bellerose Posted July 31, 2018 Share Posted July 31, 2018 I struggle so much in the morning when I need to travel across the city. Motivation is 0. Taking a car to the office instead of the bus again bc I can’t seem to get myself going no matter how much time I give myself in the morning. I’m at a volunteer position, so I need to stop spending so much money on this. It’s important I’m there for getting stuff on my application to grad school, but the cost of getting there is creeping up as my motivation goes down. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
velvetpuddles Posted July 31, 2018 Share Posted July 31, 2018 (edited) Plagued by bizzare mystery pains. Sternum/rib and back, like an arrow going straight through. Woke up with a sharp pain around the MP joint of my left index finger a few days ago. Finally had to rig a makeshift splint with half a tongue compressor and band-aids to stop compulsive knuckle cracking and let mystery injury heal. I figure this all from my lack of will to get off my bed regularly and get some exercise. In any case, I feel like I'm falling apart. Edited July 31, 2018 by velvetpuddles Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
salparadise6132 Posted July 31, 2018 Share Posted July 31, 2018 7 hours ago, JD4010 said: I'm getting grief from my boss (AGAIN) about not having an item on a meeting agenda...it's just an "FYI" item, nothing for action. But he's on a rampage now because I didn't include it. It's going to be one of those days. He's a dips***! 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
salparadise6132 Posted July 31, 2018 Share Posted July 31, 2018 5 hours ago, velvetpuddles said: Plagued by bizzare mystery pains. Sternum/rib and back, like an arrow going straight through. Woke up with a sharp pain around the MP joint of my left index finger a few days ago. Finally had to rig a makeshift splint with half a tongue compressor and band-aids to stop compulsive knuckle cracking and let mystery injury heal. I figure this all from my lack of will to get off my bed regularly and get some exercise. In any case, I feel like I'm falling apart. Me too. A new pain every day arising out of the blue. It's like Bits and Bites - each handful, a whole new ballgame! (Apologies to all those in countries that don't sell Bits and Bites LOL!!!! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
survive47 Posted July 31, 2018 Share Posted July 31, 2018 (edited) I feel insecure and anxious. I feel a mess. I overthink and analyze too much. I'm so tired of being in my head. Edited July 31, 2018 by survive47 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted July 31, 2018 Share Posted July 31, 2018 My real life is like I'm the momma bird and everyone I know are baby birds constantly begging for something. This isn't what I meant when I said I wanted a family but it seems like it's this where everyone drains me or I go hide in the woods. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarkintheDark Posted August 1, 2018 Share Posted August 1, 2018 (edited) In physical pain and feeling stupid for overdoing. I knew better. Having rheumatoid in the left hip and COPD, I know to f******g pace myself, particularly doing the yard. This evening, however, I just wanted to get the dam thing done. Between the mowing and trimming it took over half a dozen breaks when the stupid hip pain became too much to stand on, but I completed it. Downside was I almost felt like crying when I was done. Hooray for Mr. Stupid. I'm going to soak in the tub. Stupid, stupid, stupid. (Yeah, landlord/neighbor and I should simply hire a kid to do it, but I've been otherwise ok, WHEN I've paced myself) Edited August 1, 2018 by MarkintheDark Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopekaK Posted August 1, 2018 Share Posted August 1, 2018 Doing fine I guess. My doctor bumped up my prozac. We'll see how that goes.I just wish I had a reason to wake up in the morning. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopekaK Posted August 1, 2018 Share Posted August 1, 2018 15 hours ago, velvetpuddles said: Plagued by bizzare mystery pains. Sternum/rib and back, like an arrow going straight through. Woke up with a sharp pain around the MP joint of my left index finger a few days ago. Finally had to rig a makeshift splint with half a tongue compressor and band-aids to stop compulsive knuckle cracking and let mystery injury heal. I figure this all from my lack of will to get off my bed regularly and get some exercise. In any case, I feel like I'm falling apart. I know what you mean. It's like a new ache every day. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfLady Posted August 1, 2018 Share Posted August 1, 2018 I am at work and just want to scream. The boss is there talking with is beloved employees that always rub is back. I am not a back rubber so... Here I am listening to their nonsense. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted August 1, 2018 Share Posted August 1, 2018 It's one of those days where I'm completely brain dead but I have to be out all day anyway. Wouldn't it be nice to be able to say I need a break from everything and then just be able to do it. The stressful days never end. It's one right after the other until I break over and over again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted August 1, 2018 Author Share Posted August 1, 2018 New thread: https://www.depressionforums.org/forums/topic/154735-how-do-you-feel-right-now-7/ 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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