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How Do You Feel Today? #33


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I feel like a failure. I feel tired, achy, and resentful. I feel like I can't lean on anyone the way I want to, and that my husband just tells me what I want to hear without any sincerity behind it. I keep fantasizing about running away to somewhere where I can sleep when I want, eat when and what I want, and not have to help anyone or talk to anyone or be anything I don't want to be. I feel selfish but it's how I feel. I just want to be alone in a warm cocoon. 

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I"m officially freaking the f*ck out. They shortened my husband's hours at work so money's going to be super tight. He's grocery shopping now and says it's a zoo. And my brother-in-law is still in the hospital. They had to give him a spinal tap and they're calling in a specialist. They don't know what's wrong with him. I can't...

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There is no peace in isolation for me.  The days where there's nothing to do are just the days where I sit with endless worry about whatever awful things are going on at the moment.  It would be different if I had help but nobody cares if I live or die.  They just never want to see or hear from me again.

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The poker game where Al Bundy was winning big but the whole time thinking something had to come along to even things out because things could never go well describes how I feel a lot of the time.  During good times it's so out of the ordinary that I'm scared if that makes sense.

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I don't really believe there is a such thing as friends by definition.  They're around for the party and leave when it's over.  If someone you love dies you can forget about getting any comfort from them.  Their thoughts will be I have to avoid him and hope I never see him again because having a conversation about his mother's death is too uncomfortable for me.  That's what happens when your mom dies everyone anbandons you.  The only people that will give any type of condolences are the people working at the funeral home!

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