babyxgothxx Posted October 21, 2017 Share Posted October 21, 2017 I'm feeling so good because I'm tipsy drunk x lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
babyxgothxx Posted October 21, 2017 Share Posted October 21, 2017 I love this feeling... I don't want it to end lol x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
babyxgothxx Posted October 21, 2017 Share Posted October 21, 2017 I feel I should scream something from a roof-top gosh but still a bit depressed why?? x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
babyxgothxx Posted October 21, 2017 Share Posted October 21, 2017 1 hour ago, JD4010 said: No you shouldn't. You are so young! Believe it or not, there are many good times ahead for you. That's a guarantee. Hmm but I'm afraid of waking up being 40-50, unaccomplished... I've never had a boyfriend and my friends don't even care about me. How will I experience anything different? My life has never changed lol x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
babyxgothxx Posted October 21, 2017 Share Posted October 21, 2017 1 hour ago, HeatherG said: @babyxgothxx @Natasha1 whoa what happened? no one is more important than another person. We're all in this together. This is our new family, if you will. Feels like one to me, and we're all of equal value and importance here. We're all hanging onto one another here. Send me a post letting me know how you're doing. Maybe Saturday is getting better? Hugs to you and Natasha1 Well I've never accomplished anything and my friends hate me so... Yeah you're both way more important x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HeatherG Posted October 21, 2017 Share Posted October 21, 2017 1 minute ago, babyxgothxx said: Well I've never accomplished anything and my friends hate me so... Yeah you're both way more important x You've never accomplished anything??, because you're young and just starting out. you're in college/university to get started and on you're way. It takes years to accomplish a goal, sometimes longer than that (depending on the goal). I haven't accomplished anything, but I tell myself I'm trying and I'm still trying. If I base my worth on what I've done, I'll be in trouble. You're real friends don't hate you, we don't. i don't. Those facebooker's? I wouldn't count them, if we don't value them then we don't value their opinion, remember? What would a real goth girl say about that girl ignoring her, "scr*w her!" Sorry for the poor language. You matter. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted October 21, 2017 Share Posted October 21, 2017 Thank you @HeatherG and @KidSurvivor2011 hugs @babyxgothxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
salparadise6132 Posted October 21, 2017 Share Posted October 21, 2017 Turns out my nausea is not anxiety (but I am still @$#%in anxious) but just a stomach flu. Yay me! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HeatherG Posted October 21, 2017 Share Posted October 21, 2017 53 minutes ago, CoolCat7 said: It's great. I love that feeling too. Btw you are one of a kind and tour life matters. You don't have to "accomplish" anything. @babyxgothxx Gosh CC you're absolutely right, just being here is an accomplishment in itself! babygoth your life matters. A little tipsy? LOL! I wish I drank, but sensitive stomach never allowed me to. Enjoy your saturday. Thanks CC for reminding me that just being here makes us worthy, we're here and we matter. My dang family drilled into me that I have to earn or deserve or do something and accomplish something to be worthy. CC hope your saturday is treating you well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HeatherG Posted October 21, 2017 Share Posted October 21, 2017 1 hour ago, Natasha1 said: Thank you @HeatherG and @KidSurvivor2011 hugs @babyxgothxx Honey, anytime Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 It was a good idea to quit taking my gout medication. It keeps me from drinking. I know if I drink without taking the medication I won't even be able to walk. Not taking the pills forces me to make healthier choices. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 I am in Calgary. Flat tire and other issues put a dent on my weekend trip. Ah well at least I got away from home. HUGS for everyone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tilted Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 (edited) Another day of torture beginning - I'm not ok. Edited October 22, 2017 by Tilted Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 2 hours ago, Tilted said: Another day of torture beginning - I'm not ok. Damn. Life sucks for some of us. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 I was just thinking about how my life has been. I never experienced any real joy in my fifty years and I prolly never will. I am not able to experience life and enjoy the things the normal people have been able to do. It is something I will have to learn to accept. It is sad for me but it is true. Death cannot come fast enough for me. When I die I will finally be at peace. All I want is a bit of happiness. That's all. Nothing else. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tilted Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 3 minutes ago, duck said: Damn. Life sucks for some of us. You're up early duck! (Or maybe yuh never slept?) SUCKS Yes - so sick of this...it never ends. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 Just now, Tilted said: You're up early duck! (Or maybe yuh never slept?) SUCKS Yes - so sick of this...it never ends. I am just about to fall asleep. I just had a shower. It is 3:32 am here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 I drove out to the mountains resort town called Banff. It is nice to be here. Last time I was here was 2004. I got a flat tire so I have had to drive with the mini spare. Duh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ghost_reborn Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 Trying to find motivation to work on my project. I've been stuck for a week doing nothing and it really hurts. I need to make progress because if I don't I feel even worse. But because I'm already feeling bad I can't make any progress. What a crappy conundrum. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ghost_reborn Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 (edited) 8 hours ago, duck said: I am in Calgary. Flat tire and other issues put a dent on my weekend trip. Ah well at least I got away from home. HUGS for everyone. Welcome to Calgary Edited October 22, 2017 by ghost_reborn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
babyxgothxx Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 (edited) 13 hours ago, HeatherG said: You've never accomplished anything??, because you're young and just starting out. you're in college/university to get started and on you're way. It takes years to accomplish a goal, sometimes longer than that (depending on the goal). I haven't accomplished anything, but I tell myself I'm trying and I'm still trying. If I base my worth on what I've done, I'll be in trouble. You're real friends don't hate you, we don't. i don't. Those facebooker's? I wouldn't count them, if we don't value them then we don't value their opinion, remember? What would a real goth girl say about that girl ignoring her, "scr*w her!" Sorry for the poor language. You matter. I feel unaccomplished because my dream is to be a famous singer... Most pop-stars start in their teens... I feel like a failure in that sense. Thanks for the advice though. It is true what you're saying but I feel old and unaccomplished already because of my dream career; to be a teen singer lol And yeah scr*w that FB "friend"... It's ok to curse at these type of people. They deserve it! Should I unfriend her? Oh yes and don't wish you can drink... It's addictive ok? Especially for me recently. You're lucky x Edited October 22, 2017 by babyxgothxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
babyxgothxx Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 12 hours ago, CoolCat7 said: It's great. I love that feeling too. Btw you are one of a kind and tour life matters. You don't have to "accomplish" anything. Aw thanks CC! I always rate my self-worth on my accomplishments (thought people do that) and other people's opinions... It's stupid. I should learn to be independent! Oh yes and being drunk is amazing! lol x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
babyxgothxx Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 I was tipsy (drunk) last night; want that feeling back x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 5 hours ago, ghost_reborn said: Welcome to Calgary Thank you. I went to Costco but completely booked up. Wal-Mart computers are down. Duh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
babyxgothxx Posted October 22, 2017 Share Posted October 22, 2017 One of my friends just linked me a picture she took of me last year... Never saw it before. Feeling ugly as h*ll, can't stop thinking about it now x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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