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How Do You Feel Right Now? #7


Natasha1

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Just feeling crappy today. Whiny and anxious and a little stressed out, but like I wanna pull my hair out for no apparent reason except that I'm no good. Yeah, lack of confidence, um, restlessness...but boredom. Life bores me. So am I really sick or really just lazy?? Depresses me to think I'm just lazy. I know I have anxiety though. That blocks up stuff. *Sigh

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I'm sorry to hear that you are experiencing a bad day.  You probably are not lazy

depression just have away of making you feel worthless at times.  I know I have

been there many times.  Just know it's not your fault that you were born this way.

I suggest you try to do a little bit more each day, it is similar to weight training you start

small and do it in reps until you can add more weights to it.  So, do what you can

today and tomorrow try to go a little farther than your today. 

 

 

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5 hours ago, JustAnotherSufferer said:
 

@sober4life

I can’t trust anyone in my life either. Most people just get angry on me for being the way i am and I hate that. I work so hard and I get nothing in return. That probably explains my life so far. No one really appreciates my hard work.

My depressive episodes get so strong sometimes that I think I’m going to die. It’s that bad. Combine that with depression and chronic pain.

I wish I wasn’t handled the short end of the stick.

Same here. except I quit work years ago. Sorry

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I'm feeling so good right now guys! I feel I can accomplish anything if I put my mind to it. I feel there's no limitations to life! I never felt this way before.

I don't think I need to come on here to "vent" anymore. I will check messages and stuff... I will only come back when I need to. Praying for you guys. You all deserve the world. I wish you all to find peace within yourselves. Love you ❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️ 

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1 minute ago, JustAnotherSufferer said:

@ladysmurf

I have fought so hard to stay alive. Everyday is so painful. I don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to take this.

Sadly I think about that every day of my life. From the minute I wake up ...until I go to bed it crosses my mind many times....I try to keep busy but it does not always help. I honestly don't have an answer...and I don't know I can't do this for much longer either.

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Are you an athletic type? Anxiety is an appropriate response if youre being chased by a tiger. It preps your body for fight/flight. So follow through with what your body wants to do. Go for a run, lift weights, burn off the adrenaline that is making you feel horrible. If you do it enough, youll get the side effect of getting into shape. I used to run and imagine leaving my troubles way behind me. You may also get an endorphin rush, which will counteract the depression.

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Unloved. Hated.

All i ever wanted in this life...all i ever asked for when i used to believe in a god was for a baby, which i got (i actually wanted 4 and i guess i got all 4 through my 3 pregnancies...i never specified to this god that i wanted them to be alive.)

I wanted my baby/ies and someone who would love me.

I come home. Spent an extra 15.00 on something that i guess i can do without. The reaction wasnt too appealing. Im now not allowed in the bedroom to get underwear and jammies out to pack for a trip we need for the kids swim team as he needs do not disturb time.

I come home and my kid is acting frustrated and freaking out and all i can say is...i come home and everyone hates me.

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17 minutes ago, babyxgothxx said:

I'm feeling so good right now guys! I feel I can accomplish anything if I put my mind to it. I feel there's no limitations to life! I never felt this way before.

I don't think I need to come on here to "vent" anymore. I will check messages and stuff... I will only come back when I need to. Praying for you guys. You all deserve the world. I wish you all to find peace within yourselves. Love you ❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️ 

It warms my heart to see posts like this, I’m glad your feeling good as you also deserve the world. You know the door is always open should you ever need us. 

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It's time for me to have lower expectations of my life and try to be happy with the simple life I have.  I push myself too hard and crash over and over again.  I always have to prove something to people but in reality nobody cares. I can't keep going on like this.

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@sober4life

Thats me! I have tried to feel accepted and all that. I have always been an outsider. Everything about me screamed outsider from the start. My hair, my surname, everything. I worked so hard to get loved by my father and mother. I thought grades where the only important thing in life, I was definitely wrong.

I just wish I could have a long refreshing nap. I’m sick of living in the state I’m in.

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1 hour ago, JustAnotherSufferer said:

@sober4life

Thats me! I have tried to feel accepted and all that. I have always been an outsider. Everything about me screamed outsider from the start. My hair, my surname, everything. I worked so hard to get loved by my father and mother. I thought grades where the only important thing in life, I was definitely wrong.

I just wish I could have a long refreshing nap. I’m sick of living in the state I’m in.

I've been an outsider my whole life.  The world has always treated me like Bigfoot.  I've tried my whole life to fit in and be accepted but I'm done trying.  I'm retiring in 2 months and cutting myself off from people for the rest of my life.

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@sober4life

The amount of pressure we put on ourselves to function in society is very unhealthy for us. I think that people will realize im the future that we should have been taken care of better. We might not even be alive when that happens.

I just do my best at school and all that. I don’t try to fit in anymore. I don’t try to look good anymore. I shouldn’t have to reach any unreachable goals. I need to take care of myself or get cared of by someone. 

 

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13 hours ago, Natasha1 said:

I think i feel good? So much going on that is exciting that it would be no good to be the way i normally am. 

What is normal for me now anyway? I think ive changed. Things have changed. Im dangerously thinking sbout coming off meds again. (Lord help me and those around me)

I dont know what i feel but i think its good? Kinda? Is it?

I guess i jinxed it all with this post. Then again im probably just dilusional.

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On ‎8‎/‎1‎/‎2018 at 10:48 AM, JD4010 said:

Looking back over 58 years, I can see that there was "something wrong" with me as a kid. Lots of notes from the teacher to my parents. At one point, I think it was 3rd grade, I was hospitalized for "tests". My parents were really vague about what those tests were for when I asked, so I just went along with it.

I was always hellishly anxious as a kid and had insomnia for as long as I can remember. Even as a kid, there were many times when I just didn't feel like going on with it.

Like many of us on this forum, I had a rough childhood because of family issues. College almost croaked me--twice. And then there was the disaster of a marriage where I stuck it out for 30 years.

Anyhoo. Just taking up bandwidth with my tale of woe.

Sounds familiar.

All of that doesn't mean it can improve.  Plus, what a success you've been, getting through all of this. 

That job is chickening you.  Take it from me.  Mine was chickening me.  I see it so clearly now that I am out of  it.

Hang in there bud.  I'd love to discuss this with you by PM!

 

 

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On 8/1/2018 at 9:04 AM, sober4life said:

I feel like taking a trip to Milwaukee and never coming back because there is no real hope in my life.  I will stick with my sobriety but I'm holding on by a thread.  I need to see real hope soon!

Same.  Anywhere but here.

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14 hours ago, JustAnotherSufferer said:

@JD4010

Yeah. People expect you as a teenager to be hip. To follow the trends. To listen to popular music.

I don’t really follow any of those trends. I don’t listen to pop music. I don’t care about my looks either, I look like a 70s porn star for God’s sake. Still, I would rather look like this than to try to follow the trends. I think the most important thing is to be yourself.

Trends are for sheep , as teenagers people are so easy to influence because the majority cant think for themselves. They are all so caught up in brands and so on becuase they are unable to make up their own mind about anything. 

So if you can "be yourself" and not pander to the urge to fit in it shows a good strength of character and deeper insight into what will truley make you understand life. And later on the same people that are wearing bieber fashion will see that and admire it. 

Stay true to yourself. 

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