Nightjar Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 3 hours ago, Nightjar said: Just made an offer on a house Offer acccepted on the house I have the offer accepted jitters to contend with now. Worrying that at any moment my buyer will pull out I remember this from last time I'll feel a lot better when the wheels are turning with solicitors and we're on our way I've had a few sleepless nights already. I'm f'ing knackered it's not an easy business. I'll probably have a few more sleepless nights to come but things are looking good and I promised myself I would do my best to do this for myself 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ladysmurf Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 1 minute ago, Nightjar said: Offer acccepted on the house I have the offer accepted jitters to contend with now. Worrying that at any moment my buyer will pull out I remember this from last time I'll feel a lot better when the wheels are turning with solicitors and we're on our way I've had a few sleepless nights already. I'm f'ing knackered it's not an easy business. I'll probably have a few more sleepless nights to come but things are looking good and I promised myself I would do my best to do this for myself I am sure everything will go well !!! 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 3 minutes ago, ladysmurf said: I am sure everything will go well !!! Ah, thank you, that's nice to hear. I hope so. If not, I guess it just wasn't meant to be and there is not much I can do other than my part 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jkd_sd Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 37 minutes ago, Nightjar said: Offer acccepted on the house I am curious ... OK, nosy! Is it the house by the river? 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 11 minutes ago, jkd_sd said: I am curious ... OK, nosy! Is it the house by the river? Yes! I'll keep a boat in the garden in case of emergencies 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 In a life where I can't remember anyone ever smiling when I showed up that dog loved me. I could see it in his eyes. I hate this life so much! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
samadhiSheol Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 Pointless. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 Insane. I can't get off my phone Total mind control 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bulgakov Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 (edited) Just now, Nightjar said: I've been working towards this moment for three years and walked through fire to get here Good for you for doing something NJ., and for sticking with it. No way to be sure how it will turn out, but you're guaranteed it won't be like it is now. That's the risk, that's the reward. You've done the heaviest lifting now. Hope you find a place you like. Bulgakov Edited February 17, 2021 by Bulgakov 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 47 minutes ago, Bulgakov said: Good for you for doing something NJ., and for sticking with it. No way to be sure how it will turn out, but you're guaranteed it won't be like it is now. That's the risk, that's the reward. You've done the heaviest lifting now. Hope you find a place you like. Bulgakov Thanks Bulga. The support I've had from you guys has really helped me through It's just forms and packing from this point as long as it all goes through and I get to do something I've been dreaming of for a long time Life is always challenging, I'm certain of that so I know that it won't be a cure all. But I know it's what I want and I can finally put myself first. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 56 minutes ago, watalife said: Insane. I can't get off my phone Total mind control Ditto. I can't leave this thing alone. I'm planning on a smart phone detox when I've finished my sale and don't need to keep checking my emails every 5 minutes. I might even abandon the smart phone altogether and get a wifi package instead so that I only go online when I'm on a computer at home. I'll just keep this badboy in the drawer for back up and get an old fashioned phone.... Mobile or landline, can't decide. Maybe even just have a landline I really think that the radiation from these phones is bad for our health 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 1 hour ago, Nightjar said: Ditto. I can't leave this thing alone. I'm planning on a smart phone detox when I've finished my sale and don't need to keep checking my emails every 5 minutes. I might even abandon the smart phone altogether and get a wifi package instead so that I only go online when I'm on a computer at home. I'll just keep this badboy in the drawer for back up and get an old fashioned phone.... Mobile or landline, can't decide. Maybe even just have a landline I really think that the radiation from these phones is bad for our health Yes I highly recommend it! Everyone always makes fun of me for having a flip phone as they're looking at their smart phone crashing into walls. I only come on here on a computer. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jkd_sd Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 What is wrong with me?? Suddenly I feel detached and anxious. At least the cat is laying with her head and front paws on my chest, purring. I think I will eventually be all right. (Thanks, kitty!) 