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  1. I hope you had a fantastic day :)

  2. I hope you have a fantastic day :)

  3. Hmm. Long time no hear. You ok?

  4. popopopops, popopopops,popopops huge fat ones. Big fat smiles

  5. Popops, heroine. Still treading water. Gimme an update on how your doing when you can.

  6. Oi missus - been trying to find you!!

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    making my first steps.

    My first appointment is on Monday. I am getting rather nervous about it now as the day gets closer. The first time I think will be the worse as it will just be going through my life and answering lots of questions. Life at home is sad at the moment as my partner has left me for good. We both have our problems and now maybe we can sort them out. It has been a hellish journey so far and I am hoping that I can get some help at last to calm the monster that is in my head. I just want to be able to eat and not feel so twisted inside.
  8. If I had his number I would pleed for him to come back, so yes it is for the est that I havent. Thank you Trace and lmp for your support, why do we let ourselves get so upset. Sending big hugs to you both.
  9. Thank you Trace and lmp, you are both right. We were together for over six years. I gave him all my love. It is just so sad as I know that he still loves me and that he didn't want to go but had to because we were ******* each other. Now he has left, there is a huge hole in my life. I don't know where he has gone to and have no contact number for him. Just empty, lost and alone. Heron
  10. My partner has left for good. I feel so alone, empty and sad. I keep thinking that he will come back but deep down I know he wont. I will love and want him always, so I am just stuck. The pain is overwelming.
  11. I have been taking escitalopram for five months. I did not experience any hair loss until a few months ago. It came to a point that I was scarred to wash or brush my hair as it would come out in handfuls. I still have some hair loss now but is not as bad, I am female. Heron
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    making my first steps.

    Yeeeees, finally had some bumf through from the eating distress team. Now I have to wait again for an appointment. At least I am in the system now. Heron
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    making my first steps.

    Thank you Stormhigh, the appointment went ok. It really helps. I was so nervous the first time I went but after I felt relief. Please don't feel stupid about seeing anyone, no one is there to be judged. It is good that you are seeking help, the sooner you get help the sooner you will start on the road to recovery. Heron
  14. Graham has been gone two weeks now. He has kept in touch by text and occasional phone call. I think he will be coming back on Friday. My head is so foggy. I am off to see my nut-nurse later, maybe she can help me see through the fog. Heron
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    Fighting my demons.

    Ekavlije, poppppops, i am here for you and so is everyone else. Keep talking to us, you know where I am if you need anything. Be safe my Knight and you wil get through this. Remember courage and freedom. Big smile for you. Heron.x