DarkRain Posted July 25, 2019 Share Posted July 25, 2019 Frayed. Tired. Annoyed. If my mom asks me if I'm okay one more time I'm going to start hurling packs of crackers at her head! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rattler6 Posted July 26, 2019 Share Posted July 26, 2019 A lot calmer. Hoping to get back to work soon. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Handon Frypan Posted July 26, 2019 Share Posted July 26, 2019 Not bad, but it's sweltering. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted July 27, 2019 Share Posted July 27, 2019 Ok right now. I cut the skin off the top of my finger earlier but it could've been worse. I don't have anything to do tomorrow so I can just relax or at least get some sleep. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted July 28, 2019 Share Posted July 28, 2019 I want to die! Maybe if I say it enough times it will happen. I'm done. I'm ready. Take me now! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rattler6 Posted July 28, 2019 Share Posted July 28, 2019 Unsure but thankful I get at least a few hours of work tomorrow. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted July 29, 2019 Share Posted July 29, 2019 I'm as miserable as I've ever been in my life. I hate every moment of this life and can't wait for it to be over. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stand_alone Posted July 29, 2019 Share Posted July 29, 2019 My weekend is ok. And so starts an endless cycle with work. I feel like because of work I started to become detached with people. Does this make me a bad person? I feel i am doing very well at work and my anxiety and depression is doing anything. With high anxiety I tend to not think and panic. I feel if this keeps up I will get fired. I hate that I have to be the person dealing with issues that other people screw up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AloneGuy Posted August 5, 2019 Share Posted August 5, 2019 Still struggling to sleep well at night. And today my anxiety is acting up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted August 5, 2019 Share Posted August 5, 2019 1 hour ago, AloneGuy said: Still struggling to sleep well at night. And today my anxiety is acting up. I've been having horrible insomnia lately. I chalk it up to the heat & humidity. Oh, and a hyperactive cat. Sorry about the anxiety. That stuff sucks a whole lot. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AloneGuy Posted August 5, 2019 Share Posted August 5, 2019 2 hours ago, JD4010 said: I've been having horrible insomnia lately. I chalk it up to the heat & humidity. Oh, and a hyperactive cat. Sorry about the anxiety. That stuff sucks a whole lot. Frustrating isn't it? Hopefully it gets better for both of us. Yeah the heat definitely isn't helping things. Ha, sometimes I wish cats came with an on/off button. Thanks, insomnia tends to make my anxiety worse...and vice versa. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted August 6, 2019 Share Posted August 6, 2019 11 hours ago, AloneGuy said: Thanks, insomnia tends to make my anxiety worse...and vice versa. Same. It's almost 7 am and I still haven't slept a wink. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acarlay Posted August 6, 2019 Share Posted August 6, 2019 Having a really bad day today. Barely managed to drag myself out of bed. As of now everything just sucks and there's nothing I can do about it. I just wanna cry and go back to bed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted August 6, 2019 Share Posted August 6, 2019 Gah! Up all night with a sick cat. I don't know if she ate something bad or what. I'm worried about her but had to come to work this morning. Nothing like being extra-tired and worried at the same time. And then having to put up with my boss on top of it. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted August 7, 2019 Share Posted August 7, 2019 I was in a good mood a few hours ago, but I've been up for too long and now I'm in a bad mood and feel anxious. I should go take a shower and try to go to bed; hopefully writing this will get me to do it. Wish me luck. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AloneGuy Posted August 7, 2019 Share Posted August 7, 2019 I hope you got some sleep @evalynn! ---- I'm feeling better today. Yesterday really sucked, couldn't concentrate and my anxiety was really bad, but last night I finally got some decent sleep. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted August 7, 2019 Share Posted August 7, 2019 1 hour ago, AloneGuy said: I hope you got some sleep @evalynn! ---- I'm feeling better today. Yesterday really sucked, couldn't concentrate and my anxiety was really bad, but last night I finally got some decent sleep. I'm glad you got some sleep. Hope your anxiety lessened. I did get some sleep, during the day. Which is fine when I don't have anywhere I have to be. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted August 12, 2019 Share Posted August 12, 2019 I had a good day for the most part but usually even if I've had a good day when it gets to bed time I hope I go to sleep and don't wake up. I don't think I've ever wanted to wake up the next day or I don't think I've ever truly thought I can't wait until tomorrow in my life. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AloneGuy Posted August 15, 2019 Share Posted August 15, 2019 I had lots of energy yesterday and actually felt pretty good and confident. Today though the anxiety is back. My dad and I had planned to go to a music store in Denver but I backed out. I just can't handle going out in public today. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted August 15, 2019 Share Posted August 15, 2019 On 7/28/2019 at 8:16 PM, sober4life said: I'm as miserable as I've ever been in my life. I hate every moment of this life and can't wait for it to be over. I feel the same way. I can't wait until I die. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted August 19, 2019 Share Posted August 19, 2019 Like sh!t; that's how I feel. I was doing well until I found out that my ex wrecked my credit score again. I've been doing absolutely fine paying things off since the divorce five years ago. Never had a late payment or anything like that. But my ex and I signed on a loan together 19 years ago and she keeps missing payments on it, in spite of me sending her bankloads of money each month. I've had it. I'm going to quit working because: 1. The anxiety and stress of it is ki ll ing me, and 2. Why bother if I'm only going to keep sinking lower and lower? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AloneGuy Posted August 20, 2019 Share Posted August 20, 2019 I feel alright today. I'm having a pretty good day. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bulgakov Posted August 20, 2019 Share Posted August 20, 2019 "♫ ♪ ♫ , And I feel like home made ****---yodel laydee, yodel laydee, yodel laydee." the Fugs, from their first album, 1965. I don't feel that bad today, as I'm in the don't-feel-so-much-if-I-can-dirvrert-myself group. I mainly look at this forum, and stories of mountaineering on the net lately. Mountaineers detail their moments of freedom, of bliss, when they are climbing. And posts on DF, understandably, head in the other direction. They kind of balance each other. Bulgakov the Not-So-Much 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted August 20, 2019 Share Posted August 20, 2019 So this nocturnalism thing totally isn't working. I'm staying up all night, sometimes into the next noon, but I'm not getting enough or quality sleep during the day. During the day, I worry about waiting too long to take the dog out, so I set all kinds of alarms. Then I can't fall back asleep once I've gotten up. I also postpone sleeping at night when I'm procrastinating with working out...that's what happened last night. I was so tired but I wasn't sleepy and I kept telling myself I was going to work out but the hours kept flying by...instead I ended up overeating and then getting anxious and angry at myself for it. Then my mom's birthday is on Saturday so I have to be up and functioning during the day. So somehow I have to get myself to at least get some sleep the next few nights so I'm not a wreck on Saturday. (I'm so tired, that I hope this all makes sense.) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted August 21, 2019 Share Posted August 21, 2019 I feel unloved and alone. I really have no connection with anyone in real life at this point. I don't care if I see anyone again and don't care what happens really at this point. I'm not really depressed but I hope something happens that I don't expect like I get hit by a car when I go for my walk or I fall over from a fatal heart attack. I'm not depressed but I'm ready for this to be over. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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