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Steve P

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    Steve P reacted to scienceguy in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I hope so I just can,t belive I failed myself so much after all these years of denial now im 25 if I could go back through high school or college again with what i know now I would have ended up so emotionally dysnfuctional. I am ashamed of myself , I don,t want anyone to know about my life it has been so empty and meaningless and wasted I don,t have anything im proud of anymore. im waiting for the guilt to pass, I just feel like a broken human being. Thank you for your encouargment.
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    Steve P got a reaction from duck in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Good morning everyone.
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    Steve P reacted to LonelyHiker in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Yes... there is always hope...
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    Steve P got a reaction from duck in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I know how you feel
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    Steve P got a reaction from verDominai in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Try not to think about your enemy Duck.  Try to distract yourself.  I know this is hard though. 
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    Steve P got a reaction from salparadise6132 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Try not to think about your enemy Duck.  Try to distract yourself.  I know this is hard though. 
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    Steve P got a reaction from LonelyHiker in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Try not to think about your enemy Duck.  Try to distract yourself.  I know this is hard though. 
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    Steve P got a reaction from verDominai in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I know how you feel
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    Steve P reacted to RiverLight in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Thanks Brian!!!!
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    Steve P reacted to RiverLight in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Yeah, I hear you. I'm thinking of mainly the actual scummy men, the seedy men, the dirtbags. I am sure there are instances like you're talking about where it's expected and the men are more classy, as well as the clubs. Sorry, didn't mean to make a sweeping generalization like that. There are exceptions. I was reacting to something.
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    Steve P got a reaction from LonelyHiker in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I know how you feel
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    Steve P got a reaction from RiverLight in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Try not to think about your enemy Duck.  Try to distract yourself.  I know this is hard though. 
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    Steve P reacted to ladysmurf in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    It seems to help with my anxiety a bit . but its making me soooo sleepy! I want to leave the house because it's nice out but I am so sleepy and drowsy that I don't want to drive . I'm afraid to drive.
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    Steve P reacted to RiverLight in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I have been to strip clubs myself, just to see what they were like. I felt the men there were very scummy, in my own experience. One tried to hit on me, and I felt disgusted. I felt disgusted by my own experiences and did not like the men sitting there gawking. Objectification of women is degrading. The women are choosing to be degraded. Generally, that is what those places are. That is just me though. Again, I should not have made a sweeping generalization that all men who go are scum. I regret saying that now.
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    Steve P reacted to duck in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Long ago I saw the movie Masada where mass suicide was committed   when the enemy arrived everyone was dead.  The enemy did not have the joy of ******* anyone.   My point is suicide will stop my enemy from controlling me.   As long as I am alive my enemy is controlling me  when I am dead no one will be controlling me.
    Thanks for reading.
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    Steve P reacted to LonelyHiker in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Me too, duck... me too 
     
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    Steve P reacted to salparadise6132 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Hang in there, bud.  There is hope, I believe it.
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    Steve P reacted to scienceguy in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I feel lonely, regretful, and hopeless
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    Steve P reacted to Abandonedalways in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I feel like... an oven that's just been set to self-cleaning mode. Just locked the door, and my internal temperature is about to reach the surface of the sun!!! Woohoo. Burn baby burn.
     
    P.s. love & light all of you
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    Steve P reacted to duck in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I am lost. I don't know what to do with my life.  I am scared about my future.  I cannot see anything changing.  I need a long break from life.  
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    Steve P reacted to duck in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I am away from my computer.  I am in a different city.   
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    Steve P reacted to duck in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Thanks LaurynJcat
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    Steve P reacted to Natasha1 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    RELIEVED!!!!\
    Was worried for someone and finally heard from them. Phew!
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    Steve P reacted to LonelyHiker in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    (((((Lauryn))))))
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    Steve P reacted to LonelyHiker in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Thank you, womanofthelight, for your kind words. Yes, life is sh!t right now....but I'll keep carrying on regardless.
     
    Peace, Tim
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