monicott17 Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 I am way beyond the “winter blues”. I am in a deep and serious funk right now thanks in large part to the ridiculous amount of snow on the ground and the extreme cold blast we are enduring. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted January 20 Share Posted January 20 I know how you feel. Friday has a high of 20 and a low of 0 but it is listed as sunny all day! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
monicott17 Posted January 24 Share Posted January 24 Pointless is the word of the day. Everything just feels so pointless these days. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted January 24 Share Posted January 24 Yeah I'm tired of fighting to try to win this losing game. Almost all of life is being extremely bitter using every bit of your strength to do things you don't even want to do at all. You're always completely rundown with nothing to show for it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
monicott17 Posted March 7 Share Posted March 7 Been thinking a lot these past few days about what I am missing out on…not talking about fun stuff here. I have bad teeth, have always had bad teeth. I badly need to see a dentist and probably have an extensive amount of work done. Could not tell you the last time I have been inside a dentist office…probably 10 years at least. Anxious at the thought of going to one and anxious at the thought that I cannot just suck it up and go like most people. There are many things where this is the case and it is really getting to me. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted March 7 Share Posted March 7 I never went to the dentist either. I had probably 3 and a half teeth left on top when I finally got my dentures. I never really smiled then but now if I smile without the dentures it keeps people away pretty well. So it's kind of a mixed bag I guess. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted March 12 Share Posted March 12 I'm too worn down and destroyed to get a good life anymore. What's left is me just sitting here waiting for god to give me the one thing I've always wanted and put me in the ground. Just get it over with! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted March 12 Share Posted March 12 I feel the same way. Can't wait. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
monicott17 Posted April 9 Share Posted April 9 Can’t keep track of how many times a day I find myself muttering the words “why do I bother”. Frustrated and annoyed on so many levels. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted April 14 Share Posted April 14 Still a bit foggy, but I've surprised myself by being able to read a bit. It's nice to know my concentration isn't totally shot, as long as the thing I'm focusing on is interesting. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted April 14 Share Posted April 14 Not 100% that's for sure Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
monicott17 Posted April 15 Share Posted April 15 Another really bad week. So sad and lonely. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted April 15 Share Posted April 15 Stuck and also feeling gross and sickly Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
monicott17 Posted April 19 Share Posted April 19 Misery. Complete and total misery. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted April 20 Share Posted April 20 Okay. I mean, slightly better than I have been lately. Today would be my parents' 48th wedding anniversary. I thought of texting my dad, then realized I didn't know what to say since my mom is gone so "happy anniversary" sounds weird. I think Mother's Day is going to be weird to for me. If I could improve one thing in my life, it would be to have more energy. I feel like I'm just floating through life these days and not really doing anything because I don't have the concentration or motivation. It feels like a waste. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted April 22 Share Posted April 22 A little more happy than usual. As I was bringing in my dog, I happened to really look at the lily plant--the one from my mom's funeral--that is in our front garden, and I noticed for the first time that white flowers have sprung up in it. They look so nice. Considering I nearly killed this plant (I'm terrible with plants!), I'm so glad that it's not only still alive but looking better than ever. It's nice when something unexpectedly goes well. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted April 23 Share Posted April 23 Eh, my bad leg is bothering me a bit. As long as it doesn't get any worse, I'll be fine. I have my chiro appointment in 2 days, my second to last. I can't wait for these appointments to be over, to be honest, so I'm just hoping my pain stays at the low level it's been at. And of course the physical affects the mental, so being pain-free or in low pain makes me feel more hopeful and able to concentrate on other things. I'm also a little disappointed because my husband was supposed to be off tomorrow but he had to switch shifts. It's not a big deal, but I always look forward to his day's off. I'm still foggy too, but I'm still slowly but surely reading a book for pleasure. I'm glad I'm able to do that, concentrate on a story. As long as I can still focus on some things, I'm ok. I hope it's cooler tonight and maybe I can walk a little bit. and if not...I'm trying not to get upset over every little thing. I need to take life as it comes, and not always expect the worse. I'm not there yet, but if I keep reminding myself, it's def something I can work on. Tomorrow is always a new day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted Thursday at 08:17 PM Share Posted Thursday at 08:17 PM anxious, bored, tense Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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