sober4life Posted December 6, 2020 Share Posted December 6, 2020 8 hours ago, cherryapplez2020 said: Am going to change the topic to anyone like my new picture and username I do like it. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wolven Posted December 6, 2020 Share Posted December 6, 2020 Pretty good even though I have the virus and should be upset or scared. However I'm not and made peace with it. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted December 6, 2020 Share Posted December 6, 2020 There's really nothing that can fill the void anymore. I'm just a shell of skin with a universe size emptiness inside. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wolven Posted December 6, 2020 Share Posted December 6, 2020 Great, content, motivated and not afraid to be on here. 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted December 6, 2020 Share Posted December 6, 2020 On 12/5/2020 at 2:48 PM, sober4life said: About this time it's like putting a monkey into a spaceship and hoping it makes it to Mars by my birthday in March. As an aside, I think you make the best analogies, my friend! 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted December 6, 2020 Share Posted December 6, 2020 1 hour ago, JD4010 said: As an aside, I think you make the best analogies, my friend! Well everyone in my life says I'm doing really well right now. What if everyone is pretending to be doing well all the time. I mean looking at the computer right now I couldn't tell you what wallpaper is on the walls in here unless I looked up. I would have to walk outside and look at the house to be sure what color it is but I'm here. It's all a big show. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cherryapplez2020 Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 Very tired today have a appointment with my therapist tomorrow 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jkd_sd Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 6 hours ago, sober4life said: Well everyone in my life says I'm doing really well right now. What if everyone is pretending to be doing well all the time. I mean looking at the computer right now I couldn't tell you what wallpaper is on the walls in here unless I looked up. I would have to walk outside and look at the house to be sure what color it is but I'm here. It's all a big show. You may actually be right that everyone is pretending to be doing well all the time. That is probably true for at least most people. A lot will not admit it, and some may not even consciously understand it themselves. As for the rest of your post, I empathize with you and am sorry that is how life is for you. I do admire you for being able to handle it all when dealing with the 'real world'. That takes great personal strength. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 22 hours ago, Nightjar said: Yay! Well done for waiting. I sometimes don't have the patience Regular price was $159. I paid $85. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 39 minutes ago, duck said: Regular price was $159. I paid $85. That's a great saving! 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 4 hours ago, jkd_sd said: You may actually be right that everyone is pretending to be doing well all the time. That is probably true for at least most people. A lot will not admit it, and some may not even consciously understand it themselves. As for the rest of your post, I empathize with you and am sorry that is how life is for you. I do admire you for being able to handle it all when dealing with the 'real world'. That takes great personal strength. It's all about perspective I think. Nobody else here knows what color the house or the wallpaper is either. I was smart at one time but in a world like this if you're smart I think you also have to lose your mind. I made the mistake of trying to figure out the world. You can't be happy or sane after that. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Floor2017 Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 On 11/29/2020 at 10:38 PM, iWantRope said: The only thing that can do this is if him & I win the top prize in our respective national lotteries. Keep hope alive and keep on trying. If you missed the moon at least you will be among the stars. ️ 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Floor2017 Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 On 11/30/2020 at 12:48 AM, watalife said: @iWantRope how is your job going? Im only a month in and its like high school but worse. Would you be happy to win the lotto and never work again? For me it is a yes and no answer. I really like working and staying busy. It is the only way to keep my mind from wondering all over the place. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 @Floor2017 i like working too but not to much. Im working part time right now and i hope to never work full time again. Im not wearing myself down anymore than i have to because i can hardly get out of the bed on my day off due to complete exhaustion and leg problems. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DialAForAlan Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 I don't even know anymore other than missing Jane so much my soul is aching (if that's even possible). Plus, every time I remember I've still got the rest of the month to get through, I just feel even worse. I wish I could pull a rumplestiltskin and sleep till it's over or maybe find a time machine cause I just want my Jane. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 I don't know if I had a time machine the first thing I would do is probably go back in time to when the Smurfs cereal existed and get a box of it. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cherryapplez2020 Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 Am having a good day!!!!!!!!! hope you are too. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted December 7, 2020 Share Posted December 7, 2020 5 minutes ago, cherryapplez2020 said: Am having a good day!!!!!!!!! hope you are too. If you're happy I'm happy! 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted December 8, 2020 Share Posted December 8, 2020 Very tired since I woke up. ------------------------------------------------------------ I think I will start a business selling used coffins and custom made caskets. What you all think? 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jkd_sd Posted December 8, 2020 Share Posted December 8, 2020 1 hour ago, duck said: I think I will start a business selling used coffins and custom made caskets. What you all think? Sure, why not? But I do not really want all the responsibilities that go with ownership. Would you have any good, used coffins to rent? (Seems like we are both in about the same, goofy mood at the moment.) 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted December 8, 2020 Share Posted December 8, 2020 20 minutes ago, jkd_sd said: Sure, why not? But I do not really want all the responsibilities that go with ownership. Would you have any good, used coffins to rent? (Seems like we are both in about the same, goofy mood at the moment.) I have a creative mind. I come up with funny things all the time. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted December 8, 2020 Share Posted December 8, 2020 Any good shows on Netflix I should watch? 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iWantRope Posted December 8, 2020 Share Posted December 8, 2020 18 hours ago, Floor2017 said: I really like working and staying busy. It is the only way to keep my mind from wondering all over the place. Working means dealing with nasty customers & worse, colleagues doing personal attacks towards you. It also means having to multitask two, three, or more NUMBER ONE TOP PRIORITYS concurrently, for 48+ hours every week. Now think again about whether you still like working. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted December 8, 2020 Share Posted December 8, 2020 I'm hoping some of the aliens from the galactic federation take me home with them. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightjar Posted December 8, 2020 Share Posted December 8, 2020 Not feeling good. My stomach is churning and my motivation levels are at 0.01 %That's gonna have to be enough to get some cleaning done today. And I need to get outta here too. I don't know if I'm gonna have enough energy to do both but I'll try.... First things first, I'm gonna give mini lion some play time so that we'll have at least one happy bunny in the house. This time of year... Man, it's a struggle 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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