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  1. Oh definitely, guys should be able to wear any colour as well. That's why I love being a girl, I can pretty wear much anything lol, guys always "have" to wear flat shoes and pants. That must be so boring haha. Anyways yes black and white matches with anything. The only colour who doesn't match with black is brown IMO.  

  2. That's really cool, shoes definitely can complete the look your going for.

    That's awesome, I pretty much wear every colour anytime. Even when I feel depressed I still wear bright colours and flowerpatterns. (always gotta have a flowerpattern haha) If I want to look sexy and powerfull though I love wearing high heels and a dress and if I want to look casual I just wear a jeans and pretty t-shirt.. It has to look effortless though, I don't want to look like it took me a long time to dress up in the morning haha. Usually I'm ready in like 15 minutes at schooldays, not bad at all lol.

  3. So you want 4 pair? Thats pretty cool haha. You always have the right shoes to match with an outfit then lol.

    Yeah I like Eminem a lot, I've heard of DRAKE but I never heard a song of him actually.. Gonna look him up haha.

  4. @Firework

    Oh ok again, well I hope one day you can wear them again. You deserve that :)

    Oh I've seen those shoes before actually, no idea they were called like that though lol.

    I just want to dye it either a little lighter our a little darker now, nothing too crazy lol.

    Yeah I love her music! I like many artists though, I'm not really fan of a particular one. I like sweet songs with sweet lyrics our powerfull songs with a strong message! :) And I also like rap actually, if I say that nobody expects that but yeah.. Most of the times the lyrics are aweful but so catchy though haha

  5. @Firework Well congrats to you too for looking how you want to look and loosing weight. That's just great :) Like you I feel like I could lose a little more as well, but if I never lose that I am satisfied as well because I have a healthy body now. My friend said to me some time ago she my belly was flat lol, well I never heard that in my life so that's when I felt like, hey I am really looking normal now. So great!

    Aw I am sorry to hear that.Good luck with that, I hope one day you can wear short sleeves again..

    What are TUK shoes? Never heard of those LOL. Actually I love my hair, it's nice and long. I would like to dye it though for the summer.

    Btw I love Katy Perry haha. My ipod is full with her music

  6. @Firework

    Yeah I love clothes haha. Well I just look like an average girl I should say wich I fine with me. I finally look how I want to look. I lost quiet some weight and I can buy clothes now who I really like, I really enjoy being a girl now and dress up! It's just great :) I wish I lost the weight sooner but well, better late then never. I look so much better now and I'm getting a lot of compliments, the only thing still the same is my hair lol, it's still long and boring haha.

  7. I'm 20, I'm in my first year of college. Ive been in college before but I dropped out so yeah. I almost finished my first year up. I'm doing pretty well, it's a lot of stress but my grades are good and I made new friends :) What I study is not what I want to do with my life but I'm just glad to be out there again and be busy!

  8. I knew since like 10 I liked girls but I just thought all girls liked girls like that. When I fell in love for the first time it was a girl, well then I knew. I denied it for the longest time but yeah, I've accepted it for myself, I know my family will too because there very open minded but I'm not ready to share it with them yet. I like women a lot more then men but I still have crushes on boys so I would say I'm "very bi". I've never been in any relationship but I would prefer it with a woman. I just feel much more comfortable around them and I'm more attracted to women.

  9. I love this topic!

    I am very girly, I love bright colours, flower patterns, dresses, heels, make up and jewelry. All of that. I look very bright and happy actually lol. I just try to look good everyday because it makes me feel better and a little more confident. When I just go to school I usually wear a jeans our a simple skirt with a cute top. And when I have more time I love to make myself pretty and dress up.

  10. Hello I'm new here too :)

    I understand it's hard to open up about it, it took me a long time but I can now. When I finally opened up to a counsellor it was the most helpfull session I ever had, it felt so free to finally have everything out now and it felt still safe. The counsellor complimented me on it and I just felt so

  11. I was home for a year and a half but I'm in college again. Anyways when I was home I use to spend a lot of time on cooking and baking, it are my true passions and the things that really make me happy. I also like to watch DVDs of my favourite comedy series to make me laugh.. And when the sun is shining I definitely try to go outside because it's good to have a bit of fresh air..

  12. I am a real perfectionist too. I have extrememly high expectations for myself. Like you I'm always unhappy and hating myself. I get also dissapointed all the time. I always am so hard on myself, everything that goes wrong I take the blame for. Everyone knows am this way and I'm just really annoying to work with because I want everything my way, I just want the control because I can feel safe then. I don't know.. Anyways I don't know how to tackle it, but well your definitely not alone in this if that helps.

  13. ^^

    Yeah same here, at 16 I finally accepted who I was and I was just so happy and confident.. I loved it all and then a year later for whatever reason I got ill. I've been so mad at myself for that, finally I got it all together and suddenly it slipped away.. And yes I know, deep inside I still am that girl from the photos, very rarely I still feel like that when I just let myself go and enjoy the moment.. Those are the ones I feel a happy. But unfortunately I just have the really annoying habbit of thinking untill I drive nuts :(

    I know. My family is just awesome.. It's amazing on how they always stick to my side no matter what I do. I always loved my family but the last few years I've grown so much closer to them! :)

    And yes no matter how bad I feel most of my times.. This has brought me good things as well. Although I do feel weak I know in my heart I've became so much stronger by this all. I'm so grateful too I still function, I still manage school and being a good friend.. While in HS I could care less about school lol. So yeah, there are little of them but this depression has brought me good things as well :)

  14. I'm just not a fun person to be around anymore. I'm sad like 90% of the times and it's all I can think and talk about. There doesn't a day go by I don't cry my eyes out while I never use to cry. I changed so much. I feel like this is eating me up inside and it's has "stolen" who I use to be. I'm just an annoying person now really, I always need to give my opinion and I'm just sad.. To my friends who don't know I'm depressed I feel like I'm fake, like they don't know the real me. I pretent to be happy and I joke all the time but they have just no clue what I go through. So I feel like I'm not true to myself anymore while I always was! Even when I was bullied I was myself while now I am just prentending to be a happy person who I think ppl will like. On the inside I'm not the joyfull girl I use to be anymore. I looked at some childphotos a while ago and I just started crying. Were did it go wrong? How could such a lovely little girl turn into what I am now? I loved the person I use to be and now I feel so valueless to everyone.

    There is on positive though. I appreciate my family and friends SO much more. I hold on to them very tight now while in the past I haven't been such a good friend. No matter how bad I feel I still always try to support them even if it's just sending an email our text. So I think in some way this depression has made me a better friend actually. It's the only thing left that makes me feel good about myself really, when a friend thanks me for being there for them.. So that's why I hold on to them very tight.

  15. I hate all my feelings who come with this but I should say the feeling of being valueless. I think that's the worst because it makes me feel like I don't deserve anything good and because of that I tend to push all the good things a away.. I've lost a lot because of feeling like that. I have no self worth anymore, I feel like a very weak unlovable person now.. And in some strange way I even feel like I deserve to feel like that. That I deserve to struggle so much.. So yeah I would say feeling valueless because it's the feeling wich has ruined to most for me :verysad3:

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