a really bad day yesterday I saw your Ahhh when it was over and wondered... Hope today has been better! 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted November 17, 2021 Share Posted November 17, 2021 We had a huge snowfall. I am stuck indoors Soccer game on tonight. Mexico vs Canada in the snow and cold. Fifty thousand fans expected. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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