idkusername465 Posted October 17, 2015 Share Posted October 17, 2015 Bored and empty 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
desperados Posted October 17, 2015 Share Posted October 17, 2015 Bored of everything. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AllieBee Posted October 17, 2015 Share Posted October 17, 2015 Low spirited. I always say the wrong thing.You aren't saying the wrong thing if you are saying what you think. Being honest to/for yourself is a huge thing to me lately. This world is full of moral decay and I believe we would all be better off if more people were honest. Right now I'm a little (ok, a lot) sad as my friend who was in ICU and a coma then improved is now back in ICU. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
havehope Posted October 17, 2015 Share Posted October 17, 2015 Low spirited. I always say the wrong thing.You aren't saying the wrong thing if you are saying what you think. Being honest to/for yourself is a huge thing to me lately. This world is full of moral decay and I believe we would all be better off if more people were honest. Right now I'm a little (ok, a lot) sad as my friend who was in ICU and a coma then improved is now back in ICU. Thanks so much for the extra reinforcement, Allie :) You're right... I hadn't thought of it that way. So very sorry about your friend!!! Yikes. How awful and scary.... sending positive & healing thoughts!! (((hugs))) 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mulberrypie Posted October 17, 2015 Share Posted October 17, 2015 (edited) Low spirited. I always say the wrong thing.You aren't saying the wrong thing if you are saying what you think. Being honest to/for yourself is a huge thing to me lately. This world is full of moral decay and I believe we would all be better off if more people were honest. Right now I'm a little (ok, a lot) sad as my friend who was in ICU and a coma then improved is now back in ICU.havehope I love your username and always enjoy reading your posts! Always heartfelt, honest and inspiring! AllieBee so sorry to hear your friend is back in the ICU; my thoughts and prayers your way! (((((hugs to both of you))))) Edited October 17, 2015 by mulberrypie 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AllieBee Posted October 17, 2015 Share Posted October 17, 2015 Happy 500th post Mullberrypie. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
havehope Posted October 17, 2015 Share Posted October 17, 2015 Awwww, thanks mulberrypie!!! Your username is just absolutely delightful!!! It makes me smile! :) :) :) Big (((hugs))) 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AllieBee Posted October 17, 2015 Share Posted October 17, 2015 (edited) Oh oh! Mulberrypie can't post again or it won't say 500 posts any more under her avatar! (But at least the "Never, never give up quote will still be there for the avatar.) All your posts (from everybody) cheer me up today. Edited October 17, 2015 by AllieBee 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mulberrypie Posted October 17, 2015 Share Posted October 17, 2015 (edited) Awwww, thanks mulberrypie!!! Your username is just absolutely delightful!!! It makes me smile! :) :) :) Big (((hugs)))Happy 500th post Mullberrypie.Oh oh! Mulberrypie can't post again or it won't say 500 posts any more under her avatar! (But at least the "Never, never give up quote will still be there for the avatar.)All your posts (from everybody) cheer me up today.lol AllieBee I was working on my 501st post. thanks!!!!Thanks both of you!!!! You're so sweet and kind! :hugs::)!!!! Edited October 17, 2015 by mulberrypie 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted October 18, 2015 Share Posted October 18, 2015 Feeling scared and hopeless. I don't know what I am going to do. I am so worried about my life. Yesterday I cancelled a flight I was going to take a trip and I was not feeling well. I lost my money and my sister was very angry for cancelling. 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RatBoy Posted October 18, 2015 Share Posted October 18, 2015 Hang in there, Duck... 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mulberrypie Posted October 18, 2015 Share Posted October 18, 2015 (edited) Feeling scared and hopeless. I don't know what I am going to do. I am so worried about my life. Yesterday I cancelled a flight I was going to take a trip and I was not feeling well. I lost my money and my sister was very angry for cancelling. Hi duck, I'm sorry you haven't been feeling well. I like that we have these forums to try to shore each other up, all my best wishes. Hope things get better for you soon, and also that you're feeling better. Take care. Edited October 18, 2015 by mulberrypie 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Follena Posted October 18, 2015 Share Posted October 18, 2015 Feel relieved. I offered to cook ham and scalloped potatoes for my sons but one is out of town working and the other is taking his girlfriend to see Shania Twain. I can relax and do nothing and gear up for my favorite tv viewing evening lol. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SongsOfIceNFire Posted October 18, 2015 Share Posted October 18, 2015 I met a girl who made me really happy. Made me want to live again. Kept me off here for months. Then tonight, once again I've been dumped just as I start to get really invested. Same story, different girl. Why do I even bother? I just get hurt every single ****ing time. I don't know if I can take this pain much longer.. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watalife Posted October 18, 2015 Share Posted October 18, 2015 Food is not fulfilling my emptiness inside. Getting very sad again. Manic episode! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_Unwanted Posted October 18, 2015 Share Posted October 18, 2015 Food is not fulfilling my emptiness inside. Getting very sad again. Manic episode! Food won't change anything about what's happening around you. Feelings of comfort don't make bad situations any better. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_Unwanted Posted October 18, 2015 Share Posted October 18, 2015 Just another night being neglected by everyone that's suppose to be there for me emotionally. Surprise, surprise. I'm not counting on someone new to do something right for me. But that's allright, I do things myself. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shawn81 Posted October 19, 2015 Share Posted October 19, 2015 I can't talk to people. I don't know why I even bother trying anymore. Joined another forum to try and meet people and build some relationships and the first person to talk to me blows up all the time at things I say that were not at all meant to offend. Talked to a second person for maybe 10 minutes today, who took something I said so far out of context that I can barely see how they connected those dots, and blew up and blocked me. I seriously can't do anything right. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
novangel Posted October 19, 2015 Share Posted October 19, 2015 Mentally drained. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
novangel Posted October 19, 2015 Share Posted October 19, 2015 You know what, no. I'm not allowing anyone to affect me like this anymore. I've been in this funk for a week over some nonsense that shouldn't have been. I have to change my thinking. Enough of this. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NC86 Posted October 19, 2015 Share Posted October 19, 2015 My insides feel like they are on fire and I feel like I am going to puke all over myself. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
desperados Posted October 19, 2015 Share Posted October 19, 2015 My insides feel like they are on fire and I feel like I am going to puke all over myself.My soul is on fire,there's a tremendous failure going on in the brain,it needs to be fixed b4 i **** myself to get rid of it. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
buttermybiscuit Posted October 19, 2015 Share Posted October 19, 2015 I really don't know how much more I can take of my overactive brain and being irritated by the simplest things like someone snoring or reading something and having a word trigger an image I'm trying to get away from, and avoiding people because I'm scared they'll catch on to my fears. I can't have a proper sleep either and when I wake up every bad thought comes back to me. It's like my brain's dialed up to 50 while my energy levels are down at -50. I couldn't even take a shower yesterday.So, not doing well at all. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duck Posted October 19, 2015 Share Posted October 19, 2015 Feeling scared and worried about my anxiety and depression. I am not getting better. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Metal_Falcon_351 Posted October 19, 2015 Share Posted October 19, 2015 Tired and abit stressed after work. Drove #132 today as it was being reported for overheating, couldnt make it overheat and also discovered a boost leak issue. Still want to move onto something else. Was great to see Ellie over the weekend as she came down from Gippsland, had a random anxiety attack whick was a first on saturday evening but Ellie and me mate freddo help me out of that which was good. Didnt go down to Speedway though as i went to Melbourne for a wrecker run in the morning and spent most of the day there. Its been 2 years since i met Ellie, time to ask her out i reckon..... :) 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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