Jump to content

overwhelming desire to use

sad in grand Rapids

Recommended Posts

just got out of in patient and feel sever depression.  i am craving cannabis and need support please respond anything i want to get well but am feeling overwhelmed also might lose job. the mania is gone. when i left in patient i felt good but now that im alone im felling depressed. the doctor took me off zoloft. i think i left to early but it was cold and depressing. 

a problem I'm having a is id like to to na but i live with my parents and i don't want them to know. also  i rely on them for transportation. 

I'm 38 and I've have right to privacy. also i live in rural area and an uber is 30 bucks each way and i don't have a debit card. 

I'm going to go anxiety and depprsion groups. i want to join a church but no nothing about different churches in my area.

i don't I want to use but im in pain and know if i smoke some cannabis o will feel good. also i have a really hard time makinng  friends. im afraid i cant make friends,girl friend, ect.



Edited by sad in grand Rapids
Link to comment
Share on other sites

Do you have any church affiliation?  Were you raised in any particular faith?  That would be a good start.  Now if that is not an option, I would look up a Catholic priest because most of them have a lot of psychology and counseling background.  I don't think you even have to be Catholic to go to confession and just let him know that you are hurting and need some guidance.  Maybe he could steer you toward a better person who might be able to help.  If you call up a church and ask if someone there can talk to you about what you're going through you may just get the assistance you need.

BTW, I just found a yelp of the 10 Best Churches in Grand Rapids.  Maybe you could start there.

I hope you get peace!

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Create an account or sign in to comment

You need to be a member in order to leave a comment

Create an account

Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!

Register a new account

Sign in

Already have an account? Sign in here.

Sign In Now
  • Create New...