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Seuss

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  • Birthday 08/29/1979

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  1. Why do I even try? My best is clearly not good enough for anyone. I should stop trying.
  2. What you lookin' at? You all a bunch of ****in' a******s. You know why? You don't have the guts to be what you wanna be? You need people like me. You need people like me so you can point your ****in' fingers and say, "That's the bad guy." So... what that make you? Good? You're not good. You just know how to hide, how to lie. Me, I don't have that problem. Me, I always tell the truth.

  3. Seuss

    Bad Guy

    All I ever wanted was to have have a family.....to be a good husband.....a good daddy.....to love and to be loved.......I thought that this was a simple and realistic dream. I wanted to be remembered as the big guy with a big heart and a laugh that could be heard down the street. As I watch this dream smoldering in the void that has become my life, I struggle to hold onto my final ray of sunshine. I watch her slip further and further into the darkness, helpless to do anything, I'm forced to watch with horror as the last shimmering light of hope fades. Without a word or an action, complete strangers will scowl at me, turn their nose up at me and glare. Why you ask? I have no fuc*ing clue! I hold the door open for strangers, help the elderly across the street, turn in wallets without going through them, I even help the homeless search through the closest ash try for a decent smoke. So then why do all but 8 people think I'm an as5 hole? I must have a sign that says so. All this leads me to this belief : **** all you na sayers. I'll accept my role as the bad guy and everyone that thinks your better than me, that your life is sweeter than mine can rot in hell. I'm done helping others, help yourself and give nothing back. P.S. To those of you that might want to tell me some BS about god or christ I say this, **** OFF! Christians are the reason why my third attempt at starting my life now lays in ruins at my feet. I HATE Christians!! All that bull sh1t about "come as you are" and "we hate the sin not the sinner" is nothing more than lip service. P.S.S. The exception to the above rant is DF. I do love this place.
  4. ......the pain......it's consuming me.
  5. Like I'm standing on the edge of a a giant crevasse staring into a timeless void, devoid of life. Scary part is, I no longer care if I fall or jump in, I'm done with everything and everyone.
  6. trying to understand why I'm not allowed to be in a good mood. It seems that I'm only allowed to be in a semi-p***** off mood, no more, no less.
  7. Doesn't matter, not like anyone gives a ****.
  8. What do you do when your best isn't enough? When your best leaves nothing but destruction every where? The only answer that makes any sense to me is to call it quits. My biggest mistake was when I didn't die.
  9. In all things that I have ever tried or attempted, I have failed. I no longer try to excel I just survive and try not to **** up too bad.
  10. Seuss

    Hate

    Longer than I can remember I've always been the good guy, always striving to take the high road. I've always put others first and all they've done for me is slip another knife in my back. It wasn't until I met my now girlfriend(my future wife)that I truly felt loved, felt like I didn't have to be anything but myself. What an amazing realization this was, one of the best days of my life was when I met her. I was so excited, I wanted to share this with everyone that I thought cared about me. Sadly, when I shared this amazing bit of information with my parents they automatically, without meeting her, told me that she was of satan......***?! Are you serious!!?? THIS WOMAN STOPPED ME TWICE FROM ENDING MY LIFE!! As I attempted to change my life into the life I knew I wanted I was bombarded with ridiculous and strange accusations about how I was ruining everyone's lives. Dumbfounded I stumbled along trying to make sense of why everyone was being so mean to me, was I really such a monster that my whole family could turn on me so quickly? I thought that I could continue to take the high road and show everyone that I am that nice guy. I didn't realize that everyone around me had already judged me a monster. Over a year later my parents are heading up a large faction of my family that believe that I am an unfit father because I'm not a christian. You can harass me, abuse me and treat me like s*** but mess with my kid and I will show you a real monster, a man without fear, without heart, without compassion. They think I'm a monster, well now they have they worst kind of monster, ME. Every day I hope that my parents will die a slow painful death. I dream of the day when the courts are no longer involved I can tell all these people just how much I hate them. Despite all this hate I feel on a daily basis my queen and my princess keep me from being consumed by the hate. My queen is my north star, always guiding me home. My princess fuels my drive to make a better life for my small family. These two ladies are the reason why I wake every morning and why I will not give into my hate.
  11. I ****ING HATE MY BROTHER AND MY PARENTS.
  12. i am a failure, as a father,a boyfriend, a friend, a brother, a son......as a human being.......i give up
  13. Maybe it's time to give up.........
  14. The pain is so intense.....I don't want to go apathetic again but it's starting to happen, no matter how hard I try to stop it. All I ever wanted was to enjoy life but I guess that was too much to ask for. All I've ever been good at was chaos and destruction....guess I should stick with what I know.
  15. It's been a while since I've posted anything, largely due to the fact that my depression was mostly due to my situation. Sadly the lingering issue I have is that I tend to get very angry about things. The other day a situation arose and I no longer was able to hold it in and I lost it. Keep in mind, I never hurt anyone or myself, no matter how angry I am. I was chatting with my brother about some sensitive topics and it was enough to trigger my anger. I blew up at him and after wards I felt so much better, a little bad about going off on him but I was shocked by how much better I felt after a little venting. The goal of this thread is to vent, scream, yell, and just get it out of your system. If your upset and just want to go off kicking and screaming then by all means please do but before you do please use some discretion and common sense. NO ATTACKING OTHER MEMBERS-no matter what another member is saying DO NOT respond with critisizm or harsh/snappy come backs. NO ARGUING-Please do not start an argument because you've been offended. NO RACIAL SLURS or HATE WORDS. Remember, we are all here for a safe place to share our thoughts, worries, troubles, and triumphs. With that being said I'll get us started. My parents are claiming that I am an unfit parent and are now trying to take my daughter from me......I AM A GREAT FATHER!! WHERE DO THEY GET THEY NERVE TO SAY I AM UNFIT!!! IS IT BECAUSE I NO LONGER ADHERE TO THEIR RELIGION? OR MAYBE BECAUSE I THINK FOR MYSELF? DOESN'T MATTER! ITS WRONG AND I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THOSE BACKSTABBERS EVER AGAIN!!!!
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