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 6 minutes ago, jkd_sd said: What is wrong with me?? Suddenly I feel detached and anxious. At least the cat is laying with her head and front paws on my chest, purring. I think I will eventually be all right. (Thanks, kitty!) Strange when it appears outta nowhere isn't it? It'll go back where it came from though 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Depressedgurl007 Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 (edited) I’m also thinking of doing smartphone detox. Maybe start with a simple daily detox from 11.30pm to 7.30am. So no phones in the middle of the night. Edited February 17, 2021 by Depressedgurl007 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted February 17, 2021 Share Posted February 17, 2021 I haven't been on a smartphone in a couple of years now. The internet has become a monster that they couldn't get under control even if they wanted to. People will get tired of showing up places just to be attacked all the time though. I wish I could have lived a life like some of the Amish neighbors I've had. I wonder what my life could have been like without the poisonous technology. Maybe I would have known who I really am. Maybe I would have had a real life. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted February 18, 2021 Share Posted February 18, 2021 (edited) My old calico kitty is in the process of dying. Her kidneys are failing--not an uncommon thing with older cats. I could take her to the vet and get her rehydrated, which would last for a few days, and then I'd have to take her back again. It's $300 a pop to do that though and I'm flat-ass broke. When she gets so she can't do anything (probably tomorrow), I'll take her in and have her put to sleep. This isn't news to anyone on here, but LIFE SUCKS. Edited February 18, 2021 by JD4010 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted February 18, 2021 Share Posted February 18, 2021 That's what happened to the dog kidney failure. It makes me cry thinking about it. It's such a terrible way to go! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted February 18, 2021 Share Posted February 18, 2021 14 hours ago, Nightjar said: I hope you get to move to the country and live away from the abuse. Nightjar, thank you so much. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted February 18, 2021 Share Posted February 18, 2021 38 minutes ago, JD4010 said: My old calico kitty is in the process of dying. Her kidneys are failing--not an uncommon thing with older cats. I could take her to the vet and get her rehydrated, which would last for a few days, and then I'd have to take her back again. It's $300 a pop to do that though and I'm flat-ass broke. When she gets so she can't do anything (probably tomorrow), I'll take her in and have her put to sleep. This isn't news to anyone on here, but LIFE SUCKS. JD4010, that's so sad. I feel for you. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Extremebeginner Posted February 18, 2021 Share Posted February 18, 2021 6 hours ago, watalife said: Insane. I can't get off my phone Total mind control Set rules for yourself, or do like I do, forget where I left it, for hours on end.... sucks not to have the time or a flashlight with me though 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted February 18, 2021 Share Posted February 18, 2021 Just woke up. It is midnight. I was so exhausted I fell asleep. Watching The Daily Show. He is talking about the power issue in Texas. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
juno_writes Posted February 18, 2021 Share Posted February 18, 2021 (edited) Working til 4am for the 2nd time in 6 days. Night is day, down is up. I'm getting slower and slower. But there's peace in the 4am quiet, too. Edited February 18, 2021 by juno_writes 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lorax Posted February 18, 2021 Share Posted February 18, 2021 6 minutes ago, juno_writes said: Working til 4am for the 2nd time in 6 days. Night is day, down is up. I'm getting slower and slower. But there's peace in the 4am quiet, too. I used to work until 3am and though it could be difficult to be on a completely different schedule than everyone else I also found it very peaceful. Especially in the spring and summer, driving home with the windows down with nobody about except me and the moon. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
samadhiSheol Posted February 18, 2021 Share Posted February 18, 2021 (edited) I hate myself. I hate my job. I hate this complete loser and twat I have become. No wait, this how I am wired. To be a loser in life. Thinking back, I am not surprised I was bullied at school. I deserved to be bullied. I was a effing wimp. Stupid too. If I could talk to the then me, I would breakdown and tell him it's pointless, this is how you will end up. Broken, dissatisfied and so fkcing empty that nothing has nothing on me. I wish I was dead. Edited February 18, 2021 by samadhiSheol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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