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Well a bit of good news I suppose making me feel a little better.  Doc office just called and scheduled me for appointment with pain specialist and surgeon to go over the plan for pain block and anti-inflammatory injection for my lower back.  As I currently sit in pain, I think this actually sounds good!  Although it won't be until next Tuesday...which kinda sucks.  Oh well, put up with it this long, another couple weeks won't make any difference really. 

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Sick.. It took me 3 painkillers to get through my work day. I should have stayed in bed but I'm too scared to actually call in sick.

I feel ya Cupcake, unfortunately. Wish I'd brought my painkillers to work today.

So sorry to hear that. Maybe you can ask a co-worker or your boss for painkillers? Usually they have. Anyways hold on and wishing you well.
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Pess - you haven't lost your sense of humour, my friend.  I LMAO at your post!!!  Hope U feel better!!!

 

Brian, I was out to lunch with my mom and while she was away from the table I decided to check my email. I follow this thread so I get email notifications when someone posts...needless to say, I was sitting at the table alone and LOL'ed a little too loudly when I read Pess's post. I just smiled big when I realized people were looking at me. :smilingteeth:

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JD - my morning was lousier :)

 

I have to go out to a meeting then a shrink appointment.  The way things are going, I am expecting the worst.  It's irrational, but it just feels like one of those days.

 

Bwahahaha! I will cede that your morning was lousier. :smile: I'm through with meeting #3 for the day; hopefully the last one. I just dodged having to attend a night meeting so I'm feeling relieved.  

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Is it good to be alive? Being alive is a huge struggle.... I don't like it. It's always a struggle.

 

That reminds me...I was talking to my best friend last night. I mentioned that the next person who says to me, "turn every challenge into an opportunity" is going to get a sock in the eye. Yeah, I see my kidney tumor as a wonderful opportunity, you dumb @ss.

 

Sorry I blew up.

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Is it good to be alive? Being alive is a huge struggle.... I don't like it. It's always a struggle.

That reminds me...I was talking to my best friend last night. I mentioned that the next person who says to me, "turn every challenge into an opportunity" is going to get a sock in the eye. Yeah, I see my kidney tumor as a wonderful opportunity, you dumb @ss.

Sorry I blew up.

Awww, turn that frown upside down mister! - runs and hides quickly -

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Well, a bit freaked out.  I am angling to get my company to find alternative work for me because I just can't work for my boss anymore.  I am afraid I am going to come out on the losing end of this one - pay cut, or forced to quit or something weird like that.  Scared, I guess.  Meeting with HR next week!

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Is it good to be alive? Being alive is a huge struggle.... I don't like it. It's always a struggle.

That reminds me...I was talking to my best friend last night. I mentioned that the next person who says to me, "turn every challenge into an opportunity" is going to get a sock in the eye. Yeah, I see my kidney tumor as a wonderful opportunity, you dumb @ss.

Sorry I blew up.

Awww, turn that frown upside down mister! - runs and hides quickly -

 

 

You just need to snap out of it.

 

Oh c'mon...it can't be THAT bad...

 

I thought I was becoming depressed once and decided that it wasn't for me.

 

God never gives us more than we can handle.

 

Life is what you make it.

 

Good things come to those who wait.

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Damn, I feel GREAT!!

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Is it good to be alive? Being alive is a huge struggle.... I don't like it. It's always a struggle.

That reminds me...I was talking to my best friend last night. I mentioned that the next person who says to me, "turn every challenge into an opportunity" is going to get a sock in the eye. Yeah, I see my kidney tumor as a wonderful opportunity, you dumb @ss.

Sorry I blew up.

Awww, turn that frown upside down mister! - runs and hides quickly -

 

 

You just need to snap out of it.

 

Oh c'mon...it can't be THAT bad...

 

I thought I was becoming depressed once and decided that it wasn't for me.

 

God never gives us more than we can handle.

 

Life is what you make it.

 

Good things come to those who wait.

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Damn, I feel GREAT!!

 

and don't forget: 

 

 

Aren't you over that yet?

 

You don't sound depressed.

 

Why don't you get out more? 

 

and the list goes on and on and on...

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Well a bit of good news I suppose making me feel a little better.  Doc office just called and scheduled me for appointment with pain specialist and surgeon to go over the plan for pain block and anti-inflammatory injection for my lower back.  As I currently sit in pain, I think this actually sounds good!  Although it won't be until next Tuesday...which kinda sucks.  Oh well, put up with it this long, another couple weeks won't make any difference really. 

