Natasha1 Posted October 23, 2017 Share Posted October 23, 2017 First a neverending revving of a car now some kind of gardening appliance. On off on off. Ugh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KidSurvivor2011 Posted October 25, 2017 Share Posted October 25, 2017 To move forward, I need to take baby steps? How about I just walk backwards off a cliff? It would be so much easier. - KS Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SpiralingMind Posted November 2, 2017 Share Posted November 2, 2017 hypothetical thought: how many times do i have to fail before i give up? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chris8088 Posted November 2, 2017 Share Posted November 2, 2017 9 minutes ago, SpiralingMind said: hypothetical thought: how many times do i have to fail before i give up? You haven't failed until you give up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SpiralingMind Posted November 2, 2017 Share Posted November 2, 2017 22 minutes ago, chris8088 said: You haven't failed until you give up. That's good advice. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KidSurvivor2011 Posted November 2, 2017 Share Posted November 2, 2017 I believe I have Anthropophobia. - KS Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mark250 Posted November 2, 2017 Share Posted November 2, 2017 Wish there was more to life than cold Darwinian survival. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted November 2, 2017 Share Posted November 2, 2017 What if i dont get there in time to get a spot? Limited number. :( Id be crushed Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SpiralingMind Posted November 3, 2017 Share Posted November 3, 2017 From Science Daily: Quote Scientists have identified a key chemical within the 'memory' region of the brain that allows us to suppress unwanted thoughts, helping explain why people who suffer from disorders such as anxiety, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), depression, and schizophrenia often experience persistent intrusive thoughts when these circuits go awry. I want some of that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted November 4, 2017 Share Posted November 4, 2017 Nice try. No really. Nice try. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted November 4, 2017 Share Posted November 4, 2017 It's the courage the cowardly dog show starring courage the cowardly dog. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KidSurvivor2011 Posted November 4, 2017 Share Posted November 4, 2017 Daylight Savings Time ending for me on the east coast of the US, 02:00 AM. I get an extra hour of sleep. I'll take it. - KS Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starglazer1 Posted November 6, 2017 Share Posted November 6, 2017 Realizing i hate daylight savings time... another hour of insomnia while the rest of the world seems to be asleep (I don’t think I’ve slept since I was 14... how is that possible). But I’ll be SO tried in the morning.. yay.. more to look forward too. FYI - today is definitely not my day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LonelyHiker Posted November 9, 2017 Share Posted November 9, 2017 Six years of severe clinical depression and suicidal ideation have really taken a toll... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SpiralingMind Posted November 14, 2017 Share Posted November 14, 2017 Pumpkin seeds are high in tryptophan, which we need to make serotonin, higher per ounce than poultry. (The Chrome dictionary wants to change tryptophan into Aristophanes. ???) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted November 15, 2017 Share Posted November 15, 2017 I guess hes planning it now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
samadhiSheol Posted November 16, 2017 Share Posted November 16, 2017 Why the ff am I still alive? No one as empty, as angry, as impotent should be allowed to live. Perhaps todays the day One can only wish. Death and oblivion. I want out of this pointlessness. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wizardwarrior315 Posted November 16, 2017 Share Posted November 16, 2017 13 minutes ago, samadhiSheol said: Why the ff am I still alive? No one as empty, as angry, as impotent should be allowed to live. Perhaps todays the day One can only wish. Death and oblivion. I want out of this pointlessness. The way out is to find your way into something you enjoy. Do you like art? Doodle on something. Have you gone outside lately? Go for a jog/bike ride/walk while the leaves are still pretty. Do you have to get up super early and/or stay up super late? Watch the sunrise/sunset. It brings you a new color combination every day (for free). So you see, there's a lot things to live for, and I haven't even mentioned any of the bigger things yet. You've got this :). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
samadhiSheol Posted November 16, 2017 Share Posted November 16, 2017 I don't do "enjoy". I don't even know what enjoyment means anymore. In the past I tried to distract myself with things I "enjoy". Yes, I've done all that. Running, walking sunrise sunset, reading artgalleries.. it all leaves me cold. I see it. i do it. But it means nothing to me. It leads nowhere ohter than to where I am right now. Nothing changes. I still despise myself, my thoughts my body, My very being. I am still left empty in the pointlessness that is my life or more to the point travesty of life. Some of us are just not meant for life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KidSurvivor2011 Posted November 19, 2017 Share Posted November 19, 2017 Question everything, trust no one. - KS Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted November 20, 2017 Share Posted November 20, 2017 Is it human nature to be ignorant and hateful? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LonelyHiker Posted November 20, 2017 Share Posted November 20, 2017 On 11/16/2017 at 0:57 AM, samadhiSheol said: I don't do "enjoy". I don't even know what enjoyment means anymore. In the past I tried to distract myself with things I "enjoy". Yes, I've done all that. Running, walking sunrise sunset, reading artgalleries.. it all leaves me cold. I see it. i do it. But it means nothing to me. It leads nowhere ohter than to where I am right now. Nothing changes. I still despise myself, my thoughts my body, My very being. I am still left empty in the pointlessness that is my life or more to the point travesty of life. Some of us are just not meant for life. Yes, some of us are not meant for life. I wish I could trade places with my deceased friends. They deserve another chance. I am a waste of space... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KidSurvivor2011 Posted November 21, 2017 Share Posted November 21, 2017 My parents died in their early 30s. I'm in my early 30s. Hopefully next year will be my turn. **** life. - KS Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bebop Posted November 30, 2017 Share Posted November 30, 2017 I never realized how much stuff I have that I don't even want until I started packing to move. Where did it come from? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shio Posted December 1, 2017 Share Posted December 1, 2017 Why the #$#$ do i allow myself to signup for online dating rightfully knowing I will not like any of the men. As if he will understand what depression is and willing to live happily ever after with me( sarcasim) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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