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Annoyed because my work keeps changing my schedule!
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The amount of negative responses I've gotten so far when I told people I started volunteering with refugees! I can understand people's reasons for not wanting to take more then our capacity but every person in need deserves help..
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What Color Would You Say Matches Your Mood Today?
Cupcake_girl replied to Epictetus's topic in The DF Water Cooler
Bright yellow :) -
I had a wonderful childhood with great parents and my younger brother. I was a happy child but I've always been anxious. Mental illness does run at my moms side of the family, pretty much any woman has some sort of mental illness.. I never knew though until I got one myself at the age of 17. So I do believe the main reason for my former depression and anxiety are because it's simply in my genes since I had a great childhood and I've never been through a huge trauma or anything like that.
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I had 3 sandwiches for dinner..
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I take oxazepam but only when I need it. So maybe 10 times a year.. and then I use 10 mg. I don't need it in my everyday life so I'm fine going to work and do my regular things but whenever I have to do something which is really far from home I get so scared I just freeze. So for those days I use oxazepam.
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I have such a knot in my stormach. I failed my theory test for the 5th time! Even after taking a two day course were 99% passes.. I feel so stupid! What makes it even worse is that my younger brother did pass, I am truly happy for him but I can't help to feel like a total loser..
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What a surprise, I had pasta again haha. Pasta bolongese! I had a Magnum rasberry too but I didn't thought it was that good, I'll rather just stick with a Magnum classic or a popsicle.
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Have a job that I actually love Meeting my friend in Canada Travel to India Take a Spanish course in Spain Meet the love of my life Becoming a mom And last but not least, just be truly happy!
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I've been eating a lot of pasta this week.. Pasta salads with tuna and salmon, pasta pesto.. Gotta love pasta but I think I am going to have something else for diner tonight haha.
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What Do You Watch To Make You Happy?
Cupcake_girl replied to BronzeTiger's topic in The DF Water Cooler
Flodder? :PHaha no, I can't stand that one. Kees & Co is the one I am hooked on, I have seem every episode at least 20 times and I still love it. Have never heard of it!! Will check it out. You should! First 5 seasons are the best, the rest sucks because my favourite character has died then. -
What Do You Watch To Make You Happy?
Cupcake_girl replied to BronzeTiger's topic in The DF Water Cooler
Flodder? :PHaha no, I can't stand that one. Kees & Co is the one I am hooked on, I have seem every episode at least 20 times and I still love it. -
I Only Have One More Med To Try Then Its Death
Cupcake_girl replied to Jmeff's topic in DEPRESSION CENTRAL
I don't have any advice for you but I am wishing you all the best. Don't give up! -
I am tired but I am still feeling the joy of yesterday when I went to a theme park with my friend. I was so nervous about it was all for nothing because it was so much fun. Unfortunately back to work tommorow..
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Are You Generally A Good Person?
Cupcake_girl replied to Abandonedalways's topic in DEPRESSION CENTRAL
Yes I am. At least I am to other people, not so much to myself though unfortunately. -
Extremely nervous.. I woke up so tense and I am still feeling so stressed out. Can't wait till I can go to sleep and tommorow is over.
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I understand your questions and your fears. It took me about 7 years until I was ready to take them, I always felt that I should be able to do it on my own but then someone said to me, if you were a diabetic you would take insulin as well right? This is just the same thing, it's just not physical. Anyways I am on medication for 3 years now and I honestly believe they saved my life.. Not that I would be dead but I think I'd still be laying in bed all day and doing nothing. When I first started with them (Escitalopram 10 mg) I got very sick, everything felt so much worse but after about 6 months pretty much all side effects wore off. If I were you I'd discusses your fears and worries according to medication with your therapist/doctor. Maybe they can take some of your fears away? I am wishing you all the best!
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What Do You Used To Do But Don't Anymore
Cupcake_girl replied to Bradoonee's topic in DEPRESSION CENTRAL
I still have quite some things I do I truly enjoy like, cooking, baking and writing.. However I use to make walks every single day, I don't do that anymore.. I just can't bring myself to do it. I am also not as creative as I was when it comes to crafting anymore. I miss doing my "little projects". -
Really tired.. Slept in till 10:30 am, then did a two hour nap but I'm still tired.
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Water Consumption Tracker - Drink More Water!
Cupcake_girl replied to neurotic_lady89's topic in The DF Water Cooler
That's helpfull! I barely drink when I am at home, I just don't get thirsty. When I am at my work though, where it is always very warm I drink even not then those 8 glasses. -
I am really tired but good. Today was such an interesting first day at my volunteer job.. I love getting to know new people and hearing their stories.
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Does Anyone Else Struggle To Go To Work?
Cupcake_girl replied to ALone1's topic in DEPRESSION CENTRAL
Yes I can relate.. I really dread going to work, I work at a restaurant in the kitchen. Usually when I am there it's ok but it takes me forever to get ready for it. Pretty much every morning I think about calling in sick, I'm proud to say I never did though. Anyways I think for me it's more a matter of not liking this job too much then hating to work. I like working and doing something useful with my time.. It has to be something which is at my level though. Not that there is anything wrong with it but I can do more then make people's lunches. -
So excited to start at my volunteer job tommorow! I've always wanted to do this kind of work and refugees seem such an interesting group to work with.
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Yes I hate FB. If I already feel bad I certainly need to stay away from FB.. I already unfollowed some people who seem to have the perfect life, I just get so sad to see pictures of happy couples with there children. Not that I don't want others to be happy but it makes me sad because I feel like I will never have them.