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stardreamer - sorry the project/work did not go as you wanted :(  On the plus side, and I mean big plus, your writing is fantastic.  I want to go there too!

 

Well, I had a nice night with my friend, though, I'm still on the DL (LOL - and that's OK with me).  She is very fragile and not thinking highly of herself and so we talked and hugged even kissed a little and I hope I was able to help her feel a little better about herself.  Anymore would have been so wrong.

Thank you. And thanks for the comment about my writing. I have a couple of books I already wrote that I have not managed to find the time to publish yet, hopefully one day I will be able to get around to it

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This week has really been hot garbage for me mentally. I feel so inadequate on all sides. Read about this thing called a comfort/grounding box, and I'm going to make that as a project this week.

 

Usually I like to read the posts here to see how everyone is doing but I don't think it's good for me right now.

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I thought I was getting a cold but maybe it`s just allergies or something.Mentally I just feel so depressed about my life right now.I was feeling really bad last night but I feel a bit better this morning.That`s my pattern I think .I start feeling pretty bad as the day goes on.

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My cat got adopted from the temporary home at the animal protection services center, so I'm happy for her that she's getting a new family.

 

I looked around the site and searched but can't figure out how to make a poll. It says there may be a "manage polls" link and I did not see anything like that. How do you make a poll?

 

Create a new topic and click "manage topic poll" to the right of the area you input the topic name into.

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I'm not feeling the greatest today.  I slept all day yesterday, which was my day off, so now I'm feeling sorry for myself that I didn't do anything enjoyable this holiday weekend.  The sleep must have been needed though.  It wasn't one of those I can't sleep but want to lay around days.  It was down for the count, drooling on the pillow, you are done sleeps. 

 

I'm trying to be content that I went to the store for healthy food and took out my garbage and did my dishes before I go to work tonight, but I'm feeling sort of lame that this is all I can manage.  I can't figure out why some days I'm so happy with just this much and some days it feels like such a boring life.  I wish I weren't so complicated.

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This evening is one of those times that I feel the need to take a break from myself. I've been hanging out with myself for far too long. It would be a different story if I was a person more to my liking, but I'm not. So this evening I feel that it would be okay  to slowly fade away and die. Not that I will be that lucky., but one can hope. Right ?

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When and what time does everyone chat here??

 

It's on now novangel. Chat thread is here - http://www.depressionforums.org/forums/topic/109671-scheduled-weekly-chat-2/page-7#entry1220887

 

No one in chat yet though, just me. Slow start or just super quiet tonight. I know there's a US holiday happening. 

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I feel like giving up. I'm completely unsatisfied with my job. plus its stressing me out!! I have nothing to look forward to. When I do force myself to do something i like I dont' get any satisfaction out of it.  It feels like my life is crumbling around me. The house is a complete mess and I have no motivation to clean it. My wife and I can spend hours on it and it doesn't seem to make a difference. Starting to have family problems with my adult son who living here. Its just crap I don't want or should not have to deal with. He has a ton of problems and I can't handle all my crap and his crap and keep the peace between everyone in the house. why can't I be happy and satisfied. I have a great wife, great kids, a good job (despite all my bi-ching about it). I don't understand why I can't be happy with what I have. Its not like I necessarily want more. I could always use a little more money but on the whole I ought to feel "blessed", for lack of a better word, with my situation. Why can't I be satisfied?

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I feel super at being alive after major heart surgery 12 weeks ago and surviving a heart attack and 2 strokes. I am now fit and well and driving again.

I still do a lot of voluntary work with difficult and disabled kids and love my life.

I was 69 last week.

Jimbow

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Worried. I have another psychiatrist appointment tomorrow which I've been waiting a while for. My ten year depression is at the lowest point right now and I'm worried he won't understand the severity of my situation. I've been seeing him for a year and haven't found a medication that's helped me yet. I want to ask about trying a MAOI, I've done a lot of research and have numerous PubMed studies, but I'm sure he will rather try yet another SSRI/*SNRI. Ugh I feel so numb and dead. Sorry

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