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I see so many things I could do, but don't know which one to do first.

I'm going to get a bag of stuff together to put out for donation pick-up. That will help.

So will espresso.

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Its been a long time since I've felt like this. It started with the ball in my throat early today, and now I feel like I can just cry at any moment. I'm always afraid that the depression will come back but this time it just feels so weird. Am I under stress? Yeah... a little. But nothing like before. For all accounts, I've recovered wonderfully but today....I feel heavy. I don't want to talk about it with anyone because I am supposed to be healed. But we never really are and so I feel like I am always walking around with a bulls eye on my back. I went for a walk. I even rode my bike...that was a bit much cuz I'm way too fat for that. lol. I'm just glad that I can come here when I need to when ever I need a refresher or a rebooster. Inhale deep breathe smile and repeat. :winkkiss: Its going to be okay crystal

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I feel really low on myself. I didnt realise how fast Viibyrd leaves your system. I know I needed something stronger, but I dont think I can live like this if the withdrawals stay this hard. How I DID live like this when I wasn't on any ad. This constant stream of feeling so bleak and worthless.

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I feel a little better than yesterday. Things have sort of worked themselves out. Just busy days at work before the holiday even though I have nothing planned for it.

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Hello Hoitytoity

Please make sure you keep in close touch with your doctor on the medication withdrawal. It is usually bad, but sometimes you reach a new equilibrium and then it gets better. Remember, one way or another, it will get better, but please keep monitoring it with your doc.

Cheers

Brian

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Was feeling so good this morning and then met with my boss, who was OK with me, but for whom I have now developed an involuntary physical and psychological reaction so strong that, after talking with him, I feel like I've just fought 12 rounds with the biggest, meanest heavy weight in the world. I hope I get this new job I'm applying for because I am not sure I can make it anymore. Mt threshold of this guy has been breeched.

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Was feeling so good this morning and then met with my boss, who was OK with me, but for whom I have now developed an involuntary physical and psychological reaction so strong that, after talking with him, I feel like I've just fought 12 rounds with the biggest, meanest heavy weight in the world. I hope I get this new job I'm applying for because I am not sure I can make it anymore. Mt threshold of this guy has been breeched.

I dislike my job, but at least have known my bosses for over 20 years.

It would be very difficult for me to deal with what you do.

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Headache today, not a very bad one, but I don't know why. I think I've been grinding my teeth or jaw in my sleep. I used to do that, stopped and crap. Maybe I'm doing it again.

Other than that I'm feeling both calm and annoyed.

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My ear is hurting. Unfortunately I don't think this physical therapy is going to help with my issue. I think I'm screwed for life with this issue since I've literally been to about 10 people about this problem. And no one & nothing has been able to help me. I just don't know how I'm supposed to live my life like this.

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Feel a tad bit nervous that I am not as depressed as I use to be, everytime I start to feel better or good or "Normal" I crash for some reason into the deepest pits of depression so I am just worried about that crash for when it happens,planning on going to therapy on the 2nd, not looking forward to that in all honesty because I do not know what to say when I go personally. That and I feel like blah today once again not good but not bad just blah..

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Feeling depressed with anxiety. Doc lifted one of my medications today and I hope it helps me sleep better. I feel so sorry I'm putting my husband through this stress. He's so good to me and I'm very grateful.

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I'm torn apart inside right. Ow. My roommate and I got in another huge fight. I'm not really mad about the fight, because I was in the wrong. I'm more sad that my attempt to be a bigger person and better myself by admitting wrongdoing and apologizing was just thrown back in my face with an insult.

I was so stupid to just assume I could become better than trash. I sincerely hope this ride ends soon.

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I feel guilty because I feel like a horrible person when I think about how I wish I wasn't at home for Thanksgiving break. I would much rather be with my boyfriend who knows I have depression than my family who I actively have to hide my depression and meds from. I try to think to myself that I could have a lot worse family, but I'm still not happy.

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