Dolphin2013 Posted April 13, 2017 Share Posted April 13, 2017 On 4/8/2017 at 10:16 PM, mulberrypie said: In the pines, in the pines where the sun don't ever shine, I would shiver the whole night through. (a folk song covered by Nirvana) I love that song. I've never heard Nirvana's version. It's Leadbelly's song, I believe. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mulberrypie Posted April 13, 2017 Share Posted April 13, 2017 1 hour ago, Dolphin2013 said: I love that song. I've never heard Nirvana's version. It's Leadbelly's song, I believe. Yes, Kurt Cobain was a huge fan of Leadbelly. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epictetus Posted April 13, 2017 Share Posted April 13, 2017 I'm wondering how I'm going to get through the next few days. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dolphin2013 Posted April 14, 2017 Share Posted April 14, 2017 hang on @Epictetus 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dolphin2013 Posted April 14, 2017 Share Posted April 14, 2017 It's Mercury Retrograde. No wonder. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted April 14, 2017 Share Posted April 14, 2017 Whenever I need to be up, I'm falling asleep. And when I should be sleeping, I'm wide awake. I really think my body likes messing with me. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted April 14, 2017 Share Posted April 14, 2017 I get to watch some more Season 11 episodes of Supernatural! 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted April 14, 2017 Share Posted April 14, 2017 1 hour ago, Dolphin2013 said: It's Mercury Retrograde. No wonder. Bugs me too 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mulberrypie Posted April 14, 2017 Share Posted April 14, 2017 2 hours ago, Dolphin2013 said: It's Mercury Retrograde. No wonder. Oh no!! Not again!!!! 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mulberrypie Posted April 14, 2017 Share Posted April 14, 2017 2 hours ago, evalynn said: Whenever I need to be up, I'm falling asleep. And when I should be sleeping, I'm wide awake. I really think my body likes messing with me. The exact same thing happens to meThat's why we run into each other so often on here 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted April 17, 2017 Share Posted April 17, 2017 Yes that's all I hear in my mind but is it all in my mind or is really true? 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted April 17, 2017 Share Posted April 17, 2017 Its not true for either of you 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted April 18, 2017 Share Posted April 18, 2017 If I don't stop drinking, I will be dead in short order. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Azealia Posted April 18, 2017 Share Posted April 18, 2017 Everybody hates you, nobody loves you. Repeat constantly all ****ing day. I feel like it's worse, it's not hate. It's complete indifference or that I'm being a bother, and lack of love. That's why it's like darkness, it's about what's not there, the absence of light. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Azealia Posted April 18, 2017 Share Posted April 18, 2017 If I don't stop drinking, I will be dead in short order. JD find a replacement habit? Idk I wish I could help somehow :( 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Azealia Posted April 18, 2017 Share Posted April 18, 2017 Ok so my mind. I'm on thin ice with admitting how awful all this got. I feel like I need help but I don't know how or where from. I take the stupid meds and they help nothing. iTS APRIL ALREADY. Time escapes me and scares me. Nightmares keep torturing me. I've never known what it's like to be healthy. I have nothing to go back to. I'll be alone tomorrow for the whole day. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
samadhiSheol Posted April 20, 2017 Share Posted April 20, 2017 I don't have a place in this world. I hate the nothingness I am. I hate myself. I'm tired of the futile efforts of finding a purpose, happiness, whatever. They don't exist. Existence is pointless and haphazard. I want my life to end now. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sober4life Posted April 21, 2017 Share Posted April 21, 2017 10 hours ago, samadhiSheol said: I don't have a place in this world. I hate the nothingness I am. I hate myself. I'm tired of the futile efforts of finding a purpose, happiness, whatever. They don't exist. Existence is pointless and haphazard. I want my life to end now. Sadly I know exactly how you feel. I have felt that same way for decades. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evalynn Posted April 21, 2017 Share Posted April 21, 2017 Trying to muster up the desire to do some yoga or something. I've been on the couch all day. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lunachick Posted April 21, 2017 Share Posted April 21, 2017 Ok so my mind. I'm on thin ice with admitting how awful all this got. I feel like I need help but I don't know how or where from. I take the stupid meds and they help nothing. iTS APRIL ALREADY. Time escapes me and scares me. Nightmares keep torturing me. I've never known what it's like to be healthy. I have nothing to go back to. I'll be alone tomorrow for the whole day. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lunachick Posted April 21, 2017 Share Posted April 21, 2017 I'm wondering how I'm going to get through the next few days. How's it going, @Epictetus ? 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Azealia Posted April 21, 2017 Share Posted April 21, 2017 (edited) How are you hearting all that sad bs????! XD Edited April 21, 2017 by Azealia 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lunachick Posted April 21, 2017 Share Posted April 21, 2017 How are you hearting all that sad bs????! XD I'm sending my love!!!! ACCEPT IT!! XD 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natasha1 Posted April 30, 2017 Share Posted April 30, 2017 Maybe...just maybe i can become a good piano player again. I just want to be a better teacher so im working on my stuff and will perform in June. Re-doing some exams too. God i let my skills go downhill for 20 years. I took my stuff to a fellow teacher to get some feedback...she said i sure picked a hard one. You bet i did. Lol. Im regretting that a bit but im determined to make this piece work. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted April 30, 2017 Share Posted April 30, 2017 I've got this enormous project deadline hanging over my head. I am supposed to be training someone else to do this. I've been doing it for 28 years now. The other person really does not want to do it and actually resents my methodology. But they don't want to develop any of their own. I learned it "from scratch". 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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