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I'm in so much pain right now... My mother put our cat to sleep because she didn't want to give it medicine for thyroidism... I'm so alone right now. It's 4:37pm on 8/9/2014. I've not been able to sleep all night, the only time I tried to sleep I couldn't stop dreaming about my cat. I feel so distraught. I don't know what to do. I didn't even get to say goodbye. My brother didn't either. I can't for the life of me understand why my mother didn't at least wait for us to let her see her... She didn't even stay to watch it being put down... I mean now I blame myself for not being able to stop my mother. I got frustrated and fed up because I couldn't give her the medicine myself and in my frustration and anger I told my mother she either needed to deal with the medication herself OR put it to sleep. I just can't stop crying and thinking about this. I'm never going to get to see my cat again. I keep remember things and it just sets me off. I don't know what to do
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After nearly 18 hours after she killed my cat, I haven't slept at all I havn't stopped crying, I can't eat I feel like Im about to collapse at any moment. My mother hurt me in a way I don't know if I can recover. I can NEVER forgive her for what she did yesturday. I'm so depressed and upset I can't put it into words... I feel sick to my stomach

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We have another... It's like 8 years old my aunt told me I shouldn't get another but I think I want to simply because I can't seem to be without 2 cats at least I just need to rest right now I haven't slept at all I am physically emotionally and mentally fatiqued to the point of collapse. I can't eat, I can't sleep and I don't understand why its hitting me this hard. I have to feel she's in a MUCH better place than I right now, and I mean I'm getting this worked up over my cat, while all kinds of crap is happening on the other side of the world... I don't feel it's fair, yet I can't help being this upset. At this point I just want this to STOP. I want to sleep -_-

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hello there I am sorry you lost your cat, its not easy loosing a pet, they are part of the family , I believe, and it must be hard since you didn't get to say bye,

I hope you can get some sleep soon, that may help with the way you feel right now, sorry you are feeling so bad,

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I'm in so much pain right now... My mother put our cat to sleep because she didn't want to give it medicine for thyroidism... I'm so alone right now. It's 4:37pm on 8/9/2014. I've not been able to sleep all night, the only time I tried to sleep I couldn't stop dreaming about my cat. I feel so distraught. I don't know what to do. I didn't even get to say goodbye. My brother didn't either. I can't for the life of me understand why my mother didn't at least wait for us to let her see her... She didn't even stay to watch it being put down... I mean now I blame myself for not being able to stop my mother. I got frustrated and fed up because I couldn't give her the medicine myself and in my frustration and anger I told my mother she either needed to deal with the medication herself OR put it to sleep. I just can't stop crying and thinking about this. I'm never going to get to see my cat again. I keep remember things and it just sets me off. I don't know what to do

I am so sorry that you lost your cat. Our pets can be and are so special to those who are "pet lovers." It leaves a void when they are gone. That void takes a long time to get over just as any loss does. I hope you are able to get some rest tonight.

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