Xenia in Wonderland Posted May 18, 2017 Share Posted May 18, 2017 My head feels kind of empty, I've got not so many thoughts and ideas lately, so I haven't been posting here for a while... I read every new post but can't find words to respond to any of it. I don't even know why I'm posting this, anyway... What's the point? I don't feel like I can help anyone, so why bother. I just feel like a stranger everywhere, with no real sense of belonging. I'm not sure this is the right place for me, and I'm not sure I will stay here much longer. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KidSurvivor2011 Posted May 18, 2017 Share Posted May 18, 2017 Nothing to see here, keep scrolling... - KS 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopekaK Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 I feel like I'm on an unfinished to- to list. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopekaK Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 On 5/11/2017 at 11:16 AM, Azealia said: Wanted to make vinegar chips (can't get them here), but I'm feeling agoraphobic and the friend I'm staying with won't go with me to the store because he ran out of clean underwear. No offense but that just sounds like a Seinfeld episode! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 Damned wind gusts!!!!!! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopekaK Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 2 minutes ago, Natasha1 said: Damned wind gusts!!!!!! Love the wind 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 (edited) I do when i dont have my pepper and tomato babies snapping in it. Since i grow from seed im attached. I still find it unsettling normally. @TopekaK Edited May 20, 2017 by Natasha1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SpiralingMind Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 The bus stop today strangely smelled like a pre-millennium laundromat -- fabric softener and ashtray. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PraiseBrownies Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 I like the way cotton yarn feels. Knitting with it is nice. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 I hope nobody here or anywhere ever has to wake up and live their life like me. I've been addicted to something usually multiple things for my entire life. I never get a day off or a moments peace. It's all day every day chasing after something addictive. If I'm awake I'm lost in some type of addiction. My dreams are usually even about it. Every time I'm able to get out of my rusty cage I just walk out of it right into another rusty cage. I have no idea how to sit and relax or how to enjoy the things I already have. I'm as manic as ricochet rabbit all day long running for something. It never stops until I pass out from exhaustion and get a few hours of sleep and then it starts all over again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SpiralingMind Posted May 21, 2017 Share Posted May 21, 2017 (((sober))) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted May 21, 2017 Share Posted May 21, 2017 Ever since I decided to change my name to sober4life it has been a curse. I've been far from sober since. I have to believe one day it will be true. The thing with the drinking is it's the last thing and the hardest thing to quit. All the other things I have quit makes the last addiction the most massive one of all because it is the only thing holding back everything. When I was young I had numerous addictions. The last addiction is always the hardest one to beat. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted June 4, 2017 Share Posted June 4, 2017 I will always be hated. And its my fault. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted June 4, 2017 Share Posted June 4, 2017 That's not true. I like you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted June 4, 2017 Share Posted June 4, 2017 Thank you for being nice to me @sober4life Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted June 5, 2017 Share Posted June 5, 2017 6 hours ago, Natasha1 said: Thank you for being nice to me @sober4life I see something in you an ultimate good. When you became mod here that was the best choice this place made. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wisteria Posted June 10, 2017 Share Posted June 10, 2017 Addiction is a scary thing. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted June 10, 2017 Share Posted June 10, 2017 My mind is always looking for problems, even when they're aren't any. Why can't I just enjoy the day without obsessive negative thoughts creeping in? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Mozzer Posted June 11, 2017 Share Posted June 11, 2017 I hate being me. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted June 12, 2017 Share Posted June 12, 2017 ((@Lady Mozzer)) 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DarkRain Posted June 17, 2017 Share Posted June 17, 2017 Why can't I stop feeling hungry? I want to lose weight but ultimately give in because this hungry feeling won't go away. I just want to stop feeling hungry. Or else be able to eat a ton of food with no consequences. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KidSurvivor2011 Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 "What have we done to the world?"..."Where did we go wrong?"..."Do you even give a damn?" Lyrics from "Earth Song" by Michael Jackson. Good questions indeed. - KS 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted June 25, 2017 Share Posted June 25, 2017 This is the first time all day I've been able to log on into depressionforums.org, and I tried for hours. It was very frustrating; I tried restarting my computer, resetting my browser, and using incognito mode to no effect. I don't know if it's a problem with my computer or the site. This is the second time this has happened. Oh, well. It seems to be working for me now. Hope it stays that way. Wish I could remember all the things I wanted to express earlier today... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted July 2, 2017 Share Posted July 2, 2017 Blah blah blah, blahdy blah. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KidSurvivor2011 Posted July 4, 2017 Share Posted July 4, 2017 < ^ __ ^ > - KS 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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