anita_123 Posted July 27, 2015 Share Posted July 27, 2015 mentally preparing myself for school tomorrow :-( 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PessimOptimist Posted July 27, 2015 Share Posted July 27, 2015 Pretty much nothing but negative, self-destructive thoughts of failure. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anita_123 Posted July 27, 2015 Share Posted July 27, 2015 Pretty much nothing but negative, self-destructive thoughts of failure. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
in the shadows Posted July 27, 2015 Share Posted July 27, 2015 Thinking about what to do now . My insurance will not pay for the hearing aid i need for my ear that was hit . Lost some hearing and theres constant ringing and discomfort. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anita_123 Posted July 30, 2015 Share Posted July 30, 2015 The day is nearing. I'm going to miss him. I really am. I hope I'll be able to see him before he leaves. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dolphin2013 Posted July 30, 2015 Share Posted July 30, 2015 I just thought of an old lover I had not thought about in a while. I was so...addicted to him. He could do anything to me. He had a wife, and another girlfriend who all came before me. And I accepted that as if it was natural. To be so in love and to be so unhealthy...I was so obsessed with him.And when he called my house or the lab where I had my work study job, he put on a different voice so no one answering the phone would recognize his. And he would give a phony name. And if we crossed paths on campus, he would pretend he didn't know me if there were any people around.I wonder if he's still alive, now. I found out that he was recently married to his his 3rd wife, and had a daughter. And now I have a touch of vertigo, as if the past wants to pull me back into itself. He is or was 33 years older than me. He would be quite old now.Okay. I am going to stop this. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JD4010 Posted July 30, 2015 Share Posted July 30, 2015 How I can't be my girlfriend, who is suffering. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SFChristianGirl Posted August 3, 2015 Share Posted August 3, 2015 Debating on whether or not I should call my dentist tomorrow. My chipped tooth is still really hurting. I don't know what to do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KidSurvivor2011 Posted August 3, 2015 Share Posted August 3, 2015 My uncertain future 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
neurotic_lady89 Posted August 3, 2015 Share Posted August 3, 2015 My lack of productivity today. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anita_123 Posted August 3, 2015 Share Posted August 3, 2015 about going home 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
in the shadows Posted August 4, 2015 Share Posted August 4, 2015 Stupid crap. I let things bother me easily. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SFChristianGirl Posted August 5, 2015 Share Posted August 5, 2015 The pain my tooth is causing me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
in the shadows Posted August 5, 2015 Share Posted August 5, 2015 I need to exercise. My legs are getting weak 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anita_123 Posted August 5, 2015 Share Posted August 5, 2015 my school staff is so s***ty, they are so rude but what do you really expect from a s***ty school Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
in the shadows Posted August 5, 2015 Share Posted August 5, 2015 **** is on my mind Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GoldenEve Posted August 5, 2015 Share Posted August 5, 2015 House renovation seems to never end and are very expensive. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
verDominai Posted August 5, 2015 Share Posted August 5, 2015 "Should I have kept the cat inside?""She's fine""What if she isn't""She's probably out hunting""She's probably dead in a ditch""Lots of cars out there.. And people""If someone's done something to her I will hunt them down" Ugh. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PessimOptimist Posted August 5, 2015 Share Posted August 5, 2015 (edited) SenorDomino - so sorry to learn about your cat. Sincerely hoping things work out for the best and she shows up on your doorstep unscathed. While doing my job...I'm on lunch break right now... My next therapy session where I share with her the six pages of Failures vs 1 page of Positives I've come up with (on my own because I was so depressed yesterday), discussing with her my ultimate goals of peace and balance and hopefully a career change into something I'm passionate about, and how the hell she's going to help me get there. Edited August 5, 2015 by PessimOptimist 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Garnetred Posted August 5, 2015 Share Posted August 5, 2015 I have an appointment today with a new doctor in the same practice as my newly retired doctor.... feeling pretty anxious over that. i know she has access to my medical files but she doesn't know me and my issues.....I've spent most of my time in there in some kind of emotional state and this new doctor might not understand that....so I'm anxious 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Mozzer Posted August 6, 2015 Share Posted August 6, 2015 All the stuff I need to do. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anita_123 Posted August 8, 2015 Share Posted August 8, 2015 why do I always drive people away 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
verDominai Posted August 8, 2015 Share Posted August 8, 2015 why do I always drive people away I know this feel. Then I remember that it's because depression makes me want to be left alone in peace, because I distrust people as I've had bad luck with them and because I have no social skills whatsoever. Ack. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anita_123 Posted August 8, 2015 Share Posted August 8, 2015 why do I always drive people awayI know this feel.Then I remember that it's because depression makes me want to be left alone in peace, because I distrust people as I've had bad luck with them and because I have no social skills whatsoever.Ack.((Hugs)) 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cupcake_girl Posted August 8, 2015 Share Posted August 8, 2015 I really want to take a vacation.. I was at my grandfathers birthday party today and everyone was talking about their vacations, some went to really amazing places like South Africa or Greece. I felt like my summer is so boring because I can't even afford a simple vacation, leave alone to such amazing places. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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