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How do You Feel Right Now? #12


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2 hours ago, Nightjar said:

I'm struggling with getting out of bed this am. Mini has always been a big part of my motivation but now, our life has all gone to pot 😔

So hard to watch a loved one struggling, whether they're human or animal. My 16-yr-old kitty escorts me down to the kitchen every morning. I hope your girl has a better day today.

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I hate life.  I can't remember the last good day.  It's one thing after another and day after day of oh no what am I going to do now as you rip out your hair.  It's hell all the time.  I almost always feel like I'm going to puke from the stress.

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1 hour ago, sober4life said:

I hate life.  I can't remember the last good day.  It's one thing after another and day after day of oh no what am I going to do now as you rip out your hair.  It's hell all the time.  I almost always feel like I'm going to puke from the stress.

Sorry to hear that sober. I hope you can get some peace today, even if it's for 5 minutes :hugs:

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3 hours ago, juno_writes said:

So hard to watch a loved one struggling, whether they're human or animal. My 16-yr-old kitty escorts me down to the kitchen every morning. I hope your girl has a better day today.

Thankyou. We're actually having a good day today, thank god. And no pee on the bed or sofa!! :emoticon-0141-whew:

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1 hour ago, Nightjar said:

Sorry to hear that sober. I hope you can get some peace today, even if it's for 5 minutes :hugs:

Things are very up in the air right now weather wise.  It looks like the county next to us will get hardest this evening.  There might be a tornado.  I remember a tornado showing up one evening on a day like this in that county when we were playing baseball.  Yes during the game and everyone had to jump in their cars and quickly leave town.  Thank you.  I'll let everyone know how things go.

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24 minutes ago, sober4life said:

Things are very up in the air right now weather wise.  It looks like the county next to us will get hardest this evening.  There might be a tornado.  I remember a tornado showing up one evening on a day like this in that county when we were playing baseball.  Yes during the game and everyone had to jump in their cars and quickly leave town.  Thank you.  I'll let everyone know how things go.

Yes, please keep us posted. I'll keep an eye on the news to see what's happening. Do you have a storm shelter? I hope everything is ok :hugs:Focus on practical things you can do to protect yourself and your property. It will help take your mind away from the worry 🤔

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57 minutes ago, Nightjar said:

Yes, please keep us posted. I'll keep an eye on the news to see what's happening. Do you have a storm shelter? I hope everything is ok :hugs:Focus on practical things you can do to protect yourself and your property. It will help take your mind away from the worry 🤔

I don't have a storm shelter but I did buy a tarp today in case more shingles get blown off and I bought plenty of water.

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I honestly don’t feel good at all. I feel dead inside and depressed and so numb. Sometimes I wish I could feel something even sadness, I just don’t and it’s bad. I keep hoping for a change but nothing happens. I guess I’m waiting for something that will never come because I’m a very dependent person. Hope everyone is doing good. 
peace ✌️ and love ❤️ 

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40 minutes ago, sober4life said:

I'm feeling better today.  I'm looking at animals I might see on my trip.  How is mini doing today?

Ah, we had a rough night again... She was continuously using her litter box from 3:30 am till 8am. Since then she's still using it a lot, but not quite as much and the little peeings on the bed and sofa have started up again. I've just put a towel underneath her, she can't help it. I have the washing machine on constantly. The house is upside down with the mess. I'm trying to keep her calm, keep on top of the mess as much as poss and keep my s*it together. None of which is easy. I haven't been able to do my own washing, shopping etc 😬 I'm going to take a shower soon and hopefully get out for a couple of hours. I have to get some essentials today for mama lion. This is tough. 

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16 hours ago, sober4life said:

There was a tornado today in Ohio.  It wasn't here.  We got lucky today here.  

Earlier this week, my neighborhood had a possible short-lived tornado or microburst (still under investigation). This in a city nowhere near tornado country. I spent the night in the basement and was grateful that the power came back on after only 8 hours, given the wreckage outside. My only damage was that a metal flag holder bolted into the wall got ripped out. Nearby neighbors lost roofs and cars. It actually turned my week around by changing the perspective. I got lucky here too.

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Made it through another flattening week at work (and actually got some good feedback). Now a few hours of rest. Then my partner and I have to dig up the concrete basement floor to fix the fllooding after heavy rains. Better let the neighbors wake up first.

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Well, I made it through the day on very little sleep. Guys, I am so glad I didn't move... Things would have been so much worse for me right now. Mini lion would be even more stressed and ill and I would be even more stressed and ill with the isolation. I've had help from my family through this and it's been a lifesaver. Some days I've been hanging on by a thread and having someone do a little something for me has meant a lot. 

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32 minutes ago, Nightjar said:

Some days I've been hanging on by a thread and having someone do a little something for me has meant a lot

I am hoping your lion gets better at some point soon. It will be good for you and her. However - you are right ! When you cling onto a thread and someone gives you a little something means a lot. Way more then - whoever - knew before they did it. 

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Found out a former neighbor suddenly passed away yesterday...

Just what I needed

Today i am stuck on the couch, had great plans that are all shot now.

I MUST find the key difference between decadant lazy and depressive lazy, maybe then i could enjoy napping all day?

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On 6/19/2021 at 12:19 AM, sober4life said:

I hate life.  I can't remember the last good day.  It's one thing after another and day after day of oh no what am I going to do now as you rip out your hair.  It's hell all the time.  I almost always feel like I'm going to puke from the stress.

I hope you're alright, I hate it too and I always have a bout or two of nausea almost daily from just trying to survive. 

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I wish we all lived in the same country and could organise a meet up (although with all our anxiety would we even show? 😄) just feeling extra lonely and you guys and this forum have been my only outlet and support though this difficult time im having. So rn I guess I feel like you're my friends so thanks for letting me in and here's a 🤗 and some ❤️ and I hope you're all doing ok 😊

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32 minutes ago, Charlee said:

I wish we all lived in the same country and could organise a meet up (although with all our anxiety would we even show? 😄) just feeling extra lonely and you guys and this forum have been my only outlet and support though this difficult time im having. So rn I guess I feel like you're my friends so thanks for letting me in and here's a 🤗 and some ❤️ and I hope you're all doing ok 😊

Well, we all live on the same planet. It's just some people in fancy hats keep telling us to show a paper-sandwich to cross some weird archway that beeps if you have keys in your pockets. 🙂

Cheers!😄

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