I totally get where you are coming from I used to visit my GP every three or four days - She was extremely supportive, however depression is such a nasty disease in that, it makes your self confidence and self belief take a nose dive - I used to CONVINCE myself that she was getting fed up with me - but each time i came out of there - i used to feel a little better - and thats what your GP is there for. If she /he is supportive of depression then they will know that your behaviour is common and also expected - DO NOT feel guilty for reaching out to your GP. Good Luck and Keep Talking