tracyistrying Posted October 18, 2018 Share Posted October 18, 2018 Well, I have been in and out of depression and lots of anxiety for a few years now. Quit my job last December and took my retirement money out to live on. I am nowhere near retirement age but I just wasn't ready to work. Long story short, I was a teacher but they kept moving me around, etc. So much anxiety that I finally quit. Today I interviewed with an online ESL teaching company where I can work from home using my computer and interacting and teaching Chinese students. I was so nervous that I canceled it like 4 times but they finally said, no more canceling. Fingers crossed that I get it. I sort of freeze up in interviews but I think I did okay today. If you are having trouble interviewing for jobs, I get it. It's so freakin' hard sometimes - especially if you get anxiety. Hang in there folks. My life isn't all sunshine and roses now but I made a little step forward. Thanks for listening!! 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
downer dog Posted October 18, 2018 Share Posted October 18, 2018 That's wonderful you were able to take that step! Congratulations! That would be a wonderful job for you, wouldn't it? Income, stay at home, being productive and doing what you were trained to do. Good luck! As an old friend used to say, "crossing fingers, toes and nose hairs" for ya. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Floor2017 Posted October 18, 2018 Share Posted October 18, 2018 1 hour ago, tracyistrying said: Well, I have been in and out of depression and lots of anxiety for a few years now. Quit my job last December and took my retirement money out to live on. I am nowhere near retirement age but I just wasn't ready to work. Long story short, I was a teacher but they kept moving me around, etc. So much anxiety that I finally quit. Today I interviewed with an online ESL teaching company where I can work from home using my computer and interacting and teaching Chinese students. I was so nervous that I canceled it like 4 times but they finally said, no more canceling. Fingers crossed that I get it. I sort of freeze up in interviews but I think I did okay today. If you are having trouble interviewing for jobs, I get it. It's so freakin' hard sometimes - especially if you get anxiety. Hang in there folks. My life isn't all sunshine and roses now but I made a little step forward. Thanks for listening!! I’m so proud of you for your courage of moving forward with your life. I hope nothing but the best in your new career change. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeyondWeary Posted October 18, 2018 Share Posted October 18, 2018 Great job! Keep taking one step at a time. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Floor2017 Posted October 18, 2018 Share Posted October 18, 2018 11 minutes ago, BeyondWeary said: Great job! Keep taking one step at a time. Yes, one step at a time and don’t try to do to much to fast. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Oscar K Posted October 18, 2018 Share Posted October 18, 2018 Anxiety could be thought of as "stage fright". Actors will admit they actually need that stage fright to bring out their inner strength. Sounds counterintuitive but it seems to work for many actors. Anyway it's something to think about. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
graceforeverandever Posted October 22, 2018 Share Posted October 22, 2018 (edited) Dear tracyistrying, Thank you for sharing your concerns with us. I’m truly sorry that you are dealing with such difficult situation. These forums are great for sharing burdens, and venting. Even in the darkest moments in our lives there’s always hope. It is understandable the way that you feel because you want to settle down in one place. I’m glad to know that you found a job from home. Please hang it there! I encourage you to feel more confident and that you are going to succeed teaching students from abroad. Maybe you can take out good of this situation that you have to deal with. Counseling or therapy works through things like this. You are valuable and worthy of fighting for. No matter what is your age, we can always start again, make the things new and start a new chapter in our lives. I will keep you in my prayers, my friend. – keep us posted, OK? Edited October 24, 2018 by 20YearsandCounting remove link and attached doc 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tracyistrying Posted October 27, 2018 Author Share Posted October 27, 2018 Actually, I never heard back from the company so I guess I did horrible? Anyways, I can always submit a recorded demo, which I will try to do. Been pretty down about the situation but need to pick myself up and move on. Also, looking into substitute teaching come Monday morning. Thanks for the words of encouragement peeps. I'm really pretty happy that I even did the interview because at least it's a step in the right direction. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SheWrites Posted October 27, 2018 Share Posted October 27, 2018 @tracyistrying, have you checked into online tutoring services, like Skooli or SmartThinking? I don't have a clue how much they pay, but I think they'd love to have someone like you on staff. Hang in there. I know what it's like to try to work while dealing with depression. If I didn't telecommute, I wouldn't be able to do it. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tracyistrying Posted October 30, 2018 Author Share Posted October 30, 2018 Update: I called about a job today and it looks promising and they will even pay for me to get training in another reading program, one that I have had very good feelings about!! Talked to a woman on the phone and emailed my resume. It would involve driving a ways but I live in the middle of nowhere. Had to drive for my last job. My car is in great shape so driving isn't a problem. I like winding down in the car on the way home. Fingers crossed again!! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Floor2017 Posted October 30, 2018 Share Posted October 30, 2018 Good luck my friend and I speak nothing but blessings and prosperity in your life. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SheWrites Posted October 31, 2018 Share Posted October 31, 2018 (edited) @tracyistrying, that's wonderful news! Just remember, you're good at what you do. This company would be lucky to have you. Keep us updated. And CONGRATULATIONS!!! Edited October 31, 2018 by SheWrites 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tracyistrying Posted October 31, 2018 Author Share Posted October 31, 2018 Thanks peeps. Will keep you posted. Interview tomorrow!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tracyistrying Posted November 9, 2018 Author Share Posted November 9, 2018 I got the job. Working on getting all my employment stuff together - background check, tb test etc. It's only 20 hours a week but I think it will be a good start!! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Floor2017 Posted November 9, 2018 Share Posted November 9, 2018 22 minutes ago, tracyistrying said: I got the job. Working on getting all my employment stuff together - background check, tb test etc. It's only 20 hours a week but I think it will be a good start!! That’s wonderful my and I pray that all goes well for you as you continue to better youtself moving forward 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeyondWeary Posted November 9, 2018 Share Posted November 9, 2018 2 hours ago, tracyistrying said: I got the job. Working on getting all my employment stuff together - background check, tb test etc. It's only 20 hours a week but I think it will be a good start!! That's great Tracy! Congratulations! Remember: one step at a time so you don't get overwhelmed with learning a new job. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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