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I always get to the deepest darkest depression possible.  When I have completely given up on myself a light turns on the fire starts burning and nothing can put it out but me.  You know I spend days in bed and then I can't sleep at all.  I'll be mowing the grass at dark with the lights on and feel like I can never sleep again.  I'm so tired of the fight I go through.  I'm miserable!

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On ‎1‎/‎31‎/‎2017 at 0:58 PM, mikl_pls said:

What meds are you on?

I will never take meds again.  The way I see it I love the manic days.  Those are the forrest gump days where I am running across the country.  The depression days are terrible like today where I can't get out of bed.  The meds don't give me a better life.  They give the people around me a better life.  That's what meds do.  They give the people around you a better life.  When you go off the meds people don't get it.  You were so much better on the meds.  No I wasn't.  You were better!

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Try to hangout sometimes, discover new things new passions. It can help you to change the routine. :dontgetit:

Edited by Tokenhein

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