JustAnotherSufferer Posted November 26, 2019 Share Posted November 26, 2019 I feel like shit Hahahah : ( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Beth23 Posted November 29, 2019 Share Posted November 29, 2019 i am a Looser and i want to leave that Earth.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Handon Frypan Posted December 11, 2019 Share Posted December 11, 2019 I have a splitting headache that is keeping me awake, and anxiety over my pending birthday. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Katshaw Posted December 11, 2019 Share Posted December 11, 2019 Totally fed up, even cried on the school run. just walked out of the kictchen after trying something stupid again, fed up with trying to be strong lol the while. I can’t cope anymore Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted January 27, 2020 Share Posted January 27, 2020 I feel like a failure. I feel tired, achy, and resentful. I feel like I can't lean on anyone the way I want to, and that my husband just tells me what I want to hear without any sincerity behind it. I keep fantasizing about running away to somewhere where I can sleep when I want, eat when and what I want, and not have to help anyone or talk to anyone or be anything I don't want to be. I feel selfish but it's how I feel. I just want to be alone in a warm cocoon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted January 27, 2020 Share Posted January 27, 2020 Ok, I'm calm now. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shijima Posted February 17, 2020 Share Posted February 17, 2020 Anxious and a bit nervious about being here, other than that okish feeling. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted March 16, 2020 Share Posted March 16, 2020 I"m officially freaking the f*ck out. They shortened my husband's hours at work so money's going to be super tight. He's grocery shopping now and says it's a zoo. And my brother-in-law is still in the hospital. They had to give him a spinal tap and they're calling in a specialist. They don't know what's wrong with him. I can't... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted March 16, 2020 Share Posted March 16, 2020 I'll be real honest my brain isn't strong enough to survive this time after all I've been through already. If this goes on until summer it will be the end of me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shijima Posted April 5, 2020 Share Posted April 5, 2020 Content Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted April 5, 2020 Share Posted April 5, 2020 x5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted April 5, 2020 Share Posted April 5, 2020 I can't stand to sit with my thoughts for one second. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shijima Posted April 6, 2020 Share Posted April 6, 2020 I feel calm and content. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Atra Posted April 9, 2020 Share Posted April 9, 2020 Pretty okay. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shijima Posted April 14, 2020 Share Posted April 14, 2020 I feel very calm, content, mellow and motivated to start my day today~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Atra Posted April 22, 2020 Share Posted April 22, 2020 A human day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopekaK Posted July 15, 2020 Share Posted July 15, 2020 Increasing apathy. Since the pandemic I've fallen into a nice, comfortable and safe routine: Isolation 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted July 15, 2020 Share Posted July 15, 2020 There is no peace in isolation for me. The days where there's nothing to do are just the days where I sit with endless worry about whatever awful things are going on at the moment. It would be different if I had help but nobody cares if I live or die. They just never want to see or hear from me again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JarrodM Posted July 30, 2020 Share Posted July 30, 2020 I honestly am not doing well. I've missed work over the past few weeks due to depression. That is not like me. I have a p-doc, but it's hard to get into see her since she only works on Thursdays. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted August 21, 2020 Share Posted August 21, 2020 This was a hard week but overall I think things went well but my mind is saying things like come on surely there is something you messed up. Keep thinking. Keep obsessing. Do anything but relax. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheToddman Posted August 22, 2020 Share Posted August 22, 2020 When I was in rehab several years back everyone used to quip about me describing myself as 'cautiously optimistic'. LOL. I guess today I'm 'somewhat hopeful'. Yeah, that's it. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted August 22, 2020 Share Posted August 22, 2020 The poker game where Al Bundy was winning big but the whole time thinking something had to come along to even things out because things could never go well describes how I feel a lot of the time. During good times it's so out of the ordinary that I'm scared if that makes sense. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ratvan Posted August 23, 2020 Share Posted August 23, 2020 I've given up with friends, I always seem to make time and space for them but on the rare occasion I reach out I've been left alone again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted August 26, 2020 Share Posted August 26, 2020 I don't really believe there is a such thing as friends by definition. They're around for the party and leave when it's over. If someone you love dies you can forget about getting any comfort from them. Their thoughts will be I have to avoid him and hope I never see him again because having a conversation about his mother's death is too uncomfortable for me. That's what happens when your mom dies everyone anbandons you. The only people that will give any type of condolences are the people working at the funeral home! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wolven Posted November 26, 2020 Share Posted November 26, 2020 I feel really great, content and motivated right now. I was having a lot of thoughts raceing through my mind when I woke up, though now I overcame them all. I'm feeling pretty great once again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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