LoneSquirrel Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 I feel like my blood sugar is a bit low, but I just checked it and it's not. I'm so tired of this. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sairyss Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 (edited) 1 hour ago, anarc said: I don't feel happy or sad. Somewhere in between I guess. My mind is blank. I'm frustrated for no reason. I know how that can be... Frustrated for no reason...its aggravating beyond belief Woke up at 130ish i can not go back to sleep :( Edited September 13, 2016 by sairyss 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarkHollywood Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 barely awake 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RiverLight Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 Feeling...... I don't know what. Sad? I am giving up on my friend. I hoped he would have contacted me by now since he disappeared on me, but I cannot keep holding onto hope, it is too painful. So I am letting it go. Our friendship was short-lived, even though I thought there was a higher purpose to us meeting. He and I both had said we met for a reason.. I didn't realize it was meant to be so short though. I am very sad about this & am feeling the pain of the loss, but I must let go and move on now. It's been two weeks and I don't think I will be hearing from him again. =( Sniff. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
flasquish Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 Pretty stoked, taking a 5 day weekend for my bday and spending it at the beach. If it rains, I'll walk in the rain, if it's sunny I'll get some sun on this lilly white body, but the beach I will be at one way or another. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fenris89 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 I'm tired of being myself and feeling like I do. Today I'm not gonna leave my room and will stay in bed. Tomorrow I'll try to face the world again. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ladysmurf Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 Useless as always, when will it end? 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fenris89 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 (edited) left out Edited September 13, 2016 by Fenris89 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
salparadise6132 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 6 hours ago, RiverLight said: Feeling...... I don't know what. Sad? I am giving up on my friend. I hoped he would have contacted me by now since he disappeared on me, but I cannot keep holding onto hope, it is too painful. So I am letting it go. Our friendship was short-lived, even though I thought there was a higher purpose to us meeting. He and I both had said we met for a reason.. I didn't realize it was meant to be so short though. I am very sad about this & am feeling the pain of the loss, but I must let go and move on now. It's been two weeks and I don't think I will be hearing from him again. =( Sniff. Hug Riv. I think that is the best way, and only way you can look at it. This person graced your life wonderfully but it was destined to be short (destined, I might add, by their limitations). It is awfully hard. But, looking at it is a plus and beautiful experience and moving on is the only thing you can control. Cheers Brian 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RiverLight Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 1 hour ago, salparadise6132 said: Hug Riv. I think that is the best way, and only way you can look at it. This person graced your life wonderfully but it was destined to be short (destined, I might add, by their limitations). It is awfully hard. But, looking at it is a plus and beautiful experience and moving on is the only thing you can control. Cheers Brian Perfectly stated, Brian! Hugs! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarkHollywood Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 Started taking my Effexor XR in morning... had a great day! we'll see how tomorrow goes. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fenris89 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 Stayed home. Nothing got better but at least nothing got worse as well. My lower back still hurts and I don't wanna go to the freakin doctor because of this. I'll just pop more pills and wait. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarkHollywood Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 pretty good... hoping it lasts... take it while i can get it. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AllieBee Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 I'm feeling a mixture of things, mostly overwhelmed by how much life has thrown at me the last couple of years, and this last month especially, but proud of the fact that I've hung on as best I could and didn't give up. Hopeful things will lighten up. Super excited I'm getting a laptop in the next day or two and won't have to do everything on my little screen in my phone. YAY! 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fenris89 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 (edited) it's only Tuesday and I feel emotionally drained Edited September 13, 2016 by Fenris89 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aki Sky Posted September 14, 2016 Share Posted September 14, 2016 Feeling focused.... and pondering many things. How you survive makes you who you are ~ 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chasinghappiness Posted September 14, 2016 Share Posted September 14, 2016 I applied for a job, hung out with a friend, and sat under the warm sun for 2 hours ... I feel good. If only everyday were like this :) 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aki Sky Posted September 14, 2016 Share Posted September 14, 2016 6 hours ago, Fenris89 said: left out Left-out, overlooked, estranged, misfit, lonely, black sheep, and pondering thoughts Slience your greatest friend/weapon. The quieter we are... the more you are able to hear. Forcing oneself to accept solitude abd fighting loneliness... this is the life of a roamer/loner. You become your best friend and no longer need or rely on anyone else. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted September 14, 2016 Share Posted September 14, 2016 tired, physically and emotionally irritated 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
salparadise6132 Posted September 14, 2016 Share Posted September 14, 2016 1 hour ago, Aki Sky said: Feeling focused.... and pondering many things. How you survive makes you who you are ~ What a nice line that is, my friend: "how you survive makes you who you are." Fantastic!!! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smcine Posted September 14, 2016 Share Posted September 14, 2016 @RiverLight - glad you got your money back. To you and all US members of DF, the IRS will never call you. They contact you by mail. I guy I work with got the same call but he knew that the IRS never calls and he told them that. They hung up quickly. If a caller asks for gift cards, it is probably a scam. Be careful enough, the world is full of shady people. There are a lot of good people too, we just don't hear about them. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smcine Posted September 14, 2016 Share Posted September 14, 2016 Feeling good. Went for a walk today at lunch. It was beautiful outside. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aki Sky Posted September 14, 2016 Share Posted September 14, 2016 1 hour ago, salparadise6132 said: What a nice line that is, my friend: "how you survive makes you who you are." Fantastic!!! Taken from a Rise Against song ;) I'm feeling mellow right now but I've come to a crossroad... I'm done with people and going it alone from now on. I have one close friend and that's all I need. Humanity and society have sicken me up to my neck. Wherever I may roam not needing any bullsh** to slow me down. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Almha Posted September 14, 2016 Share Posted September 14, 2016 It's hard to determine how I feel right now. You think you're improving with time, but you're fooling no one. You physically try to present yourself with how you'd like to feel, but it's that of a simple act. People say when you smile it makes you feel happier.. I beg to differ. It drains what little energy you had with a end result resembling that of someone fake and warped. You can't change what swirls around in your mind. Minutes, hours, days, months.. years. Suggestions and advice just delay the inevitable, you'll always be you, though. Tomorrow will carry on regardless of this mind-game. It always does, sadly. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Veruca Posted September 14, 2016 Share Posted September 14, 2016 Feeling even keel 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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