samadhiSheol Posted April 16, 2019 Share Posted April 16, 2019 (edited) 7 hours ago, Atra said: Watching the news seeing Notre Dame in Paris engulfed in flames is so depressing. I spent an entire day in the Cathedral in the towers and crypt just last week. Unbelievable. Made me sad too. I've visited Notre Dame a couple of times and It never failed to amaze me. Edited April 16, 2019 by samadhiSheol 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted April 16, 2019 Share Posted April 16, 2019 Being hungry 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted April 16, 2019 Share Posted April 16, 2019 4 hours ago, Tears_Always said: How do you know you are not the normal one, and they are wrong? What is normal anyway? I know I really do think I'm the normal one and everyone else is crazy. I've been the family scapegoat my whole life. If they point the finger at me and say look how nuts she is enough nobody pays attention to how nuts they are. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted April 16, 2019 Share Posted April 16, 2019 Instead of the beach, I'm going to visit a cousin in between semesters. No hotel charges this way, and it's still near water. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tears_Always Posted April 16, 2019 Share Posted April 16, 2019 @sober4life there you go, it is them that has the problem and can't deal with the fact you see through their fiction. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tears_Always Posted April 16, 2019 Share Posted April 16, 2019 @moodyjuniper good for you I hope it is a peaceful time. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 On 4/14/2019 at 2:29 AM, evalynn said: We are constantly bombarded with TV commercials for fast food on TV. I bet if I watched less TV, I would eat less junk. Continuing on this thought, I don't make it easier on myself by watching the Food Network. I've been watching a lot the last few days and I've also been eating a lot. I keep an internal log of all the foods I want to try, and it's never the healthy ones. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted April 17, 2019 Share Posted April 17, 2019 It's so hard doing this life alone. Every day you know the world doesn't give a shit if you survive. In fact all the people in my life actively try to make sure I don't do well in life. They laugh at me and make fun of me when I try to do my best. They try to trip me up and make sure I fall on my face if they get the chance. There's nobody I can talk to or trust and no safe place in the world not even here because I have the neighbors to worry about. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SqueezeWax Posted April 18, 2019 Share Posted April 18, 2019 I’m wondering what made my psychologist so jittery and awkward and absent-minded during our session today. I’ve never seem him like that. He is the most composed, self-assured person I’ve ever met. I have a running joke in my head that he and the new art therapist hired a few months back are having an affair. I do know they lectured together at an art therapy conference in Milwaukee only a few days ago (they told me about this, I wasn’t Facebook spying again). I’ll assume they roomed together that night, too. Obviously his wife has only just found out about this, and sent him a confrontational text message moments before I’d seen him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SqueezeWax Posted April 18, 2019 Share Posted April 18, 2019 I think my favorite of all the dumb internet clickbait is “(x-child star) is gorgeous now!”. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted April 19, 2019 Share Posted April 19, 2019 The only thing I look forward to anymore is the end of this. I wish there was a fast forward button. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted April 20, 2019 Share Posted April 20, 2019 I want my life back. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted April 20, 2019 Share Posted April 20, 2019 I'm obviously faking happiness and wellness way too well. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tears_Always Posted April 20, 2019 Share Posted April 20, 2019 that I am alone Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soarsie18 Posted April 20, 2019 Share Posted April 20, 2019 I don't want to see this through Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted April 20, 2019 Share Posted April 20, 2019 Should I try to sleep or should I stay up until the sun rises? Should I take some sleeping medicine or make a cup of coffee? Decisions, decisions... 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted April 20, 2019 Share Posted April 20, 2019 I need to stop listening to everyone else and remember my position. I know people have good intentions, but they don't think the way I have to think because they're not in my position. I'm not pulling my weight at home consistently. I know this. I've been so scattered. And, being completely open, I've spent the last three days barely getting anything done for school. The load is light right now, but I still have deadlines plus Easter brunch tomorrow when I'm normally taking a quiz. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LonelyHiker Posted April 20, 2019 Share Posted April 20, 2019 That I desperately need to clean the apartment...but having a hard time getting motivated.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted April 20, 2019 Share Posted April 20, 2019 I'm ready to go god. I don't care how I just want it to happen now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted April 21, 2019 Share Posted April 21, 2019 That I should buy some chocolate icing also and have a chocolate and coconut combination with some decorated sides 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted April 21, 2019 Share Posted April 21, 2019 My strawberry cake is out of the oven and cooling. Then I will decorate with my just invented cream cheese/coconut flakes/strawberries/cool whip icing, and sliced macerated strawberries and chopped walnuts. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tears_Always Posted April 21, 2019 Share Posted April 21, 2019 That I just want the world to go away cause I am such a loser. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soarsie18 Posted April 21, 2019 Share Posted April 21, 2019 (edited) I wish everyone out there knew that they are loved by someone. I hate how this disease makes you question your self worth and automatically blame yourself for everything that's gone wrong. It's so easy to fall deeper into the pit of self-hatred without even knowing you are doing it. You are all loved by someone. And you all mean a great deal to me. Edited April 21, 2019 by Soarsie18 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moodyjuniper Posted April 21, 2019 Share Posted April 21, 2019 I don't feel like entertaining. I never entertained this much when I was alone. It's all well and good for people to help me out, but honestly, what they expect most in return are things that require time, which I don't have if I'm going to go to school. Not that I don't appreciate the help, because I'd be dead without it, but it doesn't work so well anymore. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tears_Always Posted April 22, 2019 Share Posted April 22, 2019 Another day just about finished and I will be able to go to sleep, for the most part I don't or cry when I am sleep so I guess that is good. But then another day will dawn and I will still be alone without him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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