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Everything posted by chucapabra

  1. Feel great and a bit anxious. I've passed all my classes and start a temp job in a few days.
  2. im tired of.ruminating about my maternal uncles coming back to abuse me. Ive been ruminating since 2012. its eating me inside and im letting them win.. I dont want them in my head again.
  3. i hate doing my classes online.. I really hate the whole confinement rule. did an exam and im sure I fail and wont advance the second round and will be kicked out. I keep buying junk food, ruminating on negative though. I hate it. wish the end was near
  4. Im watchimg a bunch of cooking tutorial video. made my first submarine bread it was delicious! my parent where thrilled. but I found myself eating way too much...
  5. yup trudeau failed big time. I also buy my med for 2 month but cant anymore. its was so weird and quiet in the bus and subway last week. and wtf at the 12$ dispensing fee.
  6. this suck. I had my first real job at the beggining of the month but was lay off because business was slow due to covid. well thing are worse for a lot of people. Im also encouraging my dad to stay the F home loll. anyway since quarantine I just be eating and eating. Also i've lost 10 pound before all that.guess all the weight will come back...
  7. Hey im doing fine. Im on vacation for 3 month and trying to find a job in the meanwhile. Tired of getting rejected. My eating habit havent improved . How are you?
  8. my favorite show bojack horserman ended yesteday. Im sad
  9. Jeez the last 3 weeks have been terrible Soooo much junk food consumed. today and yesterday was good. did 50min of light cardio while watching TV. happy new year everyone
  10. My healthy november challenge was a disaster but i got back on track look like i lost 6 pound. Im trying to stick to a 1200-1300 cal diet plan.
  11. Lost 2 pounds. I feel it will be really hard to not eat my emotion. Ive got a long road ahead of me.
  12. We didnt have electricity for 53 hour. Glad thats over
  13. In less than 2 days it will be a new month. I Want to try a healthy november challenge. Im tired of failing ..
  14. This is so accurate and frustrating.
  15. i am also tired of ruminating on people who have been rude to me. I Shouldnt waste my energy on them.
  16. Rant on: I am so sick of people. Sick of total stranger looking at me in a rude way. They all give me the same stupid look. Either the look of disgust or the good ole rolling their got danm eye at me.. wtf even when im concealing my face with my hat and sunglasses i get the same shit look. Im not talking about kids but adult. Yes adult. Well ok we all know adult are more awful. Anyway rant off.
  17. How are you guy doing? Im not making any progress. I did do a lot of yard work but I keep eating like crap.
  18. its was a good day until those 2 rude teenager got in the train. I one point when a passenger came near them they were saying loudly how it stick, its smell like someone dirty etc etc but I dunno if they are talking bout me. Im so paranoid. I do shower each day I dunno it pissed me off and pissed me off I didnt say something. I hate being a coward, but its best for me to ignore people insult plus when a black man came in they started snickering. some people are just rude n nasty. Ive seen plenty of respectful teenager but today ughh anyway that was my mini rant
  19. I feel really self concious. I dont feel like walking in public. im angry at how ugly I am. Its not only because Ive gained weight. even when I was at a "normal weight" it was the same thing. My classmate would comment on it even some of the teacher. The bullying started in fourth grade. I didnt think myself as a weird ugly child until then.Even when I changed school it was the same. Even after HS its the same. Now Its worse in my adult year. I feel odd and out of place. Losing the extra 60pound ive gained might make me feel better but it wont change much in the social aspect. But i really need to lose that weight. But im sad that I will never be "acceptable" looking.
  20. Bad. Just ruminating on rude comment, people from 15year ago....im tired of my brain
  21. Shopping, Lunch with my friend then study n went to class
  22. I hate that all my repressed memories are coming back
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