Yay! Treatment!!!

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Is it good to be alive? Being alive is a huge struggle.... I don't like it. It's always a struggle.

That reminds me...I was talking to my best friend last night. I mentioned that the next person who says to me, "turn every challenge into an opportunity" is going to get a sock in the eye. Yeah, I see my kidney tumor as a wonderful opportunity, you dumb @ss.

Sorry I blew up.

Awww, turn that frown upside down mister! - runs and hides quickly -

 

 

You just need to snap out of it.

 

Oh c'mon...it can't be THAT bad...

 

I thought I was becoming depressed once and decided that it wasn't for me.

 

God never gives us more than we can handle.

 

Life is what you make it.

 

Good things come to those who wait.

-------------------------------------------------

 

Damn, I feel GREAT!!

 

and don't forget: 

 

 

Aren't you over that yet?

 

You don't sound depressed.

 

Why don't you get out more? 

 

and the list goes on and on and on...

 

And...Hey, did you know about Vitamin D?

and calcium and magnesium--you should take more of those.

oh go volunteer like Mother Teresa--stop thinking about yourself!

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As a follow up to my previous post I'm still distraught over the termite incident in my damn window. The apartment manager says its likely termites when my sister gave her a dead 'bug' sample and she's trying to get a pest control to come out soon. The last thing I needed was termites attacking my room. It's incredibly frustrating and I can't even sleep in my own damn room. I cleaned my entire room yesterday and my body is sore. To add to the stress it's been super hot and now there's an apartment inspection through out all buildings tomorrow. This month has totally sucked and I'm already done dealing with it.

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Is it good to be alive? Being alive is a huge struggle.... I don't like it. It's always a struggle.

That reminds me...I was talking to my best friend last night. I mentioned that the next person who says to me, "turn every challenge into an opportunity" is going to get a sock in the eye. Yeah, I see my kidney tumor as a wonderful opportunity, you dumb @ss.

Sorry I blew up.

Awww, turn that frown upside down mister! - runs and hides quickly -

 

 

You just need to snap out of it.

 

Oh c'mon...it can't be THAT bad...

 

I thought I was becoming depressed once and decided that it wasn't for me.

 

God never gives us more than we can handle.

 

Life is what you make it.

 

Good things come to those who wait.

-------------------------------------------------

 

Damn, I feel GREAT!!

 

and don't forget: 

 

 

Aren't you over that yet?

 

You don't sound depressed.

 

Why don't you get out more? 

 

and the list goes on and on and on...

 

Yep all those, and one of my close friends always says, how can you be depressed? Why be depressed? The sun is out it's a beautiful day!

As though it's a choice!! GRRRR. Yep, I chose this... my brain has an imbalance but somehow I chose depression over happiness. Yep that's right, I choose depression over happiness! LOL

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Kind of in the middle of an isolation type thing.  More by my choice so I can seriously work on my writing.  Actually I kind of like it.  I seem to be more stress free.  I don't want to isolate very long.  Still run errands, go to appointments and stuff, just not a lot of one on one interaction with friends.  Two of my closer friends call almost every day.  Not to check in on me, but to vent and, I love these guys, but the drama seems so insignificant.  Sometimes I don't answer the phone if they come on caller ID because I don't go over the same thing again.  I give them suggestions, but they are left unheard in the long run, so I just pivot our conversations now when the subject comes up to another.  Am I being selfish?  I really need some coping skills in dealing with this, and so many subjects.  Just hope to receive a call from my new therapist for an appointment. That is, if I passed the intake.  

 

On the plus side the weather here in the Northwest is beautiful today.  And I am very blessed living where I do in a spacious apartment, but most importantly, a million dollar view of the water, islands, and mountains as a backdrop.  Sunsets are amazing.  In fact last night the Northern Lights appeared.  Sorry I missed it, but they showed photos on the news.  So beautiful.  Having this view really helps me to realize there is a beautiful world out there.  Now I just need to get out in it and enjoy it.  Hopefully.

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Didn`t do much today.I just feel so tired and depressed.I feel numb and empty and lonely.I feel like broken record saying all this.What`s so different about tonight?As Morrissey once sang "tonight is just like any other night".I sometimes hate it when the night comes.

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