Yosemite Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feel very strange.....not a great feeling 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jesslynn111 Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feeling bummed that it is Sunday night already, the past few days went by so fast, but was a nice little break from work. Back into the routine tomorrow. It was nice to spend time with family and there was relatively little drama. :) I hope everyone had a nice Thanksgiving (if you celebrate). I'm hoping I won't have too stressful of a day tomorrow, I'll try not to focus on it too much so that I can relax and enjoy the rest of tonight. Sunday night blues aren't fun for anyone. Hope you all are able to have a peaceful evening. 11 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skylark1 Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Trying very hard to keep to the right path. 11 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
havehope Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Trying very hard to keep to the right path.Frozen, you are on the right path.... have faith in yourself, my dear. You will make it. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scienceguy Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Getting a little worried I won,t to be able to find a job in the next two months I did about 50 job applications sense thursday hopefully I get a call back,from one of them. 12 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
raspberryx Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feeling quite lonely all of a sudden. Not sure who I can reach out to, so I made an account on these forums. Hopefully it helps :) 13 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
queenofepic Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feeling quite lonely all of a sudden. Not sure who I can reach out to, so I made an account on these forums. Hopefully it helps :)You've come to the right place! Welcome! I made an account here due to falling back into my depression and anxiety and everyone is very nice and supportive. I am sending positive vibes your way! I was able to get a little writing done today so I'm happy about that. Tomorrow I have a couple of errands to run, it'll be my first time going out by myself in over a week... I've just been staying home most of the time unless I go see a friend or go out with my sweetie. Maybe the fresh air will do me some good. Hope everyone has a lovely night. 11 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
salparadise6132 Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feeling quite lonely all of a sudden. Not sure who I can reach out to, so I made an account on these forums. Hopefully it helps :) Agree with queenofepic - welcome. You aren't alone, Respberryx- we are here for you. I am sorry you are feeling this way. I've been there, I think we all have. It is awful. But, it won't last!!! You will feel better again! Hugs to you!!!!!! Brian 10 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
raspberryx Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feeling quite lonely all of a sudden. Not sure who I can reach out to, so I made an account on these forums. Hopefully it helps :)You've come to the right place! Welcome! I made an account here due to falling back into my depression and anxiety and everyone is very nice and supportive. I am sending positive vibes your way! I was able to get a little writing done today so I'm happy about that. Tomorrow I have a couple of errands to run, it'll be my first time going out by myself in over a week... I've just been staying home most of the time unless I go see a friend or go out with my sweetie. Maybe the fresh air will do me some good. Hope everyone has a lovely night. Feeling quite lonely all of a sudden. Not sure who I can reach out to, so I made an account on these forums. Hopefully it helps :) Agree with queenofepic - welcome. You aren't alone, Respberryx- we are here for you. I am sorry you are feeling this way. I've been there, I think we all have. It is awful. But, it won't last!!! You will feel better again! Hugs to you!!!!!! Brian Thank you both for the positive thoughts. Reading your words has lifted my mood a little already. :) *hugs* 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
salparadise6132 Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Big smile here raspberryx!!!! Again, sorry the suckage of depression has got hold of you. But, you will feel well again! (((hugs))) B 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Mozzer Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 I`m feeling pretty low tonight.I think I`m going to go to bed in a bit.Hopefully I can sleep tonight. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chris27_ Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 I'm always awake at night and sleepy in the daytime. It's no good being an NBA fan when you are living in the UK. Other than being nocternal i'm pretty good. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shawn81 Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Stupid and hopeful for no reason. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feeling sleepy and tired. I changed my sister's car battery then I watched football. I went to the drug store and later on to meet friends. Trying to work on my anger issues using Thought Records. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Camellia Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Getting a little worried I won,t to be able to find a job in the next two months I did about 50 job applications sense thursday hopefully I get a call back,from one of them.I hope you'll get a job soon Scienceguy 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Camellia Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feeling quite lonely all of a sudden. Not sure who I can reach out to, so I made an account on these forums. Hopefully it helps :)I hope you feel better soon Raspberryx. This is a nice place. Everyone is very kind and supportive. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Camellia Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 I feel like giving up. Hang in there Teddy ((((((((((((((((((((((((Teddy))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Camellia Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feeling numb. Trying to talk here but nothing comes out. As always. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
havehope Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feeling worried and anxious... on pins and needles waiting to see if my boss responds to my message. She hasn't responded yet. My boyfriend said that if she was looking for an excuse to get rid of me, then my message could be a tipping point. Hopefully that's not the case. I still don't know what I'm going to say to her. This weekend was a bit tough to get through. 10 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mikayla Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Feeling numb. Trying to talk here but nothing comes out. As always.(((((Camelia))))) You like cats, I am afraid of them but take a look at a cute creature which resembles my darling at home. Some are scared of rodents :)))http://m.123rf.com/photo-12092837_hamster.html 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
soakedkitty Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 I'm sleepy but alright, for the most part today. I keep going back to the adoption from almost 3 years ago. Some days I'm ok with it, others it tears me apart. I'm going to get a tattoo sometime in January. A Celtic motherhood tattoo linked to a smaller one (to symbolize distance) with a heart line and on that line a blue star, for the son I gave up. I just need to put it to paper when I finally get motivated. I think I'll concentrate my energy on Christmas for now. When I think too much about it all, I start to have something like a breakdown. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epictetus Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Overjoyed that I am over the flu. 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mywarmblood Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 (edited) Exhausted. Miserable. Can't get more than a half hour of sleep without getting woken up by bugs. On me, under me, in my blanket, in my pillows, under the sheet... Too dead to do anything to stop it. No money. No point. I don't matter. Getting more inhuman each day. Feel like a wild animal getting picked apart by vultures. I'm already dead is what it is. Buried alive 6 feet deep in the rotting ground. Wooden walls in every direction at the five-star maggot hotel. No home here left to live in and no home out there left to find. Trapped here, better get used to it. Only one way out and I'm too much of a coward to pull that card. Until one day I'm not. Then I find my home in a ditch. Can't stop thinking about that day I nearly melted to death. The pain I felt. The begging and the screaming. Like a hurt child crying out for its parent. But nobody came. I felt my true value that day. That was the day I knew for sure it was just me out here. That 8 hours of pure hell. Shoulda been the day. Everything after is just unnecessary cruelty. Edited November 30, 2015 by mywarmblood 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kaniro Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Tired. Exhausted. Always tired. And now its time for my monthly hell. I hate my body. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopekaK Posted November 30, 2015 Share Posted November 30, 2015 Tired. Exhausted. Always tired. And now its time for my monthly hell. I hate my body.Odd as it seems i like my cycles. It felt like my body was working and all the flutters and cramping and moods etc proved i was alive and that in a few, it'll be back to the way it was before. anatomy is intriguing to me. But i wasn't always like this so I feel your pain! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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