watalife Posted December 15, 2019 Share Posted December 15, 2019 (edited) 1 hour ago, sober4life said: It makes me angry when I look outside and see the neighbor's cows laying out there in the cold. Cows are very lovable friendly creatures and they are treated terribly in this world! People single out certain animals and treat them badly or speak badly about them just like they do with people. The hamster is cute but is the mouse or rat really much different and look at the difference at how they are treated. A friend has cows right in her backyard and I remember her friends saying cows were such dum animals. I was like, the only person I know thats dum is you! Edited December 15, 2019 by watalife 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted December 15, 2019 Share Posted December 15, 2019 3 minutes ago, watalife said: A friend has cows right in her backyard and I remember her friends saying cows were such dum animals. They're very nice animals. I've been inside the fence with them plenty of times. Most of them are very friendly. They are much bigger than you realize though. You have to wear steel toed boots around them or they could break your foot if they step on it. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MaepleSyrup Posted December 15, 2019 Share Posted December 15, 2019 14 minutes ago, watalife said: A friend has cows right in her backyard and I remember her friends saying cows were such dum animals. I was like, the only person I know thats dum is you! I’ve grown such a soft spot for cows. If anything, sometimes seeing them reminds me of how bad I feel that I’m not vegetarian. But I plan to go sometime within these next couple of years— I feel bad for eating meat 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MaepleSyrup Posted December 15, 2019 Share Posted December 15, 2019 How can I stop procrastinating for once 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Atra Posted December 16, 2019 Share Posted December 16, 2019 I ought to find more time to write stuff. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted December 16, 2019 Share Posted December 16, 2019 This Christmas poem someone posted online: 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted December 17, 2019 Share Posted December 17, 2019 Supposedly there is a word in English that has 189819 letters in it so I need to change my name to that and be one of those people that get annoyed every time you pronounce their name wrong. 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SqueezeWax Posted December 19, 2019 Share Posted December 19, 2019 I am dumbfounded that they remade Black Christmas again. I thought the needless slasher remake trend died out a decade ago. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted December 21, 2019 Share Posted December 21, 2019 When people honk during a traffic jam. Do you think a magical lane into Narnia is going to open up? Or are you just being an a-hole? 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SqueezeWax Posted December 21, 2019 Share Posted December 21, 2019 This is the second mild winter Illinois has had in a row : ( No snow showed up until the end of January of this year. This winter is looking to be the same. 2017 was dangerously snowy and picturesque. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted December 21, 2019 Author Share Posted December 21, 2019 I just cant take it anymore. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SqueezeWax Posted December 21, 2019 Share Posted December 21, 2019 Both of my therapists have told me I shouldn't be bothered when classmates of mine are rude, but instead take pride that I'm more adult than they are because I'm not rude in return. One of the biggest things I have learned since graduating high school is that adults are not one bit less inclined to be rude or judgemental or needlessly mean spirited than kids and teens. They can't really believe people act any differently when they grow up. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
womanofthelight Posted December 21, 2019 Share Posted December 21, 2019 (edited) 20 hours ago, evalynn said: When people honk during a traffic jam. Do you think a magical lane into Narnia is going to open up? Or are you just being an a-hole? Ah, yes! "The Punitive Horn" as I've come to think of it. And YES, they're just being a-holes!!!!!!!!! Edited December 21, 2019 by womanofthelight 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted December 21, 2019 Share Posted December 21, 2019 I'm a pretty feisty person a lot of the time but I never use my horn. I forget I even have one. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
womanofthelight Posted December 21, 2019 Share Posted December 21, 2019 WHY can't I find anything in my room?????!!!!!! (Uh, because it's a mess???) (From Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?: ". . . [it's] a pictorial representation of the order of Martha's [my] mind.") NO. SH%T. I bought my sister an expensive present ($30) and can't find it now!!!! Oh, wow. Just remembered I wrapped it and put it under the tree days ago . . . I NEVER TRUST MYSELF TO HAVE DONE WHAT I NEEDED TO DO, OR TO PLACE OBJECTS WHERE THEY BELONG. Sheesh! It's so hard being me . . . ( ) 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted December 22, 2019 Share Posted December 22, 2019 I should know by now never to entertain optimism. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted December 22, 2019 Share Posted December 22, 2019 I can't wait until the holidays are over. There's no happiness at all when I think about the holidays. With mom gone I'm afraid of everyone else I know. Every moment is pain and fear of all the people I know. That's all my entire life is at this point. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted December 22, 2019 Share Posted December 22, 2019 I can't wait to be done with this job. I would compare this job to the government torture chambers where they play loud sounds in total darkness or make you suffer mentally and physically for long hours/days at a time. Oh and Christmas is fake as hell. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted December 22, 2019 Share Posted December 22, 2019 6 hours ago, womanofthelight said: I NEVER TRUST MYSELF TO HAVE DONE WHAT I NEEDED TO DO, OR TO PLACE OBJECTS WHERE THEY BELONG. I can relate to this so much. Everytime I think I've lost something, it turns up where it should have been to begin with. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted December 22, 2019 Share Posted December 22, 2019 Another day in hell with the big witch Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SqueezeWax Posted December 22, 2019 Share Posted December 22, 2019 I hate how people who write cooking blogs think you want to know their life story before they get into a recipe. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted December 24, 2019 Share Posted December 24, 2019 I went to the store twice today and I still forgot one item. I really don't want to go a third time, but I don't want to go out on Christmas Eve even more. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Atra Posted December 24, 2019 Share Posted December 24, 2019 I'm sorta regretting signing up to work tomorrow until 11pm. Weeks ago I figured offering emotional support to people in need would be a very gracious and soul-bolstering way to observe the holiday. Now I'm worried it'll be exhausting, extremely busy - I won't be able to spend more time than 10 minutes per contact on account of high call volume. Then again, my ability to accurately predict the future has always sucked. Let's see how it goes. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
samadhiSheol Posted December 24, 2019 Share Posted December 24, 2019 (edited) Meaning of (my) life or lack thereof. Every single answer seems to miss the point. Not that there really is answer to the "meaning of life". NOTHING makes sense to me. Nothing seems real. Nothing speaks to me. Everything just begs for the additional question:"But Why????" The thing is, I need a reason. I need a why. Because without that, I might as well be dead. In fact I AM dead. Life, just doesn't stand to any kind of scrutiny. "So stop (over) thinking". You might as well say stop breathing. all I am doing is contemplating the unrelenting void sucking whatever is left of whatever I am. And that is all I am. This futility of a person. And this constant emptiness, the void and futility that is me, ladies and gentlemen, is pushing me beyond no return. Edited December 24, 2019 by samadhiSheol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted December 25, 2019 Share Posted December 25, 2019 Hello Dolly cookies (thanks @AloneGuy) and peanut butter blossoms done. I'm taking a break to watch FX's The Christmas Carol and then maybe sugar cookies. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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