Nissala Posted November 17, 2015 Share Posted November 17, 2015 the tension in this house. Tension and depression don't mix at all... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
havehope Posted November 17, 2015 Share Posted November 17, 2015 Not wanting to do the chores I have to do today, including grocery shoppingSame here. Not at all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anita_123 Posted November 18, 2015 Share Posted November 18, 2015 Pretty worried that I won't be able to get into local universities. Might have to consider universities abroad. Australia, perhaps? I think UK and US will be too dangerous. :/ I'm not sure. I'm so confused. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nissala Posted November 18, 2015 Share Posted November 18, 2015 Very scared that this round with depression is a losing battle since it takes so long to see counselors and doctors without insurance, still haven't found the right meds, I placed a call to my doc this morning because the "bad" thoughts of not being here anymore have been so strong the past few days...and the damn crying wont stop. I'm tired of being like this.. I don't have to be happy, but I don't want to be like this anymore! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kaniro Posted November 18, 2015 Share Posted November 18, 2015 I'm annoyed with myself. I just want to stay home today, but I can't. I can tomorrow though. Just need to get through today. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted November 18, 2015 Share Posted November 18, 2015 I wish I could go back to HS and do life all over again. I have that same thought quite often. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted November 18, 2015 Share Posted November 18, 2015 Pretty worried that I won't be able to get into local universities. Might have to consider universities abroad. Australia, perhaps?I think UK and US will be too dangerous. :/I'm not sure. I'm so confused. The US isn't dangerous, though the media love to keep the fear level cranked up all the time. A scared population is easier to control. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kaniro Posted November 20, 2015 Share Posted November 20, 2015 I need to go to bed early tonight and I already don't want to Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hocico Posted November 20, 2015 Share Posted November 20, 2015 (edited) I should be looking forward to this so why do I feel scared. Maybe it cos I haven't been on a second datein several years, everyone keeps telling me "well if she liked you enough to see you again then it should be easy"but I keep worrying the first time was a fluke. I think I am scared because I have never met someone who seems so close to having everythingI could ever want in a woman like she does. Ah well into the unknown I go, I never stand anyone up so that isn't an option either. Edited November 20, 2015 by hocico 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
law055car Posted November 20, 2015 Share Posted November 20, 2015 Having a hard time with getting along with some co workers mostly one. Been trying to work on letting things go but its not working. Its like there are to sides at work. So when I try to let things not get to me I have other co workers saying what I am thinking.My family is sick of it. And its hurting my relationship with the BF. I cant quit my job there are not to many out there. with the hours I need and I can leave if I have to. to take care of my kid.Wondering if I should get back on meds to help calm the anxity down. Getting new manager at work and so things are only going to get worse there.Do I? don't I go on meds. Its called life its every where you work so should I just get over it? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hocico Posted November 20, 2015 Share Posted November 20, 2015 Having a hard time with getting along with some co workers mostly one. Been trying to work on letting things go but its not working. Its like there are to sides at work. So when I try to let things not get to me I have other co workers saying what I am thinking.My family is sick of it. And its hurting my relationship with the BF. I cant quit my job there are not to many out there. with the hours I need and I can leave if I have to. to take care of my kid.Wondering if I should get back on meds to help calm the anxity down. Getting new manager at work and so things are only going to get worse there.Do I? don't I go on meds. Its called life its every where you work so should I just get over it?sending you some ((hugs)) 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RedHobbes Posted November 20, 2015 Share Posted November 20, 2015 Sitting here hoping job lead comes through. Job hunting with anx and depr feels like trying to swim in quicksand. Meds help a little but desire to not leave the house gets stronger every day. Just one more minute under the covers please. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
survivingdepression1 Posted November 20, 2015 Share Posted November 20, 2015 And now enraged that my boss is asking me to work on the Thanksgiving holidays (both days) when it's supposed to be two days off!!!! What the hell. Beyond P'd off.awww, I'm sorry 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
20YearsandCounting Posted November 21, 2015 Share Posted November 21, 2015 Turkey Day is less than a week away and the anxiety and conflicting feelings are tearing me apart. :verysad3: No matter what I choose, I'll kick myself for not choosing the other. :verysad3: 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kaniro Posted November 21, 2015 Share Posted November 21, 2015 I just love her and her face so much. I want a girlfriend like her 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
law055car Posted November 22, 2015 Share Posted November 22, 2015 (edited) Getting ready for work and trying to find ways to stay happy at work. when I cant stand one of my co workers. I have had a bad attitude for weeks now and I need to get over it. I am better than that.I have to believe some day that it will catch up to them. And some day some one will see all the hard work I do.I have a big mouth on me at times and its hard to keep it shut.If I keep a smile on my face they wont win Edited November 22, 2015 by law055car Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shio Posted November 22, 2015 Share Posted November 22, 2015 Wishing I had a friend who would call and say, "Hey let's go out and see a movie or something" 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nissala Posted November 22, 2015 Share Posted November 22, 2015 I need to get my hair cut...well, that's different. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AngelWingz Posted November 22, 2015 Share Posted November 22, 2015 I'm worried about Thanksgiving. Trying to figure out which one of my smiles to wear so that I can fit in properly with the rest of my family. I have to pick out the right lie, and make up excuses about everything. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tungsten Aromatics Posted November 22, 2015 Author Share Posted November 22, 2015 (((Angelwingz))) Family get togeathers can be a stressful time but I'm sure you'll pull through. :) 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marie241 Posted November 22, 2015 Share Posted November 22, 2015 The music I should have been learning all week for choir but on,y looked at for a few minutes (tomorrow evening is the next rehearsal) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
havehope Posted November 23, 2015 Share Posted November 23, 2015 I hate my job. :verysad3: :verysad3: :verysad3: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
havehope Posted November 24, 2015 Share Posted November 24, 2015 My anger and resentment towards my boss is reaching an all time high. I'm afraid I'm going to explode on her soon for her lack of communication and constant finger pointing/blaming. Next time she snaps at me or tries to blame me for something, I most likely will end up snapping back at her. My job is completely draining me of any energy to start this certification course I need to get the hell out of this job. I'm at a complete and utter loss... all is starting to feel hopeless. :verysad3: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nissala Posted November 24, 2015 Share Posted November 24, 2015 Hoping..(ha..like that ever works) that I will fall exhausted into bed and go instantly to sleep without all the issues, self-blaming and crap flying repetitively through my freaking brain! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
20YearsandCounting Posted November 24, 2015 Share Posted November 24, 2015 (((((havehope))))) Sweet dreams, nissala. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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